"well this sucks" tom said walking up to jane after the show.
"yea" she agreed, "im pretty used to it though"
"im not going to be out of your life forever, i promise we'll still talk and ill see you after the tours over"
Jane faked a smile, she knew he meant well but with a baby coming none of the things listed would actually happen.
Tom walked closer towards jane and pulled her into a tight but yet breathable hug.
"are you scared?"
"terrified" he asked pulling slightly away but keeping his arms around her.
"im sure everything will be fine"
Tom rolled his eyes and looked up blinking quickly, "i hate that"
"what?"
"snow-eye"
Jane raised her eyebrow, "snow-eye?"
"oh come on, you get snow in your eye. Hence snow-eye"
"wow"
"not wow, oww. see for yourself"
Jane looked up at the flakes falling, catching some snow-eye.
As her head went down, once again toms lips met hers, and once again she found herself kissing back.
A snowflake fell down the back of janes sweatshirt pulling her back to reality and she pulled away.
Tom looked at her, puzzled.
"we cant do this" she said shaking her head.
"i know" he agreed pulling her back in for more.
"Jane?"
She sniffed hard, "hmm?"
Pete pulled back the curtain to her bunk and sat next to her.
"whats wrong?"
She took a deep breath and rubbed her face, "nothing"
"right. ya know, i do this thing where my eyes just let out all this liquid stuff and my eyes get all red, my nose gets stuffed and.. i dont know but it just out of no where happens."
"fuck you peter" she said with a little laugh.
He was her best friend and always knew how to make things right, or atleast try.
He hugged her and asked again, "whats wrong?"
Jane shrugged, "i miss him"
Pete nodded his head, "i figured that. Are you two.."
"no, and it wouldnt even have to be like that, just his company makes me happy. I can talk to him about everything, i mean yea i have you for that too but sometimes your just to busy. Your Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy, the boy everyone wants, he's Tom, the guitar player from that one band. I dont want you to quit what your doing or im not saying this sutff is getting to your head, but sometimes i just feel like your to good for me"
He didnt know what to say for a minute, he played with his hands and his lips moved slowly but didnt end up saying anything for awhile, "i understand where your coming from completely. but if you ask me i think you want somthing more than a friendship but want to make yourself believe that you two can just be friends. I know this baby must have had about the same impact on you as it did him, in different ways but.."
"just stop, your going to make me cry again" jane said whiping the one falling.
"I'll stop" he said hugging her again, "i would never make you cry on purpose."
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