I knew I couldn't make it
I knew it was impossible
But, I never once gave up
I never back down
Useless, pathetic ...
People encouraged me, they led me on
What was it all for ?
Was I suppose to feel better ?
Embarrass, mortify ...
Obviously I had no skills
The probelm lied in me,
I wasn't good enough
I knew it was too good to be true
I knew I couldnt make it
I knew it was impossible
But why did i keep believeing ?


