Katey was a girl
Just like any other
She had a stable home
And one of those
Plastic housewife mothers
She lived on the block
With most of her classmates
She felt surrounded
By all the people she hates
See Katey was psychotic
She was plagued
By the voices as she called it
She was made
To do things
That she can’t profit
But instead of finding help
She just stuck these voices in her closet.
Katey went to school
Just like any other
She was dropped of
At the gates
By her mother
Always early
Her mother guaranteed
But it wasn’t time
That was the factor
That katey did need
Now lets go back
Back into the past
Back when Katey was a little girl
At the time this spell was cast
Katey had a crush
The first one in her entire life
She would carve their names
In a tree with her brother’s pocket knife.
Katey was in a daze
So young so foolish
By this love she craved
She plunked up the courage
“Yes I can do this”
She told her self
She don’t want no one else
She kept dreaming of his face
Staring at him
Thinking
“Could he tell?”
Katey went to school
One morning with hope in her heart
She was in junior high
So she kissed her mother
As she depart
Out the car
Into the thresh hold of the building
Smile on her face
Thinking this only the beginning
She was right
It surely was
The beginning
Of the thing she would become
Of the monster
That would create inside
Of the secrets
She would devote her life to hide
Katey had a best friend
Called Megan
The pretty one
Out of the two
Katey surely was second
Anyway katey told Megan
About her crush
Megan had a crush too
They talk about it together
And such and such
They word spread
As that’s how it worked back then in school
There secret crushes were out
It was being talked about around the school
The girls weren’t worried
They didn’t care
The girls weren’t bothered
By how the people would stare
It was around lunch time
The kids were out
But Katey couldn’t find Megan
She walked all about
Katey came to a corner
She heard voices round the bend
She stepped back
Then stood still so she could listen in
It was her crush
Leaning against the wall
He was with his friends
There was laughing
Jokes and all
Then she hear them say
They said her name
Katey froze in shock
She couldn’t bare the shame
The friends asked
“So are you gonna go for this girl?”
“Nah man you crazy?”
The boy pretended to hurl
“Why would I ever go for some one so fat and lazy”
The boys all laugh
Each voice pierced Katey’s ears
She still stood there
Listening to all the words that did appear
She heard
“fat”
“ugly”
“pathetic”
“lame”
Each single word said
Brought her so much pain
She then paced to the bathroom
Out of the fear that she would cry
But surprisingly
No tears came to Katey’s eyes
On the way
She bumped right into Megan
“Katey you won’t believe what just happened!”
It turned out
Megan’s crush had a thing for her too
Katey just shrugged her shoulders
“Utter the words who knew”
Katey tried to be happy for her
But the words still stung in her heart
Even after they were hours apart
See Katey was one of those little chubby kids
The kind that they wouldn’t pick for their team if they wanted to win
She was the kind that got no attention from the boys
The kind that would sit and watch
As the others played and made noise
Katey had a whole bunch of insecurities
Covered up by her mother vain priorities
Her mother would always nag on her weight
The nagging built up until it formed to hate
Katey didn’t kiss her mother goodbye no more
Katey didn’t even talk to her mother unless she swore
See Katey held so much resentment
This what probably brought on
The Commandment
See the voices took control
Every time she needed to console
The voices would take change
In her twisted mind they would barge
Take things and rearrange
She took her brothers pocket knife
The one she used the carve there names
She placed the blade slowly down
On the flesh that felt no pain
The words were pulsing inside
Still moving through her blood
She needed to get them out
Unsure if she could
The voices told her do it
She could do nothing but obey
The knife against her skin
Was the only way she could convey
That’s how the monster started
How it all came to life
HowKatey got addicted
To the cut of her brothers knife...
