I dont believe in love
haha love
the word freaks me out
my parents are married
they 'love' each other
they're super old now
and they wont stop fighting
play fighting
real fighting
full on yelling
they dislike their lives...
i talk to this guy online
i used to know him
he never really liked me...
more then a friend
now that i've opened myslef up more
he says he love me...
he hasn't seen me in a whole year
my school is full of christians
they love God
they believe they listen to His word
the drink
smoke
and hate
their no different from any other school
except for their image
they say they love others
they treat others like shit
i've been 'in love' so many times
my friends have been 'in love' too
we're only in highschool
why dont i believe in love?
how is that love?
