Some Other Way to Continue, (Gerard Way) to Hide My Face 26

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Mikey and frank took a seat across from us. The small couch was shaped like a half circle, because this area was in the back of the bus.
we stared at eachother for a moment before frankie started. "mikes and i both feel... your going a little fast."
my expression turned from happy to pissed off in a matter of seconds.
"oh were going slower than you know." gerard chimed in, laughing to himself.
i slapped his arm and looked back to frankie, "go on."
"its just, you guys just became a couple two days ago. dont you think being engaged is a little soon?"
when no one said anything, mikey continued, "we just dont want you two making a mistake. not that we think you are, its just that maybe you should you know... at least go on a date or something."
i looked at gerard, who looked at me at the same time, and we burst out laughing. "a date?!" we laughed.
"we dont need to go on a date" gerard laughed, "we hang out all the time" he put his hand on my thigh, frank shifted in his seat.
"thats what im saying," frankie breathed, "you guys 'hang out' but you've never really been together talking about youselves"
"and how would you know that?" i asked, annoyed. "we talk about our problems and how we feel to eachother all the time. i cant believe you. two days ago you were begging me to tell gerard how i felt, and now your telling me to slow down?"
"cass, dont be mad. its just... before dad died, he told me to look after you. im only doing what he would have done in this situation."
i looked at him for a moment, and crossed my arms, "dont pull the dead dad card, theres something else going on in that brain of yours. and i dont know what it is, but im going to find out."
with that, i stormed out of the small room and slammed the door behind me. i grabbed my ipod from my bag and headed to my bunk, yes, i said my bunk. the boys had an extra bunk that was all mine. i was happy because it would get a little crowded with both gerard and i shoved in his bunk. although, it wouldnt be bad for us to sleep together every once and a while. sometimes i just needed my space, and needed to spread out.
i shut the curtain and listened to vampire weekend. i lay there peacefully, becoming one with the song. i felt like i was in the song, like the song was playing around me, and i was floating around it. i did this when i was stressed or upset to get my mind off of things.
once id gone through all my vampire weekend albums, i decided i should listen to some bullets.
monroeville came on and i drifted into a light sleep while the intro played.
by the time the middle of the song came on, i heard the curtain open and felt someones hand brush the hair out of my face.
i opened my eyes and smiled up at gerard. he was kneeling on the ground right outside my bunk.
"wanna talk?" he asked.
"no." i protested, shaking my head.
"well... what are you listening to?" he took one of the earphones out of my ear and put it up to his. "ew. dont listen to us." he chuckled.
"why not?" i smiled.
"its weird. you got the real thing, why listen to a recording?" he flattered himself.
"oh please." i pushed the side of his head with my hand.
"lemme come in," he said climbing into bed next to me. once again, it was nice every once and a while, and this was one of those times.
he closed the curtain so we had some privacy and kissed me lightly. i smiled and looked into his eyes.
"i have something to tell you." he said with a lack of confidence in his voice.
"mhmm?"
"promise not to be mad?"
"sure."
"okay, so were going to get there around 2, which is in a half hour. once we get there, we have to go straight to rehursal.. with the used."
i rolled my eyes. "so what?"
"well, were working on a new song with them, were covering under pressure. so we'll be working up till show time. its kind of a treat for the fans since we've been gone the whole tour. but anyway, i want you to come to the show. to see us preform with the used, itll be at the end of their set. and as you already know we go on before them, so ill hang out with you while there playing."
"i dont know..." i kind of expected not to go to any shows this whole tour to avoid jeph. i wanted to support the boys and all, but id already talked to gerard about it and he said he understood.
"gee..."
"just this once." he begged.
"alright." i breathed. "but i swear if i see him..."
"if you see him you'll ignore him." he finished my sentence. "i just dont want you cooped up in here the whole tour. "
"fine."
"good," he smiled at me. "now please, go make up with your brother. hes in one of those moods again."
"ugh. maybe later." i yawned, "im gonna sleep."
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