"Been dazed and confused for so long-" I sang under my breath, tapping the beat of Led Zepplin's Dazed and Confused on the gym floor with my right foot. All of a sudden, a ball hit me in the knee. "Ow Wana' go!" I yelled. "Pay attention..." Mrs. Brown warned, motioning for me to sit off. I skipped off to the side lines, and dropped down beside Frank. "Hey." He said, I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder. "Hi." I replied. He was fiddiling with something in his hands, and I grabbed it from him. It was a guitar pick, "Someone's obssesed." I muttered, handing it back. He chuckled, "Yeah well." He said.
"Jenn!" Somone exclaimed, I turned around and saw Niki. "Yeah?" I replied, she sat down next to me. "So listen...the dance tomorrow, I know we weren't going to go but Kyle's making me go!" She explained, I rolled my eyes. "Just dump that freak...he's a F-A-G-G!" I retorted, while fixing my laces. "Jenn please! You guys have to come...I don't want to be there alone." She pleaded, I frowned. "No date." I reminded her. "Well Natalie doesn't have a date either." She argued. "I'm sure she'll have no trouble getting one." I mumbled, moving away from Niki, closer to Frank. "Jenn!" She exclaimed. I waved her away, and she sighed loudy. "You know when you got dumped by Blake we all helped you out!" She said, walking away. "There's a dance tomorrow?" Frank asked. I nodded, "That's cool." He said, shoving the guitar pick into his pocket. He yawned, and rubbed his eyes which smudged his eyeliner a bit. "Maybe I'll go." He mumbled, I nodded and looked around the gym. "You should." I said. "Do you want to um...come with me?" He asked, avoiding eye contact with me. I smiled, "Like a date?" I replied, he nodded. "With you?" I asked, he looked at me and frowned. "I was joking...yeah sure, I'll go with you." I answered, he looked at me and smiled.
"Come on Jenn! Your boyfriend Frank is going to be here in a minute...and then Kyle's picking us up!" Natalie complained, "Yeah!" I exclaimed, pulling on my pink and black vans. "So you admit he's your boyfriend?" She asked, I looked at her. "No." I replied. "Well you didn't deny it!" She pointed out. "So I-Just shut up! God damn it! I am not going out with Frank!" I yelled, "Uh yeah you're going to the dance with him." She said, smiling smugly and crossing her arms over her chest. "So that doesn't make me his girl-" I started, but was inturuppted, by the doorbell. "What were you saying?" She laughed, I rolled my eyes and pulled open the door. Frank was standing there, with another boy who I assumed was Mikey. He was tall, and had messy brown hair. He had thick rimmed glasses on, and he was wearing an Anthrax T-shirt. "Hey." Frank said, "Hiya' Frankie." I replied, practically jumping on him. He chuckled, and wrapped his arms around my waist. I let go of him, but he kept his arm around my waist. "Okay so this is Mikey, and uh Mikey this is Jenn." Frank explained. "So you're the one that Fra-" Mikey started, but Frank stepped on his foot. "Nevermind." Mikey muttered. I watched Kyle's van pull up into the driveway, "NATALIE!" I screamed, Frank laughed and shook his head. I skipped over to the van and saw an un happy Niki sitting in the passengers seat. "Great." I muttered.
I pulled open the door of the van and jumped in, "Hey guys." I exclaimed, they both muttered a hello. I rolled my eyes, "Frank darling!" I yelled, watching Frank climb into the van. "Heya' beautiful." He said, sitting down beside me. Mikey, and Natalie both got in, and Kyle started the van. "So who's the new goth you picked up?" Kyle asked, "Excuse me?!" I exclaimed. "Nothing." Kyle laughed, "Slut." I muttered. "You say that again, and I'll fucking stab you." He sneered, I moved a bit closer to Frank. "You say that again, and I'll fucking shoot you." Frank mumbled, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. Fortunatly, Kyle didn't hear him. "So new guy...what's your name?" Kyle asked, glancing in the rearview mirror. "Mikey." Mikey replied. "Yeah okay." Kyle laughed. "Can you stop!" I exclaimed, Frank tightened his grip around me. "Shut up you slut." Kyle snarled. "You-" Frank started, but I shook my head and he stopped. "Why would you even attempt to protect that whore?!" Kyle yelled. "Fucking prick!" I retorted, he slammed on the brakes. "Get out of my fucking car." He snarled, "Kyle just keep going!" Niki said, but he ignored her. I rolled my eyes, "Fine!" I exclaimed, pulling open the door and jumping out. I slammed the door shut before Frank, Niki, or Natalie could protest.
I heard Kyle get out of the car, and watched him take a few steps toward me. I crossed my arms over my chest, and looked down at my feet. "Why do you do that?" He asked. "Do what?" I replied, "Fucking insult me in front of people!" He exclaimed, "You called me a slut, and a whore! What do you want me to say?" I retorted. He pushed me against the van, and I felt tears welling in my eyes. "You are a bitch." He sneered, "Shut up." I mumbled, letting my bottom lip quiver. "Your parents died and all you want is for people to feel sorry for you...well sorry but I don't give into murder suicide." He said quietly, I screamed and pushed him. "You have to stay with another slut because your mother killed your father for cheating?!" He laughed, I let a few tears fall from my eyes. "Just shut the fuck up!" I yelled, I wanted someone to come out of the van and pull him back in, but that wasn't happening.
He stepped closer to me, and smiled. "You suicidal freak...does your boyfriend know you cut?!" He exclaimed, grabbing my arm, and pulling down my sleeve. I ripped my arm away from him. "Leave me alone!" I cried, trying to walk away. He grabbed my arm, "Your uncle abused you...aw I feel so bad." He said, chuckling sligtly. "Stop!" I screamed, he tightened his grip on my arm. "Hard life?" He asked. I heard the van door slide open, but kept my eyes on Kyle. "Let go of me." I snarled, he glanced behind me and let go. "Whatever bye losers!" He exclaimed, jumping back in to the van. I dropped to my knees, and cried into my hands. "It's going to be okay." I heard Frank whisper, he kneeled down in front of me, and lifted my head from my hands. "Trust me." He added.
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