Im 8 months pregnant and my boyfriend dumped me for my sister... Where did my life go wrong? (part 24)chapter 23, this chapter is different, it's all crystal's diary
Lately I've been having second thoughts about my chosing Greyson over Damon. I think I made a bad choise, But then again, I was with Greyson first. Life is unfair. Blair is getting better, remembering more each day. Mom and Dad are talking again, and Faye is still a Bitch. I wish dad would just leave her. Anyways, Kayla and me havn't talked since what happened at the hospital. I still don't know what I did to make her so pissed. Elana was my only friend right now, along with Greyson and Damon. Although, I think Damon is pissed at me, too. I kept thinking about that sad look in his eyes. It made me almost cry harder than I was that day.
My due date is in a couple of weeks, and the prom is next week. I'll be 8 months pregnant. Lucky me. Im glad Im going through all of this now so I know what it will feel like when I grow up and get married and have more kids. I don't want my sister to end up like me. She can have a normal teen life, not one with a kid. But being an aunt is bad enough. I sigh as I write this. I don't want to give birth.
I don't like pain, nor am I good with it. I don't like the fact that doctors will be staring at me down under for all the time. And most importantily, Im scared Damon wont axcept the kids. I hated life. But I loved it to. I was having kids!
I had always wanted twins, just not as young as I am now. On the bright side, I'll be 17 in 8 weeks! Im super excited. Anyways, I have to go to the doctors for a check up. I'll write in you soon, bye. Oh, and before I go, Tomorrow's halloween!!!
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