I hate how every word out of your mouth,
was nothing but lies.
I hate how every promised you ever made,
meant nothing through your eyes.
I hate how I’m waiting for your call,
when I know it’s never going to come.
You used me for some fun,
then threw me away as if I was nothing.
Now all I can do is wish this weren’t true,
as tears escapes my eyes.
Feeling so useless as you said hurtful things,
knowing how much you never loved me.
I hate how our memories,
keep running through my head.
I hate when I’m alone,
your voice lingers in my ear.
I hate how I still love you,
but despise myself.
Even after what you did,
and all the things you said.
You left me for someone new,
alone as I pick my heart up from the floor.
Not caring if I cry myself to sleep,
over a boy who no longer loves me.
I hate how I can’t get over you,
even when there’s a great guy in front of me.
I hate how I would do anything for you,
even if it kills me.
I hate how I don’t hate you,
not even a little.
