His words punched a gaping hole in my heart. I was too hurt to even cry. I was used to being mocked, but I had never dreamed that such ugly words could come out of such a beautiful mouth. And I was damaged by the realization that I was infatuated with him. Even after his abuse, I had still fallen in love with him.
The hurtful comments continued over the years, as did my undying love for him. I never told him how I felt, preferring to endure his abuse in silence. I was too shy and forgiving to retaliate. I cried silently at night, wishing not only that I had the guts to stand up to him, but that I had the self-respect to forget about him. I tried to be strong and I never let them see me cry, but I was still weak and stupid because I allowed him to treat me this way.
But things changed. This summer, before my final year, I experienced many drastic changes. My braces were removed. I had eye surgery. I finally finished developing a new, beautiful, curvaceous body. I looked in the mirror, and for the first time in my life, I liked what I saw. I was stunning. After all of these years, I had developed into the lovely, intelligent, confident woman that my mother had always promised I would be. And I finally had the self-respect to stand up to Sirius Black. As more and more boys became interested in me, my feelings for him withered like petals in the sun. More than anything, I looked forward to meeting him and telling him off once and for all. The mere thought of it brought a smile to my face.
I squeeze my mother's hand one last time and fly up the stairs to the train, blowing kisses to my beaming family. They were so proud of me, and had never dreamed that I would change into such a confident young woman so quickly. I smile and sashay down the train, enjoying the stares and whispers that surround me.
Nobody recognizes me...perfect.
I take my seat at the back of the train and wait.And I dont wait long. Minutes later, the train is flying down the tracks and there is a knock at my door. My heart beats faster with anticipation. Sirius steps in, shaking his hair out of his twinkling eyes and smiling. He walks up to me and grabs my hand, lifting it to his lips and kissing it gently. "I saw you on the platform," he says, "and I don't believe we've met. Allow me to introduce myself. My name's Sirius Black. Whats yours, beautiful?"
"Actually," I say, smiling slightly, ready to punch him in the gut at any second, "it's..." But my words are interrupted by a loud bang. A panting boy with a face like a rat appears. He looks as if hes about to wet himself with fear.
Of, course, I think, moaning inwardly. Peter Pettigrew, AKA Wormtail.
I had never understood why he, a painful nerd just like myself, was embraced so easily by Sirius and his gang of jokers.But then again, their huge egos must need a lot of stroking.
Peter was the biggest suck-up I had ever met.Sirius looks extremely annoyed at the interruption. "I thought I told you to give me some privacy!" he hisses.
"S-sorry Padfoot," Peter says, cowering in fear, "but Snape's just attacked James and he's out cold!"
"That filthy..." Sirius begins, then turns quickly to me and smiles again. "So sorry love, but there's something I must attend to. Perhaps we will meet again sometime? There is mischief in his eyes, and I know exactly what he's thinking."
"I wouldn't doubt it," I reply, smirking and raising an eyebrow. He doesn't reply, just smiles, pulling out his wand and twirling it in his fingers. I barely stop myself from wincing, expecting the worst, but to my great surprise, a beautiful pink rose shoots out of the tip. He tucks it gently behind my ear, then lifts my hand to his lips again.
"Until we meet again," he says softly, eyes lingering on mine for a moment, then sweeps from the room, mumbling to Peter about interruptions. I distinctly hear the words "kill" and "Snivellus". I chuckle to myself in disbelief.
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Sirius didn't even recognize me! And, what's more, he tried to hit on me! The very boy who has made my life a living hell for the past six years is trying to seduce me!
And that was when a very evil plan formed in my mind. I would do whatever I could to make Sirius fall madly in love with me. Then I could truly show him the pain that he had put me through. I would break his heart without remorse, the way that he had broken mine. Then, and only then, would I be satisfied.
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