Some Other Way to Continue, (Gerard Way) to Hide My Face 23

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Me- hello?
Jeph-OREO! i miss you like crazy!
Me- miss you too.
i looked at gerard and shrugged. he sighed.
Jeph- how are you feeling?
Me- a lot better, actually
Jeph- really? thats great! are you ready to get back on tour with us?
Me- im not really sure, i mean... i guess soon.
Jeph- thats great. were in philly right now. ive been checking out the city and its beautiful. like you. i wish you were here right now with me to experience it.
Me- same.
Jeph- is there something bothering you, babe?
Me- no im just really tired.. ill have to talk to you later.
Jeph- okay, well i love you, see you soon. get some sleep!
Me- ......love you too. bye.
*hangs up*
i closed my eyes and braced myself
5...4...3...2...1
"what the fuck was that?!" gerard nearly screamed.
"what was i supposed to say? im not breaking up with him over the phone. thats a bitch move."
"well you didnt have to say i love you"
"gerard, you know i dont mean it. i love YOU. not him" though it still felt weird saying it. i only told him a couple of hours ago for the first time.
"how do i know your not just lying to me?" he shot back.
"gerard, seriously?"
"yes, how do i know your not lying to me?"
i leaned in and gave him a huge kiss, tongue and all.
"thats why."
"that still doesnt convince me." he folded his arms across his chest. "cass, im sorry but until you break up with that idiot, im not dealing with you."
"you are SUCH a baby sometimes."
"YOU JUST TOLD ANOTHER MAN YOU LOVED HIM!"
"IT WASNT GENUINE!" i hollered back.
he threw his hands up in the air "wow cass, how would you like it if i went up to megan and told her i loved her, just cause she said it to me."
"i would understand."
"that is ANOTHER lie!"
"fine." i got up and grabbed my purse. "you got your way again you fucking baby"
"where are you going?"
"to break up with him"
"okay, the LAST thing i want you to do right now is go see him."
"well sucks for you."
i ran downstairs and frank got up from the couch and stopped me.
"where are you going?" he asked.
"to finish what i started."
frank gave me a confused look. "i heard you and gerard yelling, but i couldnt really make out the words. whats wrong?"
"i cant tell you. youll find out soon though."
"again with your fucking riddles, cass"
"im sorry, but gerard and i kind of need to tell everyone together."
"alright whatever, but can you tell me at least where you going?"
"to see jeph."
he threw his head back. "and why the fuck are you going there?"
"enough with the questions. ill be back tonight."
it took me two hours to drive to philly, because luckily there was no traffic. plus i was a bit mad so i was driving a tad faster than i was supposed to. when i got to the venue i slammed my door shut and went around back. there were kids crowding around and a big security guard blocking the gate. he recognized me because after all i was on this tour not too long ago. i was let in and made my way to their bus. i didnt even think, i just opened the door and looked around.
no one was there, but if jeph was here, he would most likely be in the back. i pushed all the doors open and there he was, sitting reading a book. he looked up and saw me.
"CASSIE!" he pretty much squealed, and got up.
i smiled and walked over to him, giving him a hug only. i refused to kiss him, even though he tried.
"i came here for one reason only." i blurted out.
"yes?" he said looking into my eyes.
"im breaking up with you."
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wow ive been gone for a long long time.
i kind of didnt know what to write really, but i feel really inspired, i might even write another chapter tonight!
please let me know what you think by messaging me! i promise im gonna finish this story, i will not leave you hanging. PROMISE!
i just sometimes loose interest, but then i get it back.
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