If Only, If Only...

If only, If only...

A beautiful black mane,
what a lovely sight,
beautiful blue eyes,
dancing in the sunlight.

He looked at me with kindess,
a look that made me melt,
he gentle grabbed my hand,
Oh I loved the way he smelt.

He pulled me close enough,
enough to hear him breath,
his breath was hot and steady,
Then I started to quickly breath.

What was gonna happen?
Was he gonna plant a kiss?
Did he realize I've been waiting,
waiting for this kiss.

Does he know that I love him,
with every breath I take?
Does he know I've been crying,
crying for god's sake!?

Crying for him to love me,
like the way I do,
just to hear him say,
"Gosh I love you too!"

Does he see the tear stained cheeks?
Does he see my puffy red eyes?
Why is now the time?
Maybe this is a lie?

Maybe he got bored,
and decided to toy with me.
Maybe this is a joke,
and not the kiss for me.

As I thought of these thoughts,
my tears began to flow,
He asked what was the matter,
and I told him to just go.

He shook his head quickly,
"I'm walking you home." he said
I wiped my tears and smiled
and off to the path I led.

He walked me to my house,
The rain started to drop,
he smiled and he looked at me,
and I just couldn't stop.

He took away my problems,
with just that one kiss,
he stoppped the world around us,
I swear it was pure bliss.

THEN........

Everything turned black,
I stood up and it seems
that my cute, loving guy,
was just another dream.

If only, If only...