With Just One Wish |\\| - Prologue - |\\|

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed as I slammed my door loudly. It didn't affect the sound of the screaming from the other side, but it did make me feel better.
No, scratch that. I still felt crappy.
"DON'T you DARE give me attitude!" my mother, Carole Evana, shrieked from the other side of the door. I twisted the lock, just before the hand of my father began knocking on the door, trying to turn the knob and open the door.
"Gaelle, you open this door IMMEDIATELY!" Roger shouted from across the threshold. I turned my back on the door and ran over to my balcony doors.
"NO! Just LEAVE ME ALONE!" I cried, slipping out into the cool night air. The full moon was bright above me, and the sounds of the night almost drowned out the sounds of my angry parents. I sighed heavily.
"Ugh," I moaned. "Why me? Honestly, WHY ME GOD?!?! What did I ever do to you?! Is this about that time I cursed going to church? 'Cause it was morning then. You should know I'm not a morning person. I mean, hey, YOU created me! Or did you just do that to have someone to be mean to? HUH!?" I shouted up at the sky. Looking back down, I felt my eyes begin to tear up. Angrily, I wiped my eyes.
"Why me?" I whispered, more to myself than the heavens. "What did I ever do to deserve this? How did my life get so screwed up?" I sobbed into the night now. Slowly, I sank down to my knees, and leaned forward against the rail. I sobbed harder. "How am I supposed to deal with this? AH! I wish I wasn't so messed up! WHY!? Why am I the problem here? I try my hardest. I get good grades. I miss doing the dishes every now and then, but if it's so easy, DO IT YOURSELVES!" I yelled, thinking of how angry my parents were that I'd missed doing my chores again.
"It's not like Neil is any better! Or Vanessa. They don't do their chores EVER! And they couldn't pull an A+ if they TRIED! Why do I always get ragged on?!?! Huh?! It's just because I'm the oldest I bet. 'We don't want to hurt the poor littlest ones, but heck, Gaelle? The oldest? The already screwed one? No, let's just mess with her ugly head. It's not like she can do anything right anyways. Let's all gang up on HER!'" With that, I screamed, and with the scream, more tears came. They just flowed out of me like leaves falling in autumn.
I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling the effects of the start of spring, the unending winter. I shivered and whispered to myself, "Why me? Why can't I ever do anything right!? How can I always try, and yet never succeed? What's wrong with me?!" I threw an angry punch at the railing, bringing my hand back and cradling it to me as I felt the stinging pain of my idiocy. "OW! AHHH!" I screamed shrilly. "WHY!? Why can't I even be depressed right?!?! I can't even get ANGRY right! Who doesn't know how to be angry? GAA!" I sobbed again, this time the sobs wracked my whole body. I laid there, shaking and sobbing, gasping, freezing on my own balcony.
"Someone help me." I cried. "Somebody, please. Just help me please. I- I can't do this anymore. I just, I- I just can't take it any longer. Please someone just kill me. I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to live this. Someone please kill me." I cried harder, and said, "Can't my wishes ever come true? Can't I just die?"
'Unfortunately, some wishes never come true.' some part of my brain whispered to me.
"People would be so much better off without me. I bet everyone would be happier. Really, getting rid of me would be for the better good." I said to myself miserably. "My parents would love it if I were gone. They wouldn't have to deal with such a screw-up like me." More tears fell as these thoughts poured out of my mouth in a fast monologue.
Oh, great I'd worked myself into a blubbering idiot. Not that I wasn't one before.
"Just save me. I don't know what I did to make this my life. It would just be better if I were gone.
"I wish I was never born, and no one even even thought of me." I finished my speech with angry, saddened words. After I'd stopped, I just laid there, thoughtless, wallowing in my depression, until finally dropping off into a deep sleep.
Unbeknownst to me, though, there was someone waiting just below me. He smiled, and said,
"Fortunately for you, some wishes do come true."
He spoke in an undeterminable language, and with one last smile, disappeared into the night.
Sparkling Angel...
Finito el Prologue. I hope you liked. If you did, tell me; If you didn't, well, tell me, I guess. And don't just rate 5 porque you are mi amiga. coughROBINcough. Well, hope you enjoyed, adios ahora!