Sometimes I think about everything
And why I have that hollow empty feeling
When I do the tears flow free
its my silent way of dealing
I lie here in pain
Holding myself to keep from breaking
just curled up small and alone
I hide terrified and shaking
In my head I scream for help
My pleading pained cry
I know its now I need some one
But no one should hear so why try
Sobbing now I choke for air
Barely holding on to whats left of me
"Im sorry" is all I can choke
its something that needed to be set free
Quivering by myself and alone
I dont want anyone there
They shouldnt have to see this sight
Thought half of me wants them here and aware
I can barely breathe now
Its a chaos that cant be broken
I fear it will never end
Its seems to have bough me a death token
My tears are starting to slow
The hurt the same, yet it doesnt show
Its then I realize what Ive become
A pathetic broken child, its then I know
I cant take it anymore
I start to fade to black
Its only sleep Im going
But my happiness will never come back
This is my breakdown
How I cry when no one can see
Its a truly horrifying sight
So when I need help just let me be
Anatomy Of A Breakdown
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