I'm My Teacher's Mate. Isn't That Lovely? [20]

Quote of the day- "Emotions aren't something to be ashamed of. If you're mad, kick, scream, throw things. You're allowed to be mad. If you're sad, cry, feel sorry for yourself, listen to music. You're allowed to be sad. If you're happy, smile, laugh, dance, and act like you're friggin' farting rainbows. You're allowed to be happy. We are humans. We are mean't to feel. Don't hide your heart, because if you do, you're hiding the truth."

Created by fireflyer122 on Sunday, February 26, 2012

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Chapter 20-

I knew I probably looked stupid just standing there staring at him. But I didn't know what to say. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I could hear it in my ears. The want for him I had felt before hadn't disappeared. If anything, it had gotten worse. All of the students had left, so it was just the two of us. It was lunch time so I knew nobody would just so happen to walk in on us. "Um...hi." Was the brilliant answer I had come up with. I saw a smile itch at the edge of his lips. "Hi." He breathed, gazing at me intensely.

A silence passed between us as we just stared at eachother. I couldn't think of anything to say. I wasn't sure I wanted to say something. I shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot. His eyes were smoldering, which made my heart beat eratically. I let out a slow breath, trying to calm my body. It didn't really work. "So uh..w-what did you want to talk about? With me.." I muttered, a warm blush spreading across my cheeks. I was so awkward. "Rayne, I'm sorry." I hung my head. I knew I was the one who should be apologizing. I opened my mouth to speak but he raised his hand, sliencing me. "No, let me finish." I nodded, clamping my mouth shut.

"I shouldn't have just sprung that on you. I know it was a huge deal and you had every right to run from me. It was stupid of me to make you promise not to freak out, when it was obvious that anyone would. I just want you to know that I would never hurt you. No matter what, I will never hurt you. I promise. But you have no idea how sorry I am." My heart ached as I gazed at the man infront of me with blurry eyes, as his smoldering eyes were begging for forgiveness. I knew he had nothing to apologize for. I sighed, running my fingers through my hair.

"No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have runaway, especially when I promised I wouldn't. I hate people who don't keep their promises, especially ones as important as that one. So you have every right to be mad at me. Yes, it was a big deal. A terrifying big deal but I should've known that you wouldn't hurt me. So I'm sorry for that too. I just, I'm..sorry." He shook his head at me, with a small smile gracing his lips. My body froze as he started to gracefully walk towards me.

My body felt awfully hot and tingly as he stood infront of me, his eyes peircing into mine. My body was urging me to move closer but I wanted him to do something first. My eyes closed on instinct as he softly tucked a stray piece of hair behind my ear. He gently grabbed my hand in his own and started heading off towards the storage room, with me following behind him curiously. He quietly shut the door behind him.

I waited as patiently as I could as his back faced me. I didn't know what was wrong but I wanted to know. "Mr.Miles.." I whispered, placing a gentle hand on his broad shoulder. In one swift movement, he had me up against the door. A surprised gasp escaped my lips as my back hit the door. My mouth hung open in shock as I stared at him. "It's Jacob." And with that, his lips collided with mine. His lips moved softly but passionately with mine. Fire was surging through my veins and desire exploded inside my warm body. My body felt stronger then it had in a while, now that I was close to him again. That burning sensation below my ear returned but this time, I welcomed it. I hadn't realized just how much I missed him, until that moment.

He pulled away from me, heavy breaths escaping both our lips. I gazed at him lovingly, as I felt my heart feel just a tad bit lighter. He moved his god like lips away from my lips -who were craving his- and down to my warm neck. Tingles shot through my neck as his lips softly moved their way up towards my ear. My eyes were threatening to close but I was trying with all I had to keep them open. I didn't want this all to be just a dream. As his lips explored my neck, my hands slid up into his soft hair.

My breath hitched as his lips met my ear. My eyes fluttered as he breathed heavily on it for a moment. "I missed you." He breathed, before gently sucking on my ear. That was it, my eyes slipped shut. Heavy breaths escaped my lips and he explored with neck with obvious desire. My dainty hands grabbed fistfuls of his lucious hair as his beautiful lips grew closer towards the burning sensation. When his lips met the burning sensation, a whole new wave of pleasure hit me. I felt him smirk against my skin as a soft moan escaped my lips.

I raked my nails across his shoulder as he started sucking harder on the burning sensation. Heat pooled down towards my center as my want and desire for him grew greatly. His tounge flicked at the mark, and my lips parted in response. "I missed you too." I breathed as his strong hands lovingly explored my sides. He chuckled against my skin, his hot breath making goosebumps erupt. His lips became more lovingly and appreciate on the mark, which honestly made it even more sexy. A moan escaped my lips once again, but this time it was louder. "Shh, Rayne. You have to be quiet."

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing but a pleasureable whimper escaped my lips. He chuckled once again. He kissed my mark softly, sending fire through my veins, before he pulled away. I rested my head against the doorframe, breathing heavily. My eyes were still closed and I my mouth will still open, I probably looked very...aroused. My knees started to grow weak as Mr. Miles wrapped his strong arms around my petite waist and pulled me against his warm chest. "Your moans drive me crazy." He whispered seductively in my ear. I rested my head on his strong shoulder, feeling weak. Not a bad weak though. The good kind of weak, that could probably only come with being in love.

We stood there in silence for a moment, just holding eachother. I sighed contently as I felt his arms tighten around me. I closed my eyes as I rested my cheek on his shoulder. I missed him. I missed this. He buried his face in the crook of my neck and breathed in, inhaling my scent. He softly kissed my shoulder and then nuzzled his face into my neck again. I blushed at the loving gesture. After a while, we pulled away but still kept our arms around eachother. "Um, I've been meaning to ask you something." I muttered.

He nodded, urging me to continue. "What's a..mate?" He smiled. "I had a feeling you would ask me that." I bit my lip, feeling slightly awkward. "A mate.." He started, letting out a heavy sigh. "A mate is a soulmate. A mate is the person you are made for, the person you are destined to be with. They are like, everything to us. Our other half, basically." I stared at him, not really knowing what to say. "Oh..." I come up with the best responses, don't I? He chuckled, and softly kissed my forehead. "You're so cute." A warm blush spread across my cheeks.

"I'm your uh, I mean we are..you know, like, I just, I am, um..yours?" He grinned, and cupped my cheek with his hand, softly running his thumb back and forth. "You are. You're my mate, Rayne." Without my permission, a giant smile spilled across my face. "Okay." I breathed. He chuckled and ran his fingers through my hair. "I'm glad you're okay with it." I nodded, a huge smile still resting on my face. "I am." I whispered.

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"Rock my world into the sunlight! Make this dream the best I've ever known! Dirty dancing in the moonlight! Take me down like I'm a domino!" I sang into my hairbrush as I swung my hips side to side. Riley jumped up onto my bed and started playing the air guitar. "Every second is a highlight! When we touch, don't ever let me go!" I started jumping around in circles as I sang. Riley laughed as she watched me jump around. "Dirty dancing in the moonlight! Take me down like I'm a domino!" I fell back onto my bed with Riley as the song ended. A heavy breath escaped my lips as a huge smile grew on my face. My heart felt a lot lighter then it had in a while.

"You seem awfully happy." Riley commented. I nodded. "I am." She chuckled. "I figured. Why?" I shrugged. "I just am. I decided to be happy." She raised her eyebrows at me. "I didn't know you could just decide to be happy." My smile grew as an image of Mr. Miles popped into my mind. "Well, sometimes you need some help. But being happy with some struggles is better then easily being unhappy." She nodded, a smile stretching across her face. "Thank you for the wise words, Ghandi." I laughed, giving her a playful shove. "You're welcome, young grasshopper." This time she shoved me. "You're such a jackass." She laughed. "I know." I admitted.

"Thank you Riles." She smiled, looking at me with soft eyes. "For what?" I shrugged. "Just being there. For being patient and understanding with me. I know I've been a bit of a pain in the ass and a downer lately but I appreciate you putting up with my mood swings." She laughed. "Dude, compared to what I put you through, that was nothing. We're best friends. It's what I do. I know how to handle you when you're like that. I may not know the exact reason why you were, but I know that you have one. And that's alright with me. I love you no matter how much of an emotional freak you are. I don't know how you put up with me though." I smiled at her. I loved Riley, she was awesome.

"Like you said, it's what best friends do. I can handle you. The real question though, is how Drew puts up with both of us." She laughed. "I know right! Poor kid." I closed my eyes, a smile growing on my lips. "Hey! Can you sing me a song?" She asked as she sat up. I opened up my eyes and stared up at her. "Why?" She shrugged. "I don't know. You haven't sung to me in a while." I sighed as I sat up. "Alright then. Pass me my guitar, would ya?" She rolled her eyes. "You've got arms and legs. Use them."

"Do you want me to sing to you a song or not?" She sighed dramatically as she got up and handed me my guitar. "Thank you." She rolled her eyes. "Bitch." She muttered jokingly. I laughed. "Okay, well this song is called Take Me Away." She nodded excitedly. I smiled at her enthusiasm. I strummed a few chords and then started to sing.

"Take me away to January.

I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here.

I just need some time alone.

Before I'm ready to come back home.

There's gotta be something else out there for me.

I felt it in my heart the day I started to dream.

There's more then this Midwestern town.

I can't let this place keep me down.

So I tell myself.

'There's a boy out on the coast of California. There's a world out there and it's waiting for you'.

And I can hear them calling my name tonight.

Take me away, I need the sand and the waves.

The sunset, and let's not forget those warm autumn days.

I just gotta get out of here.

And visit the coast for you dear.

There's gotta be something else out there for me.

I felt it in my heart the day I started to dream.

There's more than this Midwestern town.

I can't let this place keep me down.

So I tell myself.

'There's a boy out on the coast of California, there's a world out there and it's waiting for you'.

And I can hear it calling my name tonight.

There's a boy out there on the coast of California, there's a world out there and it's waiting for you.

And I can hear it calling my name tonight.

Take me away to January.

I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here.

I just need some time alone.

Before I'm ready to come back home."

I played the last few chords and let out a satisfied breath. I felt a smile grow on my face. "Dude, that was amazing." I opened up my eyes to see Riley grinning widely. I curtsied and put my guitar away. "Why thank you. I try." She laughed. "Seriously dude, you've gotten better since the last time I heard you sing. You should get a gig somewhere." I shook my head, my smile dropping. "No, I don't like singing infront of people. Other then you or Drew. You know I have stage fright." She rolled her eyes. "Ray, you've written like a gazillion songs. You've got to do something with them all someday. You've got like, the friggin' voice of an angel. You'll be fine!" I sighed, running a hand over my face. "I don't know.." I trailed off. "I think you should do it. You've got some serious talent, Raynedrop." I smiled. "Thanks. I'll think about it." She nodded, smiling softly. "Good."

"What about you?" Her green eyes met mine. "What about me?" I shrugged, resting my head on my soft pillow. "What do you want to do?" She sighed. "I honestly don't know. I love lots of things but I just don't know which one of them I want to do for the rest of my life." I grabbed her soft hand and held it in my own. "I think you should try them all and see which one you love the most. But you don't have to do it for the rest of your life if you don't want to. You've got options." She nodded. "I think you may be right. Thanks."

"No problemo." She laughed lightly. "You're such a dork." A smile itched at my lips. "I know. But you know, you've always been an amazing artist." She moved her head so she was looking at me, her light green eyes meeting mine. "You think?" I nodded, smiling at her. "You're amazing at it. You always make my birthday cards and draw beautiful pictures on them. Remember when we were 15 and one of my christmas presents from you was a hand drawn portrait. That was so amazing."

She nodded, a smile on her lips. "Thank you. It took me such a long time to make the picture perfect. I wanted to make it look exactly like you." I chuckled. "You did a damn good job. I hung it up over my desk." She rolled her eyes. "I know, stupid. I can see it." I giggled. "Psh, I know." She shook her head at me. "Sometimes I really wonder why I'm friends with you." I rolled my eyes at her. "You love me." She sighed. "Sadly.." My mouth hung open in shock as I stared at Riley's smirking face. I shook my head and pushed her off the bed. I laughed as she hit the floor with a thud. "You're such a bitch!" She yelled, laughing. "You love me! You love me! You love me!" I cheered, jumping up and down on the bed.

"I-" Riley was cut off by a phone ringing. She narrowed her eyes at me and crossed her arms. "You're lucky as hell." She huffed. I laughed and tossed a pillow at her. I picked up my phone off my dresser. "Ello, love." I said, faking a british accent. Riley rolled her eyes. "Ello, love." She said in a whiny voice, mimicking me. I stuck my tounge out at her and she rolled her eyes at me but smiled nonetheless. "Hey, beautiful." A silly smile grew onto my face. "Hi." I breathed. Riley shook her head. "I'm getting food. Have fun.." She said in a singsong voice, and with that she skipped downstairs.

"Who was that?" Mr. Miles asked, I could hear the smile in his voice. "Riley. She's hungry." He chuckled. "Apparently." I bit my lip, trying to hold back the even bigger smile that was threatening to spill across my face. "So, what's up?" He sighed. "Nothing. I just wanted to hear your voice." I couldn't hold back that smile anymore. "I-I see." I felt my blush crawl it's way up my cheeks. He chuckled, and the sound sent a shiver down my spine. "So I was thinking..." He trailed off, leaving me hanging. "Yes..?" I urged. I could practically see him smirking at my impatience and curiosity. "I want you to sleep over at my house tomorrow.." It took just about all I had to let out a girlish shreak. He wanted me to sleep over! Not because he found me in the rain, or because I forgot my house key and no one else was home, or because I was drunk but because he just wanted to be with me! It probably isn't normal to be that excited about something like that. "Rayne?" He asked, bringing me out of my thoughts. I smiled. "I'd love to."

*********************The next day**

A yawn escaped my lips as I sat on the edge of Mr. Miles' desk. He chuckled, looking up from his work. "I'm sorry, Rayne. Just let me finish this marking this last page and then we can go." I nodded. "Take your time." He smiled at me and motioned to his lap. I cocked an eyebrow at him. "What?" He rolled his eyes. He held his hand out for me and I stared at it hesitantly before I placed my own in his. In one swift movement, he had me in his lap. A blush spread across my cheeks. He makes things so embarrassing! "You don't have to be so far away." He mumbled into my ear. I shivered, and I felt him smile against my skin.

"B-but, we're at school." He rested his chin on my shoulder as he wrapped both arms tightly around my waist. "The door is locked." I raised my eyebrows. "Are you allowed to do that?" I felt him shrug. "Probably not." I laughed. He nuzzled my shoulder, placing a soft kiss on my skin, before he rested his chin on my shoulder once again. "Besides, we're practically alone. It's only the janitors and maybe a few stray teachers." I nodded. I appreciated that he was trying to ease my worries but you could never be too careful.

I sat quietly on his lap as he finished marking the students work. I closed my eyes as I leaned my head back and rested it on his shoulder. A soft smile grew on my lips as he placed a soft kiss on my temple. It was silly but even the simple gestures like that thrilled me. My heart raced everytime he was even close to me, let alone touching or kissing me. Intimate and loving gestures like that always seemed to make me blush, which was probably one of the reasons why he did it so often. Whatever the reason, I loved it. All of it. I loved him.

"Okay Rayne, I'm done. Let's go." I nodded and got up off his lap. I waited patiently by the door as he packed up his stuff. "Won't people be a little curious if we leave together? Won't they wonder why I'm still here and just so happen to be with you?" He shrugged, as he slipped his bag over his shoulder. "If worse comes to worse, I'll just say that you had an after school detention." I stared at him incredously. "What? That means that I will have a detention on my record that I didn't even have!" He smirked. "So? You spent it with me so it wasn't that bad." I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. They will still see us getting into the same car."

He grabbed the keys off his desk and walked over to me, gently grasping my hand in his own rather large one. "We'll be sneaky." I snorted, rolling my eyes. "We have to be more careful, Mr. Miles. If we get caught you could lose your job...I could, I could get expelled." I explained, suddenly realizing just how dangerous our relationship really was. He sighed as his eyes softened. He cupped my face in his warm hands and gazed into my eyes. "First of all, call me Jacob. Mr. Miles is in class, and only in class. Second, we will be careful. But I won't let anything happen to you, okay? Trust me." I nodded. He pecked my lips and then opened the door.

"So, what's it like?" I questioned as he sat down beside me on his couch. "What's what like?" I moved so I was facing him. He grabbed my legs and placed them on his lap. I smiled softly at him as he drew a circular pattern on my calf with his thumb. "You know..being a vampire. What's it like?" He sighed. He knew I would ask that at some point. "It's alright. I kinda miss having a beating heart. Being a human is obviously a lot different. Sometimes, the bloodlust is almost painful." I felt my eyes grow wide. "Has that ever happened with you and me?"

He sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "There have been times where I've wanted you really badly, and it's been painful to try to hold myself back. But Rayne, I will hold myself back. I've got enough self control, okay? I won't ever hurt you." I nodded. I trusted him. "I trust you." He smiled. He gently kissed my forehead and gazed deeply into my eyes. "You're too perfect, Rayne." I adverted my gaze to the floor as I felt my cheeks grow warm. "T-thanks. You are too." He chuckled. "Thanks." I nodded, smiling to myself.

"How uh, how badly have you wanted me?" I whispered, not daring to meet his eyes. I knew I was making things awkward, as I felt him shift awkwardly but I wanted to know. "Well, that time when you got drunk and you made me kiss you. It took all of me to not continue things. But Rayne, you're my mate. Okay? You have to understand that whenever I'm even remotely near you, I want to touch you. In class, I have to hold myself back from grabbing you and kissing you. Honestly, even now it's hard for me. It should be the same way for you, but just a little bit stronger for me since I'm the vampire." I bit my lip as my blush deepened. I could only imagine the dirty thoughts running through his mind at the moment. "O-okay." I muttered.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to make things awkward but I just want you to know. But I will hold myself back, Rayne. I will. I know you're not ready for any of that yet." I nodded, incredibly grateful that he could understand that without me having to explain it. But, even though I wasn't ready for it, I couldn't help but wonder and fantasize about it. Oh, dirty me. Great. "Thanks." I whispered. He smiled softly at me. "Anything for you, Rayne."

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Yay! They are back together! I know it's short and for that I'm sorry. I've had a really busy day, it's late and I'm tired. You guys are so amazing, I love you. Message/Rate/Banners? xoxo :) ;)


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