I thought before that the feeling is the same
You told me once that you think it really came
Far from you but the feeling deepened I knew
For you're my sun but I'll never be with you
Who knows what will be the grace of the future
Maybe it's just the prologue of my own tune
Undecided pages that I needed to fight
Climax that we may find it worst in our sight
Knowing that you've changed in just day by day talk
My bones are shivering I can't even walk
Being awayfrom you made you think what's right
Or it's just that things changed as fast as the light
I blame you more than I count in my fingers
Got mad at you a hundred times together
But who am I kidding when I start dreaming?
It's my fault no matter what I turned this things
So here I am facing and bracing the truth
The pain that I feel never touch my foot
I got so numb for almost day by day pain
And now I'm emotionless and feeling sane
I thank you for being a very good friend
I've learned so many things that I can't pretend
And if being dense will cause of losing you
Then I'll be the smartest friend you'll ever knew