Fuck me, Bruise me, Rape me, Throw me Away (part five - because they don't care.)

Gah! I'm so inlove with Keiiji you should all be grateful he gave me the idea for this part. I felt so bad *sniffles* but warning there is violence and rape int he following thingy be careful!

Created by MascaraCloud on Sunday, March 12, 2006

We were sitting there, calm, and quiet. I never really understood how we could be so silent like this sometimes. I think we were in two separate worlds, Adrian and I. Maybe that's what brought us together. He wanted to experience my world and I his. That might have been our downfall as well. One can never know these things.
"Ryan?" He leaned against me again. I hate when he does that, it feels so uncomfortable for some reason. Like he's trying to suffocate me.

"Hm?" I lean against him as well so it doesn't feel as bad. Now were holding each other up.

"How come you never answer my questions?"


"I dont know." I sighed and looked up at the trees surrounding us. We had decided to ditch school today; we couldn't be together at school. Adrey wasn't ready.


"See! Youre doing it again." He pouted much like a small child would and I couldn't help but chuckle.


"Why do you always ask uncomfortable questions Adrey?" I asked softly flicking the cigarette into the stream.


"I dunno. I wanna know so I ask." I looked down at him and sighed softly. He was so haplessly innocent sometimes. "What's that?"


"What?" I asked rubbing the place on my neck he was pointing to. I felt the bite marks and rolled my eyes slightly. "You bit me last night remember?" Adrian's angry eyes locked onto mine coldly, dangerously.


"I most certainly did not! I would remember. Who are they from Ryan?" He stood looking extremely irate.


"Adrey, you werent paying attention. Please, sit down." I went to stand up but was roughly pushed to the ground receiving a mouthful of dirt.


"Dont give me that bullshit! Who the fuck was it!?" My left leg felt crushed under my right as I pushed the top half of my body up spitting the nasty taste of blood from my mouth. "Huh?! Who!?" I was too devastated to listen as I touched my bloody split lip. How could he? "Answer me!" My hair was yanked up so I was looking into his wild blue eyes. I sobbed.


"Please Adrian, my ankle, I think it's broken." He smirked and back handed me letting me go once more to fall to the ground.


"Serves you right! No one cheats on me. No one." I sobbed loudly as he delivered a swift kick to my ribs. A loud crack was heard to my horror and breathing became difficult.


"No! Please no more youre hurting me!" He kneeled down in front of my face; I was too weak to get up.


"Good." And at the single word my eyes widened, memories of my father beating me until I was sure I was going to die filled my head as a sadistic smirk crept onto my lover's face. "Let's see how much pain you can endure before going mad." I closed my eyes. I could endure a lot more than he thinks. It's been like this since I can remember. I guess whatever the fuck is out there really hates me.


I wasn't prepared at all when Adrian pulled off my pants; sure I'd endured lots of torture but not like this. I'd never been raped before. "S...Stop." I managed to mutter and was slapped again causing a gash to appear in my cheeks as Adrians ring tore through my cheek.


"You dont give the orders fool! I do." I sobbed again as he entered my bruised body. It hurt like hell, I wasn't even prepared. "Oh virgin eh?" My whole body shuddered and shook as he pounded in and out of me roughly uncaring that I was now bleeding and screaming rather loudly. It was getting dark. Surely someone must wonder where I am.


He moaned and snapped me out of my thoughts as he came hard into me. It burned and felt disgusting as he pulled out and slipped his clothing back on. Why did he do this to me? "Oh love why are you crying?" he wiped the tears from my face as though he cared. I knew better.


"Why didn't they come for me?" I choked out. My voice felt raw from all the screaming and my heart felt heavy.


"Because they don't care." If it was possible my heart felt heavier as I sobbed. They didn't care. It made perfect sense. Why would anyone care about me anyway? Im just a freaky kid in the background. My brother and sister don't need me, they survived before. My friends don't need me they have each other. "That's right my little dark angel. I'm all you have. I'm the only one who cares. The only one who loves you." He stood and began to walk off as the woods got darker and darker before he stopped and turned as if realizing something. "Oh wait! I remember now! I did bite you last night." He looked a bit relived then shrugged. "Oops." And then he was gone, leaving me to pull myself together before I froze to death pondering his last word. Oops. That was it. No Im sorry. No my mistake, just oops. I managed to raise my self to my hands and knees shakily and slid on the jacket he had so kindly left for me and I had picked him.


"Oops."

*sobs*
gomen nasais i shall update more often promise!

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