what ever happened to a simple life?! ch.1

What the hell did we do. how was i supposed to know lexie would overreact when i got back together with ben? she's already got logan AND jake. but nope, she wants my ben. it's so confusing...i didnt want this kind of life. trying to keep my friend from getting upset and killing herself and being stuck in a messed up love triangle thing that'll end up in someone having ben(perferably me) or lexiewill get her boy toy back. and thats bad because then she'd have 3 guys to love and i'd have 0.
i guess its like that one twilight book. ben's edward. im bella and she's jacob. and hopefully it'll turn out like that, expept i dont want my best friend to fall in love with my kid. that's just akward!
but anyway, back to the story. lexie wants ben, jake, and logan and i just want ben. of course, i'd take logan or jake if they wanted me. maybe i should be the manipulating bitch lexie thinks i am and i should take all 3 of them and leave her with (uhm...whats his name....!!!) jared, the mr. ghosty guy that's pretty much always with her. by the way to all you sceptics(sp?) who dont believe in things like that, dont post all your annoying comments that i dont wanna hear. or i'll delete them or somethin like that. whatever makes them go away.
ANYWAYS, back to not being off track. hahah. kk so lexie is mad atme because she thinks i stole 2 guys from her.and now for some of our betching!
lexie: you're prolly just doing this so ben wont touch me anymore.
lena: no...i wouldnt do that to you.
lexie: yes,cuz thats the kind of person you are. you always do stuff like that. everyone does. just to hurt me.
lena: im not gonna be a bigger b*tch and do that.. do you want me to f*ckin break up with him!
(a little while later...)
lena: just because your friend is going out with your other friend doesnt mean you guys are gonna hate eachother. and also i wouldnt do this to hurt you. thatsjust retarded.
lexie: no but now ben is off-limits to me. and if i so much as touch him you'll spazz. all girls do.
lena: you can still touch him, just not in that f*ckin whore-iffic way you've been touching him.
AND THATS WHERE I'LL STOP FOR NOW!!!
as you can see, its pretty sad. the saddest part is, we're pretty much best friends. and our awesome friendship is being torn apart by jelousy, love, and lust. she's the overreacting suicidal whore, im the manipulating bitch, and the boys are both the bait and the villans for ruining almost normal lives(if living in your grandparents housesis normal..)
next time me and lexie talk there'll prolly be a new chapter for this story...if you have any suggestions for me to maybe help this situation please message me about them. rate high, <3 you all!