my hand hovered over the mouse. You need to sign back in. You need to. You always wanted to talk to him, so do it. Now. A voice in my head kept telling me. My heart was beating like mad and I was sweating all over. I finally let my hand drop on the mouse, and I signed back in.

heyitsABBIE!- um... sorry for that. i kinda freaked out.

NickJisOfftheChain- its okay i guess. im just glad you werent mad at me

heitsABBIE!- im not. its just a lot to take in.

NickJisOfftheChain- yeah, i know its alot to press on you. so do you?

heyitsABBIE!- do i what?

NickJisOfftheChain- forgive me for being a jerk and breaking your heart?

heyitsABBIE!- yeah. i guess i do.

NickJisOfftheChain- so.... friends?

heyitsABBIE!- yeah. friends.

NickJisOfftheChain- im so glad to have you back in my life. i am sure joe and kevin will be happy to.

heyitsABBIE!- haha yeah. i miss them.

NickJisOfftheChain- we are gonna be in town for a couple days.do you want to come on the tour bus and hang out?

heyitsABBIE!- sure! that would be awesome!

NickJisOfftheChain- great. i g2g. sweet dreams, abbie.

heyitsABBIE!- thanks nick :)


I signed out feeling really good about myself. i smiled for what seemed like hours. Nick was finally back in my life. along with Joe and Kevin, of course.There was something in the back of mind that was hurting, like that it was upset that he's only my friend. Do I still like him?No. I dont want to ruin our friendship. No way. Tommorow is going to be fun.... were my last thoughts before i drifted into a deep sleep that had Jonas, Jonas, Jonas starring in all of my dreams.