never there(poem i wrote for my friend about her dad)

this is not about me. this is a poem i wrote for my friend becuz she asked me to write her one so she could send it to her dad in prison. its not the greatest but rate and message anyway.

Created by xXxMaNDixXx420 on Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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Growing up I barely know who you are.
I want to but you are always locked up somewhere way to far.
I hated you for so long
For doing what you did to my mom.
But hating you didnt feel right,
So I would cry myself to sleep every night.
I tried to tell myself that you really do care
And if you could you would have been there.
But my mind kept wandering back to the past.
And the good times we had and how much I
Always wished they would last.
I would give anything to be with you again
Even if it was just for one day.
Because without a dad in my life nothing has been okay.
I love you dad.
With all of my heart, even if we are always apart.
If you only knew the way you have made me feel inside
And for you how many tears I have cried.
Then maybe you would leave the drugs alone,
And come back home.
But I know you cant for a few more years.
So until then I will continue to hide my feelings and blink away my tears.
And keep the pain locked up that I have been feeling for so many years.
Brandon and Brenton are growing up really fast.
And they have gotten really big since you seen them last.
Brits getting older, and me, well, my heart just gets colder.
I try to stay strong for them and be the best sister I can be.
Because I know how much they have always looked up to me.
We go see mom every now and then
But I think it is kind of hard on brenton.
The other day he was playing with Mandi.
And you will never believe what he said.
He looked at her with eyes so sad and said
My mom is in prison and so is my dad
When I heard he said that I started to cry
Because he is only four years old and he may know
Where you are, but I know he doesnt understand why.
When I think of what must be going on inside his little head
It makes me sad. Because he has to grow up never really knowing
His mom or his dad.
But as he gets older I will try my best to help him understand
That this is what drugs can do.
And then someday when he looks back on his life
He can say I always had my big sister by my side.
Well im sorry but I have to go.
I just wanted to tell you how much I love you Just Incase you didnt know.

Growing up I barely know who you are.
I want to but you are always locked up somewhere way to far.
I hated you for so long
For doing what you did to my mom.
But hating you didnt feel right,
So I would cry myself to sleep every night.
I tried to tell myself that you really do care
And if you could you would have been there.
But my mind kept wandering back to the past.
And the good times we had and how much I
Always wished they would last.
I would give anything to be with you again
Even if it was just for one day.
Because without a dad in my life nothing has been okay.
I love you dad.
With all of my heart, even if we are always apart.
If you only knew the way you have made me feel inside
And for you how many tears I have cried.
Then maybe you would leave the drugs alone,
And come back home.
But I know you cant for a few more years.
So until then I will continue to hide my feelings and blink away my tears.
And keep the pain locked up that I have been feeling for so many years.
Brandon and Brenton are growing up really fast.
And they have gotten really big since you seen them last.
Brits getting older, and me, well, my heart just gets colder.
I try to stay strong for them and be the best sister I can be.
Because I know how much they have always looked up to me.
We go see mom every now and then
But I think it is kind of hard on brenton.
The other day he was playing with Mandi.
And you will never believe what he said.
He looked at her with eyes so sad and said
My mom is in prison and so is my dad
When I heard he said that I started to cry
Because he is only four years old and he may know
Where you are, but I know he doesnt understand why.
When I think of what must be going on inside his little head
It makes me sad. Because he has to grow up never really knowing
His mom or his dad.
But as he gets older I will try my best to help him understand
That this is what drugs can do.
And then someday when he looks back on his life
He can say I always had my big sister by my side.

Well im sorry but I have to go.
I just wanted to tell you how much I love you Just Incase you didnt know.

Growing up I barely know who you are.
I want to but you are always locked up somewhere way to far.
I hated you for so long
For doing what you did to my mom.
But hating you didnt feel right,
So I would cry myself to sleep every night.
I tried to tell myself that you really do care
And if you could you would have been there.
But my mind kept wandering back to the past.
And the good times we had and how much I
Always wished they would last.
I would give anything to be with you again
Even if it was just for one day.
Because without a dad in my life nothing has been okay.
I love you dad.
With all of my heart, even if we are always apart.
If you only knew the way you have made me feel inside
And for you how many tears I have cried.
Then maybe you would leave the drugs alone,
And come back home.
But I know you cant for a few more years.
So until then I will continue to hide my feelings and blink away my tears.
And keep the pain locked up that I have been feeling for so many years.
Brandon and Brenton are growing up really fast.
And they have gotten really big since you seen them last.
Brits getting older, and me, well, my heart just gets colder.
I try to stay strong for them and be the best sister I can be.
Because I know how much they have always looked up to me.
We go see mom every now and then
But I think it is kind of hard on brenton.
The other day he was playing with Mandi.
And you will never believe what he said.
He looked at her with eyes so sad and said
My mom is in prison and so is my dad
When I heard he said that I started to cry
Because he is only four years old and he may know
Where you are, but I know he doesnt understand why.
When I think of what must be going on inside his little head
It makes me sad. Because he has to grow up never really knowing
His mom or his dad.
But as he gets older I will try my best to help him understand
That this is what drugs can do.
And then someday when he looks back on his life
He can say I always had my big sister by my side.

Well im sorry but I have to go.
I just wanted to tell you how much I love you Just Incase you didnt know.

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