I was lying awake in my bed listening to the clock ticking, on the drawer beside my bed, in our empty house. Well, it wasnt that empty, both my parents were snoring in their bed downstairs and I knew that my, 14 year old, baby brother was on the other side of my wall, in his room, next to mine, even though I couldnt hear him. Hes always been kinda quiet.
I tried to hear any noise from his side of the wall but I failed and was finally starting to fall sleep, it felt real good , I hadnt slept in days as usual cause Im an insomnia when lifes stressful, and I guess it were.
Finally my eyes closed and I started drifting into sleep.
Then I heard a sound that waked me straight up again.
Shit, when I was finally calming down and all!
I heard light steps in my room, from the door and walking over to my bed. I didnt open my eyes while still desperately wanting to sleep. I felt somebodys warm breath on my cheek and then I heard the voice of my brother whisper in my ear;
Gee? Gee? Please wake up..
I opened my eyes to turn around and see right into my brothers beautiful eyes. He looked scared and I just got this feeling that I wanted to hug him and hug all the fear away. I love him so much, hes the best friend Ive ever had and he means everything to me maybe to much
Hey, Whats wrong? I asked him, lifting me hand to his cheek. He was really cold.
I dont know, Im just so scared and hear all these noises in my room when I try to sleep cant I please, please, sleep here with you tonight, like when we were kids you know? he asked a little nervous and still scared, looking into my eyes.
Sure, Mikey, I cant sleep anyways I smile towards him, moving in my bed, making space for him and lifting my blanket.
He climbed into my warm bed and lay down beside me and smiled back at me as a thanks.
For a while we just lay there beside each other, breathing in each others faces, looking into our very much alike hazel eyes.
He smiled and started to play with my fingers.
Gee, Im freezin cant you hold me? he asked, breaking the silence.
Okay I answered.
He bended over so that his back were now facing me, dragging my hand with him. I closed up to him, holding him tight in my arms, starting to play with his sand-blond soft hair. He smelled good, I noticed sniffing in his hair. I really enjoyed laying there, all curled up with him snuggled up in my arms. He was mine, my own little brother and I didnt want anyone to take him away from me.
Yeah, it really was that way I loved him so much, if he ever was gonna get together with someone my heart was gonna break. I guessed I loved my brother more than I should maybebut I didnt want to tell him, maybe he should think I was sick and he maybe would never speak to me again. I didnt want that to happen. Never. Ever.
You, believe in ghosts? Mikey suddenly asked me, turning his head around a bit, his eyes searching for mine.
Dunno, Mikes, do you? I said, not really thinking of the exact question.
Dunno neither I guess Im scared anyway, of worse stuff he turned his head back, staring into my dark room.
Like what? I asked and stroked back his fringe from his eyes.
Like umm eh, nevermind. He said, still staring into the dark.
No, Mikey, please tell me. I can maybe make it better. Just please tell me. I said worriedly, kissing his neck. He shivered and stared at me.
No, in fact, that would make it worse, thats what Im scared of.
You know I would never tell anyone. You can tell me anything, Im your big brother and I love you!
This really maked me worried. Was there somebody in school beating him up, had something happened to my dear brother?
No! This is something I cant tell you, Gerard. I should never have taken it up. Its not important anyway, everything is fine, and you dont need to worry. Its nothing, really. He sat up, crossing his arms.
I could see there was something. I needed to know. I sat myself up too, hugging him from the back. He knew he could trust me, why didnt he tell?!
Please, Mikey. Please! I will do whatever you want, just please tell me!
He just sat there quiet, with his arms still crossed, looking like he was deciding if he was gonna or not. I lay my head on his shoulder, looking up at him with a praying look.
Pleeeease? I pouted, sounding like when I was three.
I think that made him decide, cause he turned around and picked up my hands to hold them. He looked straight into my eyes with a begging look.
You promise to act the same, good way to me like youve always done? You promise to not run away or anything? Promise?
Of course! I entangled our fingers, looking deeply serious.
He took a deep breath. It looked like he was going trough it all in his head and if there was a way out of all this. But I guess there wasnt, cause then he said:
Gerard, I love you, and the thing is I really love you! Like in love-loving you. More than a brother should. I know its wrong and all and that was why I didnt wanna tell you but you insisted so its maybe actually your fault but, please please, dont act any different to me now! Just act like I never actually said anything! He cried out, more like screaming out the last part, before being all quiet again.
Actually, I dont think I can keep that promise anymore. Sorry. I cant keep act the same way around you anymore I stopped for a second, watching him. He looked devastated. Like something inside him had broke. I hated that I had make him look that way, but I knew he was going to like the rest of it. cause, Mikey, I feel the same way, and now I want to throw it all away and act the same way as I always did, I want to show you how much I love you, honey.
And then I got closer to him and my lips met his softly but he put his hand on the back of my head just to deepen the kiss and it became more passionate. I pushed him down slowly onto the bed not breaking the kiss, then we pulled apart and I stared into his beautiful hazel eyes.
I love you Mikey
I love you too Gee he smiled at me, god I love that smile. I kissed him again and I could feel him nibbling at my bottom lip for entrance and I let him in. Our tongues met and we started to make out. I started to slide my hand under his shirt, wanting to feel every inch of him. He tugged on my shirt and then he pulled it off and I did the same with his. Now we laid there with bare chests and I kissed down on his neck and started to suck on it and biting lightly as he moaned and I smirked when I heard that.
Shh not to loud or you will wake mom and dad I said as I kissed my way down his chest.
He nodded slightly, looking down on me. I kept on working my way down his pale chest, feeling him whimper under me. I reached the waist of his jeans and started to undo his belt buckle. I undid his belt and pulled down his jeans and threw them at the floor to join the pile of clothes. He started to undo my belt as well and pulled down my jeans to my knees as I had to take them off the rest of the way and then they joined the pile too. Mikey rolled us over so that he was on top now. He kissed and suck on my neck right at my spot.
Mikey I moaned quietly in pleasure.
Its just the beginning he said into my neck.
He trailed his hands down my sides and down unto my inside of my hips. I whimpered, wanting to feel more of his touch on me. He started nibbling my nips and then trailing down, licking me. He reached down to my erection, screaming for attention, looking up on me. I looked down on him seeing him smirking before he took all of me in his mouth. I moaned out, a little to loudly, but neither of us cared in the middle of all the pleasure. I entangled my fingers in his hair, him bobbing his head up and down. My head fell backwards in pleasure. I could feel his tongue working me as he kept sucking me. I moved my hips upwards, desperate to feel him taking in all of me in his mouth.
aaahh..Mikey..mhhmm.. that feels sooo good I whispered in a moan.
Suddenly I felt him taking in all of me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head. I couldnt take it anymore. I released in his mouth moaning his name, him swelling it all. I could feel him smiling when e swallowed it all and got up to my face again, kissing me sloppily.
You taste good brother. he smirked.
Now it was my turn. I rolled us over and I straddled him. I bent down and kissed him roughly. I licked his bottom lip for entrance and he opened his mouth and our tongues battled. I slid my hands down to his boxers, feelin his erection. I started to massage his erection, earning a moan from him. I pulled down his shorts and took his erection in my hands and started to feel it.
mmmh I want you inside of me now he moaned.
I looked at him.
Are you sure about it? I asked him, not wanting to hurt him.
He looked into my eyes.
I want you to fuck me now he said seriously.
I kissed him and then flipped him over in position on all four. I kissed up his back up to his neck.
Its gonna hurt a little I whispered to his ear and then nibbled on it.
He nodded in response. I thrusted in to him slowly, I pulled in and out as Mikey moaned in pleasure.
harder Gee. He said between breaths.
I pulled in and out of him harder and faster and he started to groan. I felt him tighten around me. He started to rock back into me, wanting more of me I guessed. He moaned loudly, throwing back his head.
ahhright there! he moaned, once more, demandingly.
I rocked harder into him, presuming Ive reached his prostate. I was right. He moaned higher than before, it was a fucking miracle that our parents didnt hear us! I kissed him in his neck reaching for his throbbing erection, starting to pump him. I moaned feeling him rock into me once more. We reached our pecks at the same time, me riding out my orgasm as he released in my hand. Causing sticky fluid to get all over both my hand and sheets. No one of us did care, we had just had the time of our lives so why would we?
I pulled out of him collapsing upon him. He maneuvered me so that I lay beside him instead, him holding his arms tight around my body. I gasped for breath. I felt his sweaty body right beside me. I was so happy, all I could do was to smile up to him. I let my hand lay on his chest, stroking it softly.
Mikey that was amazing. I whispered.
Yes, Gee, it was. He smiled back at me. He sighed happily.
I pulled the blanket that was thrown aside, over us, also moving myself further up on the pillow, so that my head was in line with Mikeys.
I kissed him one last time, wanting the moment to last forever. We held each other like we never would let go.
I love you Mikey I whispered staring into those beautiful eyes once more. He smiled more than ever.
I love you too, Gerard, forever and ever after.
forever and ever after I repeated even quieter, more to myself than him.
Nothing in the world could tear us apart.
Forever and ever after, I thought to myself.
I felt my eyelids starting to close, soon falling asleep in my brothers arms.
Forever and ever after <3
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Gerard Way.:.Why Is The Bedroom So Cold?.:.Mikey Way (Waycest)
okay, this is my acctual first slash and waycest so please don't be to hard on me, but I would love some critics. thx to Billy who helpede me with the sex-scenesDid you like this story? Make one of your own!

