He Knows I'm Jailbait [Se7en] |21|

Haha! TWENTYFRIGGENONE. My story can drink now!!! Yay!! This chapter is for Missy JP, Kaitbert, and Janine/Toxic--The real life people. I love you guysz for reading this story and stalking me. And anti-flag will make their appearence in 23 for you, mycuteemogirl. I love you guys! Rate it. Message Me. FAVORITE-IT IF YOU LOVE ITTT xD Love forever, Ashley Jacobs. [[I can't believe i got this far bannerless O.O]]

Created by brokESCAPExxx on Sunday, September 06, 2009

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I opened the envelope very carefully; I hated ruining paper. Plus the envelope had my name on it in really pretty handwriting. Why ruin that, right? Oh well, it’s the thought that counts and the fact that Se7en even had Kaitlyn hunt me down and give me an envelope was kind of sketchy. Cute, but sketchy.
There was a card inside, as I discovered upon opening the envelope. The front had an amazing drawing of a black rose resting on a table on it that was done with graphite. All the shading was perfect. I slowly opened the card, scared of what might pop out and attack me. Nothing did, thankfully- there was actually a note. You know- the kind people write in cards for birthdays and stuff. But there weren’t any pre-written words in it at all, which meant Se7en had written it himself, whatever it read.
I covered my mouth with my hand to hide my shock at his words. I couldn’t believe this had come out of the guy that tried to rape me when I first met him- who called me jailbait, who yelled at me when I mistakenly did one of his friends. I had to admit that I was very impressed. I was flattered, and very much under his spell. I knew right then, just from reading this, that I was never going to be able to get him out of my life; Sev would always be there whether I wanted him or not. And after reading this, I wanted him.
Kaitlyn rocked back and forth on her heels as she waited for me to finish reading. I had tears in my eyes by the time I finished. She looked at me.
“You okay?” She asked. “Sev didn’t tell me what he wrote.”
I nodded. I wanted to let her read it, but I knew Se7en wanted me to be the only person to see it. I mean, based on what he wrote, I wouldn’t want it getting into the wrong hands either. I opened my mouth to speak, but getting words out was impossible. There was nothing I could say. I had no more words to say.
Kaitlyn looked at me guiltily. “Do you need me to get anything for you?” She offered, like she’d done something wrong.
I shook my head. I wanted to talk to Se7en, but there was no more hope for that. All hope was gone. There was nothing left for him or me to say. We’d said it all in the past. But now there was a new truth that he decided to admit to- a truth he couldn’t say to my face.
I walked with Kaitlyn away from the stages and sat with her on a random bench. No one was really around since everyone at Warped was watching the bands. We sat there for what felt like forever.
I didn’t want to go anywhere or do anything. I flipped over my wrist and looked at my watch. 6:15 PM. I would have to go assist BC13 in about an hour. I couldn’t face them like this. My dignity would be completely shot.
“Kaitlyn…” I struggled to talk. She looked up at me attentively. “Can you go get Toxic?” I asked her.
Kaitlyn’s face grew scared- guiltier than before. “I don’t know where she is. I’m sorry. She went somewhere with Mikl a while ago.”
I turned to her sharply. My face got wicked hot wicked fast. I fumed. “Do you know where they went, Kaitlyn? Honestly?”
She bit her lip, contemplating on what the right thing to say might be.
“Kait,” I pleaded with her, “Please…”
She sighed deeply and scratched her forehead. Her black hair curtained her face as she hung it in shame. I wondered what she had to be ashamed of besides a small crush on David from Breathe Carolina. Which that was nothing to be ashamed of- he was totally cute and very nice. Two thumbs up, right?
“They hooked up… the other day…” She told me.
When she said that, I thought I was going to fucking kill a baby. And I realize that’s a horrible thing to say, but I was so fucking mad at them. How the hell could they do that to me? Mikl and I hadn’t even got in a fight. At all. I looked at Kaitlyn, who was too scared to keep talking apparently, judging by how mad I looked. I softened a bit. “Kait, no matter how mad I look, just keep explaining. I need to know the whole story.” Her eyes watered. “Please.”
She gulped. “Well… I… I was walking around the bus lot. And I saw Mikl sneaking around like a sketch… And he was walking in the direction of the Breathe Carolina bus. And as I kept walking, I saw Toxic behind the bus, where no one could see her, dressed like a total whore. Then Mikl grabbed her, and…” She sighed. “Yeah.”
My eyes burned. I buried my face in my hands. “When was this?” I asked.
“The day Warped Tour started.”
“Fuck!” I screamed. A bunch of random people looked at me. I mouthed ‘fuck you’ at them. This wasn’t fucking happening. “Do they have a history?”
Then Kaitlyn told me all about how they were friends in the past. She said that Toxic had told Se7en this exact same story, she was just stating what she remembered now. It was horrible for me to have to listen to this. Two guys broke my heart. I let two guys destroy me. This wasn’t cool. This wasn’t – in any way – something I’d be laughing about in ten years. If Toxic had told me what was going on, then maybe I wouldn’t be so fucking mad. But lying is something I’m sick of. I don’t need any more lies in my life than there already are. If Toxic had told me about her and Mikl’s past, then maybe I wouldn’t want the two of them dead right now.
Was I never going to be happy? Was there no decent guy for me?
Kaitlyn winced. “I know what you’re thinking,” she said, “but there is a guy for you,” she stated. She nodded towards the card Se7en had her bring me, and I knew she was right. There was a guy who gave a fuck about me. And he was the same one I had been breaking my heart over since meeting him.
But I was all out of chances with him. There was nothing left. All we’d done since meeting was break each others’ hearts. That’s it. First I wasn’t ready. Then he wasn’t ready. Now neither of us were ready, but at the same time both of us were. I don’t even have words for it. I just wanted him back, but then again…
We all want what we can’t have.

~~Would you be there should I stumble or fall, pick up the pieces. Forget about the shit that we’ve been front of through, I wanna stay here forever and always~~


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