We'll Leave You Kicking And Screaming [7] Joe Trohman

i wanna hold your hand - the beatles
i wanna hold your hand.
RECAP
"ERICA!!!!" shade yelled.
"whats wrong?" i asked.
"you have to come..... bert.... he.... diary..... everyone," she said, out of breath.my eyes widened.
"fuck," i said and shade and i ran to the crowd.
we'll leave you kicking and screaming so you can thank us in the end.
we saw bert standing behind the gate. just about every guy on warped tour was on the other side. bert was holding my diary.
"...being with joe is alot of fun, but i cant stop thinking about JT..." he read out of it. the guys started to laugh. i noticed JT. he was in a fit of hysterics. then i saw joe. he looked like he was so angry, but at the same time, on the verge of tears. i ran up to the gate, shoving the rest of the guys out of the way.
"BERT, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" i yelled.
"...when i was with joe today, i almost screamed JT..." he yelled over me.
"BERT!!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE STOP IT," i begged.
"...joe is an awesome guy and everything, its just that, JT has my heart, not joe..." he continued. i ran into a port-a-potty and cried my eyes out. i didnt care that it smelled like crap and it was burning hot. i just needed privacy. i need a place to be alone.
"erica..." i heard jess say.
"GO AWAY. JUST LEAVE ME IN THIS TOMB OF SHIT TO ROT AWAY," i yelled.
"erica, please come out of there," i heard patrick say.
"WHY? SO I CAN SEE THE LOOK ON JOE'S FACE? SO I CAN HEAR JT AND HIS FRIENDS LAUGH AT HOW PATHETIC I AM?" i yelled. "whats the point?" i said, crying into my hands.
"erica please, please come out," jess begged.
"NO!" i yelled. i heard a click and the door swung open. sonny moore was holding knife he used to open the door.
"heres your diary," sonny said, handing it back to me. i got out of the port-a-potty and found a garbage can. i threw the diary in it and saw a lighter on the ground. it wouldnt light. i got pissed and threw that in the garbage can too. manda came up behind me and threw a lit match into it. it quickly incinerated everything in it. alexz came over and gave me a hug. she was soon followed by shade, jess, manda, ravyn, patrick and sonny. i started to cry again. when they finally let go, i knew i had to find bert. i needed an explaination. i ran through the crowd of people watching the used play.
"im really drunk.... hey look, its erica....HI ERICA," bert said into his microphone, waving at me. i climbed up on stage and slapped him across the face.
"what the fuck was that for?" he asked, slurring his words slightly. i slapped him again for not remembering.
poot poot.

i have to go to school. my m and shift keys are acting demented so if the story had typos and stuff, sorry.
your know what to do.
-erica