KAITLYN

KAITLYN....TIMES ARE HARD AND SOME
THINGS I SAY U MAY FEEL ARE NOT TRUE
OR JUST ANOTHER LIE. IVE SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE
LOOKIN FOR WHAT U HAVE GAVE ME. U HAVE
NEVER GAVE UP ON ME, U HAVE SHOWED ME
NOTHIN BUT TRUE LOVE AND LOYALTY.
U HAVE PUT SO MUCH DEDICATION IN ME AND
THE RELATIONSHIP WE ONECE HAD. I HAVE BROKE
PROMISES AND MY WORD. IVE SIT AND STRESSED ON
THE MISTAKES IVE MADE. IVE SIT AND WOUNDERD
HOW GOOD OUR LIFE WOULD OF BEEN TOGETHER,
THE LOVE WE COULD HAVESHARED AND THE MOTIVATION
WE COULD REFLECT ON ANOTHER. IVE FELT THAT IM NOT
GOOD ENOUGH TO KEEP U AS HAPPY AS I KNOW U SHOULD BE.
YOUR THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IVE EVER KNOW OF, NOT JUST
YOUR EXTERNAL BEAUTY BUT THE BEAUTY OF YOUR PERSONIALTY.
YOU HAVE MADE THIS SOLDIER WAKE UP IN IRAQ HAPPY, IM PROUD
TO GET MY GEAR, PUT UP MY 240, LOCK AND LOAD, AND HEAD OUT
THE GATE. I KNOW THE JOB I DO NOT ONLY KEEPS U SAFE BUT THE
ADORABLE CHILDREN UR GONNA BRING IN THIS WORLD. I MAY NEVER
HEAR YOU TELL ME U LOVE ME OR MISS ME AGAIN, I MAY NEVER GET TO
SEE YOU OR FEEL THE WARMTH OF YOUR SKIN. YOU MAY MAKE THE DECISION
THAT U DONT EVEN WANNA REMEMBER MY NAME OR THE THOUGHT OF EVEN BEIN WITH ME. IVE NEVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH IN MY LIFE, IVE NEVER LOST SLEEP AND LOST MY DETERMINATION TO DO MY JOB 110% UNTILL I FELT THAT I LOST YOU. TIMES ARE HARD AND IVE LOST SOMETHING, THAT FROM DAY ONE I SAID I WAS GONNA EARN {YOUR TRUST AND UR HEART}. NOTHIN I SAY CAN TAKE BACK THE WORDS IVE SAID AND THE ACTIONS IVE MADE. BUT I CAN ONLY SHOW U THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT U AND WORK AT IT EVERYDAY BABY. YOUR MY WORLD AND MY EVERYTHING I LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS. LOVE MAY JUST BE A WORD TO SOME PEOPLE BUT THE LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT HAS ME TRAPT, SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO BE TRAPED IN. THIS WHAT I HAVE IS THE GREAT'ST FEELING IN THE WORLD. THERE IS NO BETTER DREAM THAN A DREAM OF YOU AND I TOGETHER. IVE MESSED UP BUT I PROMISE ILL NEVER TAKE U FOR GRANTED AND NEVER HURT YOU LOVE. I MISS YOU AND THE LOVE WE SHARED.

I LOVE YOU AND IM SORRY!!