Well, I'm officially living with Johnny. He made me live with him and his family. I feel like I'm super-imposing on them. But oh well. We're going to finish the tour. We're going back tomorrow.
I'm glad. Maybe it'll help fill the emptiness inside of me.
Army of Anarchy:
Sorry about the lack of updates and performances. I, Zombie, have been at home for my mother's death. I'll be back tomorrow. I just needed some time to regroup everything in this chaotic mind of mine. Please forgive the band and me for the bad upkeeping and band manners. I know we should've at least kept the site updated, but I've been out of the loop.
Thanks again to all of you for being the greatest fan base ever! We love you all soo much. It's true: without you, we'd be lost in oblivion!
- Zombie.
12/01/06
24 more days till Christmas! Yay...not. Ma's not there, which makes this my very first Christmas without her. Will I survive? At least I have Johnny. Yes, Johnny and I are together. Nobody else besides the bands, families, and significant others know. We're telling everyone on Christmas.I do love him. He's soo special.
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Christmas in California is different- by far- than Christmas in, say, Indiana or Ohio, where I and the rest of the band reside[d]. Brad and Chad have gone back to their home in Ohio and Jade o his in Indiana. I'm going back just to leave a card and a gift for Ma at her grave. The pain is lessening with each day, but it still hurts.
Do you have any idea how soft and cuddly a puppy is? Neither did I. But I went to the animal shelter to help with taking care of the animals.
I found another thing out: Johnny talks in his sleep XD It's cute. I can hold conversations with him. I love it. ♥
12/12/06
So cool. 13 more days!!
12/25/06
I GOT A PUPPY!!! A FREAKING PUPPY!!! He's ADORABLE!!!! I named him Dawg. Johnny laughed at it.
"Why Dawg?"
"Because I think it's cute."
He kissed me. "It is. I love you. Merry Christmas."
I sat in silence, trying to calm the noise in my head. One part of me was cheering- he told me he loves me! he kissed me!!- but another was trying to ignore the sadness of Ma's not being there. But I gave up trying to sort everything and just kissed him.
"I love you, too. Merry Christmas."
I LOVE HIM!
1/10/07
We're in thes tudio, recording our album. So far, it's hectic. It's mainly just writing right now. The producer is Mudrock. It's cool. Well, 'd'better get back to writing...songs I mean. :]
Later:
Well, so far, 4 songs have been written lyric-wise. Music-wise- only one. But it's great anyway. Oh god, A7X is her. With Val...Gene...Leana...and Michelle...Oh, yay, fun. XD Nah, the girls are cool. It's soo great having wonderful friends....I love these people.
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Well, that's part deux. I hope you love it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
