To Gain What Was Lost-Fullmetal Alchemist-(Meant for girls only) Part 1

Okay, your real name is Zerena Rockbell, but you dont know that, and youre 15 (the same age as Ed) and Winry is 15 in this story too.Youre all apart by months. Ed in this story is 5 foot 5 and youre 5 foot 6 with black hair to your back that you wear in a waist long braid, but you also have a sky blue streak in your hair that was there since you were born and you keep that piece of hair out of the braid, covering your platinum eye. Your right eye is platinum and your left eye is dark blue. I cover only history in this first part but if you bear with me well get to the good stuff soon ;) Youll be 15 starting part 2. Oh and ~ means a thought.
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After you had fallen, you lay bloody and mangled on the jagged rocks when a young couple had found you. Luckily for you, they had been alchemists and saved your life. They took your unconscious body over the other side of the mountains to a small village and nursed you back to health. When you awoke, you had no memory of what had happened, who you were or anything. The couple had asked you your name but you could not remember. They let you stayed for a few weeks, hoping your memory would return. But it didnt. You soon took the name Zairina because you had read it in one of their books and liked it, besides it had just felt right. They soon found you were a good alchemist and let you stay with them as long as you worked for them, fixing broken things or bones, whatever the people of the village needed. They came to the young alchemists for everything. Apparently the only part of your memory that did come back was that of alchemy, though you didnt know how you knew it. After awhile you started having strange dreams, but you could never remember them when you woke up. All you could remember was that they had something to do with someone with golden eyes. After about a year of these dreams, you finally decided to go on a journey to find who you really were. Thanking the couple for their kindness, you headed out to find your past.

Uh huh, uh huh...
You are now 8 years old and climbing up a mountain as if in a dream. You have just found out your parents have been killed when you overheard Winry crying as she told Ed what the letter that came earlier today had said. You had felt all the blood drain out of your face and your whole body had went numb. Immediately you ran out the back door and over the fields that were your backyard. To the mountains you ran, where you could run away from reality and perhaps join your parents. You didnt think of it as committing suicide, you just wanted to be with your mom and dad. You would try to fly like the angels and maybe just maybe you would fly to heaven where Aunt Pinako said people went when they died. As you crossed the swaying bridge almost in a trance, a memory came back to you when you came to the highest point of the mountains. ~This is where Ed and I go...Our secret place~ You had found Ed there a year crying after having an argument with Al about their dad. You had sat down next to him and said nothing as you stared off into the sunset but words werent needed. Just you being there said more than words ever could, and the 2 of you had sat there leaning on each other watching the sun go down. After that you and Ed had come there whenever you needed to talk or simply be alone. No one understood you better than Ed and you understood Ed better than anyone. Now you stood at that spot and stared at the crescent moon in front of you, seeming so close you could touch it. ~Mom, dad Im coming~ You lifted your arms out as if to fly and fell forward, the wind whipping your long hair. ~Goodbye Edward~
Aww...
You are 5 years old and boredly waiting next to your sister Winry for your surprise. Edward and Alphonse Elric have called you and your sister over to their house to show you something special. The boys finish drawing a strange circle on their wooden floor and put down both their hands on it at the same time. An electric crackling outlines the circle and something starts rising out of the dirt in the middle. Your sister Winry screams, but you lean closer, trying to get a better look. The boys jump when she screams and stop what they were doing, running to the now crying Winry. You ignore them and reach over to pick up the new creation. In your hands is a tiny doll. Your marvel at it with shining eyes. Ed notices you with the doll and leaves Winry with Al to sit next to you. "You-you arent scared of it?" He asks timidly. You shake your head. "Uh-uh. This is cool." Ed wipes his nose and takes on a look of superiority. "You really think so? You can have it, if you want." You look from Ed to the doll and then hug the little boy. "Thanks! But can you teach me how to do it too?" You ask, letting go of a surprised Ed. WellI guess if you wanna come study with me and Al. He looks back at the still crying Winry. "I really didnt mean to make your sister cry...I know! How about you come over tomorrow when me and Al are looking through dads books? Then I can teach you." You nod excitedly, feeling this is beginning of a new friendship.
I'm only 5?!?! Me: Calm down...You'll see
You started off your journey going west and away from the mountains. Something about them had always scared you. After many villages, towns and no answers, you met an older woman with long black hair that lived alone in the middle of a forest. You only stopped there to rest awhile but the woman said she sensed something special about you and kept asking you questions. You told her you knew nothing about your past but became interested in the old woman when you saw her practicing martial arts later on that day. "What is that?" You asked her as she hit wooden sticks buried in the ground. "This? This is a style of martial arts. Are you interested, child?" She asked, never looking up. "I suppose I am." You replied. That was the start of your training in the martial arts. You stayed there with the woman, training for the next 2 years of your life. You finally decided you are ready to leave on your 11th birthday little do you know, and leave the same day. You miss Ed and Al by only a few months as they come to train with the old woman, only she didnt make so easy on them. You are 10 years old and dont even know it, traveling through towns and villages trying to find your identity. You survive only on your skills in alchemy, paying for food and board by fixing things and doing odd jobs. One day you are in a town called Faile, fixing a broken clock in front of a crowd when a man with black hair in a uniform pushes through to the front. You stop in the middle of your transmutation, staring at him as surely as he is staring at you. You realized what youre doing and go back to fixing the clock. After you have finished fixing the peoples odds and ends, the crowd disperses and the man walks up to you. "You know youre very skilled in alchemy, you dont even need a transmutation circle do you?" You shake you head. You need only to clasp your hands, interlocking your fingers together as if praying and close your eyes to do a transmutation. "When you get a little older, you could be a State Alchemist maybe." He looks you up and down. "When you come a little older, come see me, Roy Mustang." He says as he walks away grinning. You blush, not sure if you want to know what he means. You have no idea of your real age but guess you can be no older than 12 or so and no younger than 10. That night you think about what Roy said and ask the innkeeper about State Alchemists. "State Alchemists are nothing but military lapdogs sent out to kill when the military says so." The man growls. His wife shakes her head. "I think you could be one if you wanted, Ms. Zairina. They have access to mostly any information in the world at their library and Central Ive heard. Maybe you could find out something on your past there." Its a stretch but you were starting to lose direction in your life and eagerly take the lead. The next day you leave for Central, determined to be a State Alchemist no matter what the cost, if it could help you find out who you are.
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