Losing My Sanity~~Byakuya~~pt 3: Byakuya and Momiji

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'Momiji...'
'Yes...?'
'My husband...Byakuya. He may not seem like it to a lot of people, but he's actually very kind.'
'...Why...are you telling me this?'
'Because one day I will ask you to decide...'
'Decide on what exactly?'
'On whether or noy my husband deserves to live...and if you want him to live.'
'...How stupid.'
'Heh! But, it may happen!'
'Never. Don't count on it.'
'...Momiji...'
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'That day, Hisana told me such useless things...I don't care what happens to Kuchiki. I never will. I can't...If I hold him dear, he'll just end up hurting me. That's why I have closed myself off. Never again will I care.'
You lay a red flower on Hisana's grave.
"It won't happen. Good-bye Hisana."
You turn around, finally turning away from your past. You then notice that Byakuya was up on the nearby hill, watching you. The wind blew and you closed you blank red eyes.
You walked off and left Bykuya there on the hill...
'Kuchiki...Don't come near me.'
Byakuya followed you.
'Kuchiki. I don't want to hurt you.'
He stopped you by grabbing your arm.
"Momiji, wait."
"...What is it, Kuchiki...?"
He sighed and kept his composure.
"You know Hisana, right?"
"..."
"Did you know that--"
"--she was bearing one of your children when she died? That she isn't a virgin? That you love her?"
"...No. That's not it."
"...Then, what is it? If it's not important, then let go of my arm."
"...? Momiji?"
"If you don't let go, I wll not hesitate to kill you."
Byakuya was silent, but then he smirked.
"Is that you speaking, or your inner-hollow, Momiji Kurosaki?"
"...If you know who I am, then let go. Now."
"I can't do that. You were there when Hisana died, weren't you? Tell me...who killed her?"
"No one...she died of an illness. Let go."
Byakuya was silent once again, but he let you go...your arm slipped from his grasp and hit your side.
"...I'm sorry...you can't come too close. I won't let it happen."
"Why not?"
"I...I can't."
You look at him and tilt your head.
"Good-bye...until we meet again, Kuchiki."
You bow and leave him.
'Nothing wil change if I associate with him. Never. But...still...do I have the right to forget...? The right to forget that it's my fault Hisana died? No...I would be ashamed if I did...if I forgot that this is my punishment for being a monster...'



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