Left In The Darkness

Many events have occured from the time we met.
But now a daysI feel like I'm being left behind.
You have found someone andof course youforget,
That I still stand here and watch.

It is hard enough as it is,
Seeing you happy and serene.
Enjoying your life to the fullest.
Yet I am left here in the darkness.

Only to survive on the memories,

Days have come and gone,
Andthislittlethunder cloud above my head,
Crysthe tearsit has been holding back for all these years.
I, myself,have started tolet these same tears slowly leak.

Falling down my cheek, only towatch them fall onto the ground.

You use to wipe them away,
but now you standto far.
I'm so far away that my tears no longer affectyou,
they way they did used to.

Suddenly I am all alone in this darkness,
Thesame darkness that has been buried down in my heart.
People have told meof this darkness, but i never thought it existed.
Then again, I have never thoughtabout it at all.

Slowly, other people have came to join me in thisdarkness,
All with their own personal pains.
Yeteach problem and pain are connected some way or another.
These new people have became my friends.

While youstand on the other side,
Oblivious to the hardships of life,
Here we stand, watching youhappy people live yourhappy lives.
Why can't you seeour pain, like youused to in the past.

Iguess it doesn't matter anymore,
Weare still connected, but soon thosestrings willno longer be there,
For Ican no longer bare,
the pain you have caused.