I Can Honestly Say, You've Been On My Mind Since I Woke Up Today. Kendall Schmidt oneshot. [ xStarDropx ]

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Created by KittysGotSoul on Sunday, February 21, 2010

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I crawled up into me bed and rested my head on my pillow. The tears began to flow and I had no way of stopping them. I looked up to see a picture of me and Kendall by my bed. I picked it up and thre it against the wall as hard as I could shattering the glass frame. I hated him, I hated him so much. He was such a jerk. I got back from the beach last week to find that he had cheated on me with his ex. He told me the he would never even talk to her again. Why did I belive him? I just wasted two years of my life with him.

I can honestly say,
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I took at your photograph all the time
& these memories come back to life
& I don't mind

I woke up the next morning with a tear stained pillow and mascara running down my cheek. My first thought was of Kendall. Even though he cheated on me, I still loved him. I went downstairs to find the house empty and a not on the kitchen counter saying that my famliy had gone to run errands and won't be back for a while. A sighed in relief. I didn't want to have to explain the whole Kendall situation to my parents.

I went back upstairs and found another picture of Kendall. It was of just him last summer. We had gone to the beach for two whole weeks. It was by far the best time I had ever had. While at these pictures I found myself only remebering good memories. Maybe that was because I didn't have any bad ones with Kendall. And I really didn't mind thinking about the memories.

I set the picture down and went to my closet. I put on some jeans and a clean shirt and headed downstairs. I really did want to go out for the day. I wrote down a note telling my mom I was out incase she was home before me and left out the door. I decided why not go grab a smoothie and do some shopping.

I waited in line to get a smoothie when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned my head around to see his ex, Marley.

"Marley, what are you doing?" I hated her.

"I wanted to let you know that I'm so sorry. I really had no idea that you two were together."

Liar. We were together for two years, of course you knew.

"Oh, it's cool. I'm totally over it all." No, it's not cool and I'm not over anything. I really did want to punch her in the face.

"You may be but Kendall isn't."


"Kendall. He won't eat, get out of bed, he won't talk to anyone. I feel so bad, what you did to him was terrible."


"Please tell me what I did, Marley."

"You broke up with him, you shouldn't have."

"You expect me to not break up with someone who cheated on me with a slut like you!"

"Don't call me a slut!"

"I'll call you what I want to! Now move." I pushed past her and ran out the doors.

I had to go see Kendall. I drove to his house and jumped out with my car still running. I pounded on the door until it was answered by his mom. I slid past her and went up their stairs to his room. I threw open the door and found him sitting on his bed.


"What?" The way he said it hurt me.

"I don't know why you're mad at me. Of course I'm break up with you if you cheated."

"I didn't cheat."


"I didn't cheat. Marley made it all up. I tried to call you, I tried to tell you it was all a lie. You never answered or called back. I just stopped trying after a while thinking that I would get over it."

"Well you're not over it. Neither am I, Kendall. I love you." I sat on his bed with him and kissed his cheek.

"I really really love you too."

I smiled and kissed him one more time.

"Let's go Kendall."


"You need food."

He laughed and hugged me as we went downstairs and to my car.

"I missed you, Kendall. And I'm sorry for everything."

"It's alright." He smiled and kissed me on the lips before driving off.

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