[A blend of Fear and Passion] Brendon Urie [You know I wont say Sorry] 021

BRENDON'S POV
I hurried out to the awaiting car, that's taking me to the airport, to fly me out to New York. I put my bags in the trunk, then held up one finger to the driver, informing him I'd be a minute or two.
I hurried back up the drive way to my wife, who had a tight hold on Mia's small hands, to keep her from falling, she's trying to walk, another two weeks or so, and she will.
"Ok, Minnie" I sighed as I looked at her, "I'll call when I land" I leaned in and looked into her bright eyes, "I love you"
She smirked shyly upon hearing those words, much like she used to, "I love you, too" She said.
I reached down and picked up our oldest daughter who just turned one two days ago. I kissed on her playfully, but she wanted down desperately. She whined loudly and pushed my face away.
I laughed softly, "Oh, Daddy loves you, angel" I said to her, kissing her once more against her will.
I put her small feet back down on the cold, concrete walk way. Holding her hands, I let her get her balance. I gently let go, in high hopes of being able to see her take her first steps.
Skyler and I watched on with wide eyes as Mia just stood there, swaying a little, "She looks drunk" I laughed.
Skyler nodded but said nothing.
Suddenly, Mia fell back onto her butt with a laugh. She got on her hands and kness then started to crawl towards the grass. I sighed then picked her up before she got away, "I love you" I whispered to her.
"Mickey, I'll video tape it" My wife insisted, "Then I'll e-mail you the video or something"
I nodded, "Ok" I leaned in to my wife, then kissed her lovingly, not really wanting to go, it's not tour I dislike, it's the missing part. I hate missing home, I hate missing my wife and my daughters, but I love tour, overall.
She pulled away, then took our daughter out of my arms, "We'll see you when you get back" She smiled then put her free hand on her still, somewhat fat belly, "And this, will be gone" She insisted, "You'll have your skinny, pretty Skyler back"
I shook my head, "You're always pretty" I told her, not lying whatsoever. I started to walk away, "Bye"
"Bye" Skyler mocked.
Mia turned her head to me, she's at the age when she knows when someone is leaving, whether it's on tour, or just down to the store, she freaks out. Her face became red as she started to whine.
I made a sad face then just turned around, not being able to watch my daughter start to cry. I got in the car, and glanced back at them. Mia, now, fully crying, and Skyler comforted her the best she could before walking back inside, and kicking the door shut.
"How old is she?" The driver asked.
I looked up at him, "She just turned one" I nodded.
"They're cute at that age, wait til she hits 13" He chuckled, "They're hell then"
"I bet" I said, not really wanting to think 12 years into the future.
Once at the airport, I found the other's and we got on the plane. Ryan looked over at me, this is his first tour without Tasha, She wanted to stay home to help Skyler out with the babies, since Audrey had to go back to Paris for some business related stuff.
"This sucks" He frowned.
I raised one eyebrow, "Get used to it" I snapped, feeling moody all of the sudden.
He glared, "What the fuck is wrong with you?" He growled lowly.
"I'm leaving my wife with our two month old daughter and our one year old daughter, when I get back from this world tour, Lacey will be six months old, and huge..."
"I know" He cut me off, and nodded, "I know"
I slouched over in my seat, then glanced at the people around us, thank god it's no one young, just some business people, and an old couple.
The next four months are going to be a living hell.
SKYLER'S POV LATER THAT NIGHT
"How long did you decide to nurse this time?" Tasha asked softly.
"I dont know, maybe until she's six months old, then I'll go back on birthcontrol" I replied, frowning, "Why so many pregnancy and new parent questions?"
She shrugged and avoided eye contact.
"You're pregnant?" I smiled.
She nodded, "I havent told Ryan, I didnt want him to be all...depressed when he left"
"You two were trying?"
"Not really" She placed Mia on floor, "One night we got into it, one thing led to another, and we had unprotected sex, both of us knew, but neither of us brought it up, I took an EPT test four days ago, I am pregnant"
I smiled big as I stopped rocking in the chair, and positioned Lacey differently, "That's great" I nodded, "Kids really do change a relationship, for the better though" I frowned, "That is if you two want kids"
"we do" She nodded quickly, "Yeah, we've talked about it alot, we were kinda just waiting for the right time, and we wanted it to be romantic"
I smiled then started to rock once more, "I'd tell him before he comes home, because if he comes home, and you have a baby bump, he's gonna think you cheated"
"I will" She insisted as she let Mia start to 'cruise' the couch, "I'm having it the normal way, I'm not getting c-sections."
I shrugged, "Good for you, Im a whimp"
She laughed but said nothing as she leaned forward and caught Mia before she fell back onto the coffee table. She picked Mia up and sat her in her lap, "She looks like Brendon so much, it's crazy"
I nodded, "Yeah" I smiled, "Lacey is looking more like him too, but she looks alot more like me, than Brendon" I gently pushed her small amount of hair to one side, "Her hair has gotten a little darker, but it's not as dark as Brendon's"
"Lacey looks like you" She agreed, "Brendons lips on your face" She laughed.
I rolled my eyes, "I know" I looked at my oldest, "Mia has Brendon bubble butt too" I laughed softly, "Seriously, my daughter has a huge ass"
She shook her head, "That's not nice"
"My husband does too, the guy has a bigger ass than mine"
"Enough about Brendon huge butt, Ryan doesnt have one" She pouted, "Im jealous"
I slowly stood up, "I'm going to go lay Lacey down, then I'll get Mia to sleep, so we can sleep"
She nodded.
I walked up the stairs, then slowly and gently placed Lacey in her crib. I turned on her monitor, then walked out, leaving the door open.
I went back downstairs, grabbed a small bottle of milk, then grabbed Mia, I took her in her room, then laid her down with her bottle. I rubbed her belly slowly as I watched her drink and close her eyes. It's late for her, almost 9, and that's two hours passed her bedtime.
Finally she fell asleep. I grabbed her bottle, then placed a binkie in her mouth. I turned her monitor on, then hurried out. I went downstairs, put the bottle in the sink then walked into the living room, "Ok, Well Im off to.."
I fell short of my sentance when I saw that Tasha was already asleep. I smiled, laid a blanket over her, then went upstairs.
I changed into my PJ's then laid down on my husbands side of the bed.
I reached over to the nightstand, turned on both of my receivers for the monitors, then closed my eyes, falling into a deep sleep, dreaming of my husband.
that was a bunch of fluff.
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