Don't you love how much we hate each other

I laugh not to hard not to thin
But i cry with my memories at hand
*It's like I'm sleeping*
*It's like im dreaming*
And i don't want to forget her face
I just want to touch it
*She leaves me screaming*
*How come I'm not breathing*

Laying dead on the floor
I wonder what your thinking
Your much to young to understand
The burden you placed in my hands
You were just a kid
Yet they chose to take your heart away
I Don't want to stay
......*Here without you*

And I am alone
The only thing so close to me is far away
They scream in the next room
And all i can think about is you
My child you've ran away from me
*you keep on turning away*
* I have nothing left to say*
*But you leave me empty in this forsaken place*

Laying dead on the floor
I wonder where you are
And your to dead to grasp
The pain you left in my hands
Your just a kid
I can't blame you
For what they hid
*But something i just can rid*
* Myself of*
* Myself of*
* Myself of!!*

My dear child
I can't seem to break free from you
I want to forget you
*I want to hate you*
* for leaving me here*
*without no room for air*
*It's just pain*
*It's just my lonley sorries*
that feel this way
*Without you I'm empty*