Inlove with Sirius but Married to Crouch Junior *17*

"I told you not to do anything illegal, and what do you do? Unforgivable curses! You of all people should know not to use the cruciatous curse infront of Neville!" The gnawed face ex aura just grunted in response, honestly I was beginning to wonder why I even bothered to try and shout at him.
"What's been done is done. Besides." He leant up from his chair to look me in the eye. "You shouldn't be giving me a lecture after those curses you put on that Skeeter women." My eyes widened slightley when he finshed speaking.
"How did you-"
"There's a thing called a window." I followed the finger he was jabbing to he window. I swallowed the lump in my throat, if he saw that meant the others might have done so!
"I am so dead." I covered my mouth slightley. "So, so dead." I could feel myself pacing slightley as I walked to the window, "If Albus saw I could lose my job!"
"I'm sure he won't fire you."
"You obvioulsy don't know him if you think that, Aberforth is always the one who tells me to get back at those who starts fights and well...You know Albus."
Another grunt.
"Now all I have to do, is stay away from anyone else who I'll probably start a fight on. So that's Igor, Severus, Rita, Filch, Filch's Cat-"
"Quessing there's a list." Alastor growled. I sighed looking atthe small figure of Harry.
"Have you ever felt useless? You know making a promise to someone which you know you can't keep and you just kid yourself until you feel like a joke?" I asked recalling my promise to Lilly.
"More than once girl."
"Girl?" I turned my head to face him. "You're making me feel young." I heard the sound of something being flipped open knowing it was probably that hipflask of his and I knew my suspicions were proved right when I heard him gulping and make a disgusted sound. "Why do you drink something you don't like?" He shrugged.
"Why did you lie to me when you said the letter was from Aberfoth." I froze slightley and began walking towards the door. I was just about to turn the handel when his voice called my name. "I know you lied Amey but I want to know why."
"There's some things that don't need to be spoken, who the letter was from was my concern and trust me I don't mean for that to sound rude, but it's between me and that person."
"I don't appreciate being lied too." I turned the handel keeping my back to him and made my way down the stairs hearing only the heels from my knee high boots and the sweeping of my purple cloak trail behind me.
How did he know I was lying?

"Amazing." I heard Neville's voice trail as I reached the pond outside, I could feel a small smile curve my lips thankful that he wasn't anyway affected by the unforgivable curse he had to see. "Amazing."
"Neville you're doing it again." Harry told him as I leant against a tree looking up at the tower I had recently left.
"Oh sorry."
"Professor?"
"Oh." I felt myself jump, startled as I looked at the red haired girl. "Ginny." I looked beside her noticing Ron and Hermione.
"Professor Madeye was looking for you." My eyebrows perked up as an unfarmiliar groan hit my lips.
"If you see him you couldn't find me okay." She looked confused but nodded as I jumped to my feet. "Thank you."
"You're welcome professor."
"And also, if anyone else tries to find me, you haven't seen me since this morning."
"Alright." I brushed past her lightley.
"You Weasley's really are some of the kindest and most helpful witches and wizards I've ever met." I spoke more to myself but knew she heard as she grinned.


Amey,
The news you gave about Harry I already knew. I want you to look after him but I want you to look after yourself, the last letter you gave me your writing was all shakey. Regardless of what you say we must meet, not just for my sake but for yours. I won't let the same thing happen last time, you need me face it. And no before you think it I'm not thinking highly of myself, I'm living on rats for the sake of merlins beard! Just hold on, I'm going to help you through whatever obstacles you face, I couldn't before but I can now.
Wishing you the best
Padfoot
x


"Amaya!" I felt myself cringe as I crumpled up Sirius's note stuffing it into my robe's pocket.
"Barty?" I looked at the old man as he pratically ran into view looking hysteric.
"There's something you must know!" He gripped my hands tightley, so tightley I could feel his nails pierce through my skin and for my finger to bruise. I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me move allowing a new found fear to wash over me. "He's here Amaya! He's here!"
"Bartamious!" The familar growl broke through my father inlaws cries giving me enough time to pull away while he was distracted. "Surely you have more to do than terrorise a stressed women!" Barty senior backed away while I watched him trying to understand what he meant by 'he's here'.
"W-Wait!" I called after the old man even trying to chase after him but a scarred arm stopped me.
"Trust me girl, nothing good will come out of following him." I looked into his electric blue eye and nodded.
'He's here!'
Who though, who was here?
"And he says I'm mad.." Alastor grumbled as he sank in one of the rows of seat and pulled me down roughly beside him. "You really should watch who you speak too. Talking to people like him won't get you nowhere, trust me I would know." If I could I would cringe uncomfortably but I wouldn't allow myself to do so, especially not infront of one of the greates ex aurors in history I just bowed my head and fidgeted with my fingers knowing his eyes were still staring and watching me attenatively.
"I should-" Before I could finish my sentence the door burst open and I watched as one of the people I dispised ponder in, his grin revealing his rotten teeth.
"Hello Amey."
"Crap..."
"What do you want Karkaroffe?!" Alastor demanded as I sunk further in my seat wanting nothing more than to dissapear.
"Igor, please, if you're here to bother me, don't." I saw him at the corner of my eye smirking.
"Is that all you see me as, a burden? I'm deeply offended." I felt my fingers trail on the bruise had given me only two days ago but it was still clear as crystal.
"I can think of more suitable words than burden." I hissed. "But if you leave right now I won't have to waste my breath."
"Calm down." Alastor grolwed in my ear but I shrugged away from him and towards the door feeling more angry for once again being told to calm down. AS soon as I was infront of Igor I pressed my lips to his ear.
"I won't let you break me down, and if you carry on trying to make me do so, I'll make you think that Askaban was a little girl's doll house." I pulled away and pushed passed him smiling as I noticed he was frozen in the spot.
Even though I just threatened someone I felt as thoguh I had won a muggles lottery.