My life is composed of heavy metal riffs, deafening blast beats, growls from the demon inside us all and piercing screams
I substitute your reality with my ownAll those visits to the psychiatrist meant nothing to my sub-consious
Does it matter what i say or do or how i act around you?
I'm practically a shadow in your eyes.
I am overlooked and resented
Writing thiings like this is my only escape from the harsh words that your mouth forms
It seems that cutting isn't engough anymore.
Why do my eyes rimmed in black make you glare?
What the fuck did I ever do to you?!
Nothing. Exactly my point.
Maybe if I took my own life, you would understand all that I've been through and how I feel
If not, then it's your loss
Good-bye...forever.
