GIRLS xXx I'm sorry, but this is goodbye xXx EMO [o][n][e]

Ok. My name's Emily Marche. I'm only 14 years old. I am an unique person and it's only cuz, i am not emo, goth, or prep. i am more goth/emo then prep, but everyone doesnt think im emo/goth... yeah..
i ♥ my sweet boyfriend, Andrew.
ok..more about Andrew:
cute, cool, awesome, a jerk, and funny.


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I got up and walked to the door. Andrew was coming over to "talk" to me. "Hey, Andrew." "hey, Em." "come in." we walked to the couch. i sat down, and he just stood there. "pop a seat, An." "Em, umm, well i was thinking..and...." he sat down and grabed my hands. "i was thinking that we should...um, well...break up." ",but Andrew, Why?" "it's not you, it's me. i dont want to hurt you." i took my hands out of his and covered my face. silent tears fell.
"oh, Em, i'm so sorry..please don't cry. i hate seeing you cry. Em, i still would like it if we could be friends.." he said putting his hand on my shoulder. i slowly looked up from my hands and pushed his hand away from my shoulder. i got up and croaked out "leave, now." he got up and left saying. "i'm really sorry." i shut the door and called the only guy i could trust. my only friend other then andrew, who isnt anymore. "Yo." "Bryan, can i come over?" "sure, Emi. see you soon?" "yes. thanks a lot." we hung up without a goodbye.
i started to walk over his house, tears falling like rivers.
i got to his door and knocked. "hey, E- Whoa! are you ok? what's wrong?" he put an arm around me. "Emi, wanna talk about it?" i pulled him into a tight hug and cryed into his shoulder.
"umm..Emi, can you let go, so we can go in?" "as long as i can continue hugging you inside, in confert." "ok. i promise i wont complain." i smiled and let go. it was chilly out. inside, it warmed me up and i grabbed hold of him on the couch. "Brian, thank you so much for being here. I relized that i made the mistake of going out with Andrew." He didnt say anything for a few minutes and then moved over to me and looked me sqaure in the eyes and said "I'm here because we are friends and it's what friends do. I will always be here to catch you." "i love you sooo much, bry-bry." "love ya, too, Emi." I didnt think and grabed his jaw and planted a kiss on his lips. It got more then just a normal peck on the lips. it now involved tongues.
I dont remember when it ended, i was in aw. "umm...Em?" "huh?" i looked around and saw i was lying on top of him with my hands were almost finished pulling his shirt off. i saw his face - the shock, the misunderstanding, the... fear?
i got off him and apologized. "emi,...i..erem..uh..." i heleped him get to his feet. "bry, i'm sorry, again. bye!" i said rushing out his door and running home.



i made it home in a record of 5 minutes. i raced the whole way home.
in my house, i got a call from Andrew, which i ignored. Then one from Bryan. Should i answer> i didnt know what to do.
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I wanna know what makes him cry so I can hold him in my arms, I wanna kiss his lips so I can feel the flames of joy, I wanna hug him close so I can feel him hold me tigh, I wanna touch his face to feel that kind smile flutter upon his lips, I wanna love.
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