Wait! When did this happen?! 12 (Gaara Story)

Sharply, you awoke pulling yourself away from your cot. You had moved the clock closer to your bed after the first time you woke up from your dreams. You flicked the lamp light on. It was only 3:17 AM. Your fever was gone and your head stopped spinning completely, but deep in your gut you felt sick. You didn’t know why you felt this way. You felt like you did something behind Gaara’s back.

You kissed Sai so what? And Gaara wasn’t even your boyfriend. Still you felt like you had to tell someone, and Temari was the only one that you really trusted enough to talk about things like that.

I wish Temari was here. You sighed to yourself.

Why? The voice in your head asked.

Because then I could ask her for advice or something like that. You answered.

Well I could pretend to be Temari if you would like. The voice announced.

...

Come on it will be fun!

... Fine...

So what’s wrong _____-chan? The voice asked in a perfect Temari voice.

Yeah, I kissed this kid Sai and now I feel awf--

HAHAHAHAHA! Someone kissed you? Wow you must feel lucky! The voiced mock, back in it old voice.

Oh my god! See I told you this would go nowhere! You retorted.

Ok, ok, sorry, let’s start again. The voice said.

Temari I kissed Sai. You sighed.

Did you like it? The voice asked in the perfect Temari voice.

I guess I did, but it made me feel guilty. You said.

Why it’s not like you have a boyfriend. It responded.

I know so why do I feel this way? I feel like I did something behind Gaara’s back. You sighed.

So you have feelings for Gaara. It asked.

Well I like him... You trailed.

But do you like-like him? The voice asked.

I don’t know. You responded meekly.

It’s a yes or no question _____. The voice said.

I don’t know! You persisted.

YES OR NO?!

“I don’t know!” You said out loud.

“You don’t know what?” A voice asked.

You lifted your head up to see Sai standing in front of you.

When did he get there and how long has he been staring at you? The voice in your head asked.

I have no idea. You thought.

“Nothing, nothing; when did you come in my room?” You asked remembering the questioned Sai asked.

“I’ve been standing here for about two minutes, I thought you would have seen me, but you seemed to be thinking about something.” Sai said.

“And what made you think you could just come in my room?” You questioned.

“Well, either you were going to be awake or not and it’s not like it’s the first time I’ve just come in your room so I don’t know what the big deal is.” He replied sitting next to you.

“It is a big deal, what if I had been naked or something like that?!” You questioned in a whisper, not wanting to wake anyone up.

“Then I guess I would have been one lucky guy.” Sai smiled.

You weren’t sure if it was a real smile or a fake one, but his comment did make you blush about thirty shades of red and with no fever he knew when you were blushing. He smiled at your reaction and gave you a soft kiss on the lips. You felt your face become even hotter than before and you pulled away from Sai.

“We can’t do this.” You mumbled.

“Why not?” Sai questioned.

“Well, what if one of the girls sees my light on, and comes in here to check on me.” You said looking away from Sai who was staring at you.

“Well then, I guess I’ll just have to do this.” Sai remarked flicking the light to the lamp off.

Sai crawled closer towards you and kissed you, but lingered. Your body double crossed your mind and kissed Sai back. It felt good to just kiss Sai, but guilt attacked you in the back of the head. Sai puts his hands on your sides and you draped your arms around his neck absentmindedly. Your knees were trembling as Sai carefully sat you down on the ground. Sai’s kisses became more passionate, but your mind finally recommended control of your body and you put both of your hands on Sai’s chest and pushed yourself away from him.

“Sai, I don’t think that we should be doing this.” You said.

“Why not, am I a bad kisser?” Sai asked with what seemed to be concern.

“No it not that but...” You began.

“But what?” Sai asked.

“I don’t know.” You said shyly.

“_____-chan, for once stop thinking and let your body do what it wants to.” Sai said pushing you down gently back on to your cot.

“But—“ You were cut off when Sai came back down kissing you.

Sai began to kiss your neck gently before starting to experimentally nipping at it. You remembered one time you saw two people making out. It was after school and you forgot something in a classroom, they just happened to be in there at the time. The boy started to kiss the neck and she started to moan. You thought back that she should have had more self-control over herself. What if a teacher walked in on them? Awkward.

Maybe you should have given the girl more slack because you were having the hardest time trying not to moan. A small moan erupted from your lips, you blushed even harder. Sai looked up at you and smile at you.

“Sorry,” You said blushing.

“It’s ok, I was wondering if I was doing something wrong. I read in a book that girls and boys moan when they are experiencing some sort of pleasure. I thought I was doing something wrong.” Sai said.

“No, you weren’t.” You said shyly.

“Good,” He replied crashing his lips back onto yours.

Sai began to nibble on your bottom lip. You moaned softly again and Sai took this chance to slip his tongue in your mouth. Your eyes widened as Sai’s tongue searched around your mouth. Instead of letting Sai take advantage of you like that you began to fight back with your tongue. Somehow you ended up on top of Sai and Sai’s handed ended up underneath your shirt.

His hands were cold and every time he touched you shivers ran up and down your spine. You began to kiss Sai’s neck gently and unzipped his jacket/tube-top. Sai moaned a little louder than you had, this seemed to make him want to be dominant again. He slid his hands from underneath your shirt and grabbed you by the arms, pulling you back down. You caressed Sai’s abs as he kissed your neck.

“Sai,” You murmured.

You never thought in your right mind that you would be doing this with Sai. He had never really been one of your favorite characters in Naruto but there you were, almost topless, making out with Sai. Sai began to travel down your neck and collar bone and slowly back up to your neck. Both of his hands were at your waist, holding you in place.

“Sai, no I don’t think we should do this.” You said again suddenly.

“What why not?” He said gazing up at you.

“Because we barely know each other, we’ve already done too much.” You said.

Sai sat up at eye level with you seeming very disappointed at what you said. He pressed his cheek up against yours, both of them were hot. You were taken aback by this action and didn’t know what to expect. Then he came back at eye level with you.

“That was also in the book I read and I want our relationship to be stronger than a one night stand.” Sai said.

“Relationship?” You questioned.

“_____-chan, will you be my girlfriend?”

“Sai,” You responded.

“Oh,” Sai said, knowing your answer.

“Sai it’s nothing against you! I really like you, but I live in Suna and you live in Konoha. And I just don’t think I would be a good girlfriend for you.” You responded.

“You like Gaara-kun don’t you?” Sai asked.

“Well, yeah I like Gaara.” You said.

“No, do you love him?” Sai asked.

“Erm, I don’t know.” You said looking away.

“In a book I read your reaction means yes.” Sai said.

“Well books can be wrong!” You said blushing.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed about loving someone.” Sai said.

“I know, but, what if he doesn’t like me back.” You said. “And then it would make our relationship awkward if I asked him out or something.”

“Do you think our relationship is awkward?’ Sai asked.

“No, even though we just did some awkward things.” You said breaking eye contact.

“Then maybe it wouldn’t be bad to tell him how you feel.” Sai said.

Who knew Sai could be so good at advice giving. You thought.

“I know, but he has a lot of fan girls and I don’t want to be another fan girl.” You stated.

“I don’t think Gaara-kun would ever consider you a fan girl.” Sai replied.

“Really?” You asked.

“Yeah,” Sai said standing up and zipping his jacket back up.

“Thanks,” You said standing as well.

“And if it doesn’t work out with Gaara-kun than you’ll always have me.” Sai smiled.

“That’s true.” You laughed back.

Sai kissed you one last time softly on the lips and then placed a finger on them.

“I know that you’ll never see me as a boyfriend, unless you change your mind about Gaara-kun, but can we still... be friends?” Sai asked.

“Well of course.” You said after removing Sai’s finger.

“Good,” Sai said.

“I should go back to my room and go to sleep, you should go back to bed as well. The snow stopped falling after eleven. You and Gaara-kun will probably head back to Suna.” Sai said.

“Oh yeah, thanks,” You said.

“No problem, good night _____-chan.” Sai said before heading towards the door.

“Night,” You smiled as Sai left.

You felt a large thing of guilt lift off of your shoulders but you knew what happened to night would always be one of the things you’d want to keep hush-hush.

After going back to sleep once Sai left, you slept better than you did in a long time. You woke up at 7:07 AM before any of the other girls and took a quick shower. You looked out your window while getting dressed. The sun was almost out and the weather outside seemed much calmer than it had in the past couple of days. Tsunade walked in your room as you stared out your window.

“Feeling better are we?” Tsunade asked.

“Yeah,” You nodded.

“Well, it would be best to check up on you one last time. You’ll probably be leaving today, Suna needs Gaara back.” Tsunade replied.

“That’s true.” You smiled.

Tsunade checked your temperature and made sure everything else was a-ok. As Tsunade checked your lungs and how you were breathing Gaara walked in. Unlike the day before Gaara’s face seemed sterner than before, not as friendly.

“Oh Gaara, I’m almost done with _____-chan.” Tsunade announced.

“Right,” Gaara replied sitting at your table.

Tsunade soon finished and stood.

“I’ll have the chefs pack you some food and you guys can leave.” Tsunade said, leaving the room.

You nodded and so did Gaara. Inside you got that guilty feeling again and Gaara seemed upset.

“So,” You began making small talk, “How are you?”

“I’m fine,” He said blankly.

“Ah,” You replied.

It was obvious that he did want to talk right now. The two of you sat in your room for a few more minutes until Tsunade returned with food. Both you and Gaara and your breakfast and you packed the food in your backpack. Gaara went back into his room and came back with his gourd and a small bag that you hadn’t noticed before. You grabbed your back and headed towards the door. The gang (all the girls and the guys) came out to say goodbye. Neji had already left for his mission, he was already late, but you didn’t mind.

“We’ll miss you _____-chan.” Sakura said.

“Yeah, come and visit anytime.” Ino replied.

“I will when I can.” You smiled.

Naruto came over and gave you a big hug. You were taken back a bit, but hugged back.

“You’re welcome here anytime.” Naruto smiled.

“Thanks,” You smiled.

You glanced around the group. Sai smiled at you and you returned the smile. You had made a lot of friends here, caught the flu, had your first kiss and make out session, what a week. You and Gaara waved goodbye and went on your way. Your feet crunched in the snow as you made your way forward. The air between you and Gaara still seemed bad.

No one spoke the first few hours. You had begun to walk on grass instead of snow, which had made your feet feel like ice cubes. The temperature had increased steadily, but the animosity in the air lingered. You had finally come up to the conclusion that Gaara knew about something: either Sai kissing you or Sai making out with you. You decided to be brave.

“Gaara...” You started, meeker than you thought you’d sound.

No response.

“Gaara, is something wrong?” You questioned, raising the volume of your voice a little.

“No,” He said coldly.

“You’re lying.” You stated.

Gaara mumbled something that you couldn’t hear.

“What was that? If you have something to say to me then say it to my face!” You yelled.

“I said, and you lied about what happened in the closet with Sai right?” He scowled.

“What...? Nothing happened between me and Sai in the closet!” You yelled.

“Well something sure did happen last night.” He mumbled.

“What...?” You felt a blush creeping on your face.

“You know what I said and I saw you making out with Sai, the boy you said that you didn’t have any relations with.” Gaara said in a monotone.

“Y-You saw that?”

“Only part, that was enough for me. Why would I want to watch Sai make out with you?” He said almost sardonically.

“Eh?!” By now you were bright red.

Your face began to hurt from the awkward facial expression you were making. You had no idea how to react to the situation. Gaara was pissed, you felt worse than you did yesterday and now you couldn’t come up with a comeback. Gaara stalked off ahead and you tried to keep up with while trying to come up with a retort.

“Gaara I know you’re jealous—.”

And with that Gaara stopped in his track and glared you down.

“You think I’m jealous?” He question deadly.

“Um…” You began.

This is no time to be afraid! Tell the bastard off! The voice in your head screamed.

You’re right! I thought.

“Yeah! I think you’re jealous because Sai, who is inept of all emotions and social skills, was able to conjure up the courage to kiss me and you weren’t!” You screamed.

This seemed to stun him and you had the courage to continue your rant.

“And for your information, I stopped Sai because I love yo—.”

And with that you were speechless.

“What?” Gaara said actually shocked.

You’re face was twenty shades of red again.

“N-nothing, let’s just get back to Suna.” You replied, head down, walking past Gaara.

He grabbed your hand and forced you to look at him.

“Repeat yourself.” Gaara commanded.

“I said that I—.”

“What’s going on here?” A voice announced.

Okay, it only took about two year, but this is it. It's not as long as the older ones, but there was a lot more stuff in it than others. *blush* Yeah. I edited a couple of times because that scene was pretty much R to begin with, but I think I toned it down enough. Plus, that was my first time writing that type of scene. So please excuse it’s retardedness. So yeah, sorry again about the wait. I’ll try to get the next one in sometime soon. For all you that don’t know, I’ve been pretty ill lately and have missed a ton of school, and this is my senior year. It’s kind of sucking. =/ Anyway, I’ll try to get Lucky Number 13 out soon.

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P.S And since the change I will no longer be able to add all those funny comments. So the story will no longer have much suspense due to that change so long ago. =/ Oh and here's a photo for your viewing enjoyment!