Everything

Sometimes it feels like I feel and know everything.
Every thought, feeling, fear, words.
It pulls me in and soon I am lost in a whirlwind of everything. 
Words, music, books...they do this to me.
All the time.
But I cant stop it.
Cant stop myself from everything.
Gonna loose myself one day in everthing.
Murder.
Rape.
Love.
Hate.
Sex.
Sadness.
Heartless.
Cold.
Unloving.
Madness.
Anger.
Joy.
Pounce.
Giddy.
Mock.
Smug.
Smirk.
Sexist.
Hatred.
Munipulate.
Lies.
Truth.
Justice.
Evil.
Good.
Prejudice.
Unfair.
Scared.
Fallen.
Frightened.
Loathe.
Unhappiness.
Breathless.
Seduce.
Problems.
Faithfull.....
My everything.