Disclaimer The song is by The Cardigans and it is called Lovefool so that belongs to them. Also I do not own Draco or Pansy, They belongs to JK.
A/N Got another idea from a song for Pansy/Draco and I just had to write it! I've had it for a while but didn't have time to write it. I hope you enjoy it.
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
It's a problem that's crushed my heart. I don't nor will I admit that it's tearing my heart into pieces. I don't know what wrong. Was it something I did? Something I said? I'll change it, I'll change myself, I'll even go into the depths of time to change something I did to you. I love you. I need you. Can't you see it?
You love me no longer, I know
How could have you done this to me? I love you. Why don't you love me anymore? Someone else? Please tell me the reason why. The unknown is drilling into my heart leaving holes each time, I know it's only a matter of time before it's broken, when it's to damaged to be fixed. Dammit Malfoy!
"Draco" I rushed over to my boyfriend. We've been on and off for a long time, but it seems things are getting better. Maybe we'll become a proper couple.
Draco sighed, He'd been tense and I'd been worried about him lately. Dark circles were appearing under his eyes. They stuck out on his pale skin. Unnatural for a boy who was always in immaculate condition. Draco was vain and took care of himself to a very large extent. It was one of the things I couldn't help but love about him. His usually slicked back blonde hair was sticking up in all odds and ends. His grey eyes dim and lifeless. Like hollow shells. Usual for me, they sparkled, but someone had taken away the glitter. Still, in my eyes he is the most beautiful thing on this planet.
I leaned up and tried to kiss him, but he pulled away. "Not now Pansy" He mumbled not looking at me, but his eyes firmly fixed to the floor. I looked at him. My face painting the picture that I was hurt and confused. I was hurt about him rejecting me and confused to why he did so.
"What's a matter?" I cooed, running my fingers through his hair. Once again, he edged away for me. I felt like I was contaminated or something along the lines of that. I edged closer towards him and he just moved away. Every step I'd take closer, he'd take one back.
"Just stop Pansy." He said.
"Dracie, What's a matter?" I asked, using the pet name that I had given him a long time ago.
"Don't call me Dracie." He snapped, finally lifting up his head, looking at me.
"I'm so-" I began, but Draco cut me off.
"You disgust me. What did I ever see in you?" He spat at me. I could almost hear the hate in his tone. The tears began to form. "It's over Pansy, I never want to see you again"
Each word was a sharp stab to the heart. Didn't I mean anything to him?
"What do you mean?" I sobbed, the tears slowly trickling down my cheeks. It was a good job, it was late and no one was in the common room, I can't stand it if people see me cry. I don't want to be seen as weak.
"Are you stupid" He frowned at me "It means we are over. I don't love you. In fact, I don't think I ever did, " He said empathising on the over part.
I couldn't stand it any longer. I took one last look on my lost love before running out of the common room tears becoming waterfalls.
'So much for teenage love lasting forever' I thought bitterly.
And maybe there is nothing
That I can do to make you do
I tried, over and over again, to get you to listen. You was having none of it. It was either I didn't exist or you found a way to run. Why wouldn't you let me help you. I miss you, more than I've missed anything. I tried everything, I did sob stories, I tried using the female charm, but still nothing. You just didn't want me anymore. I don't think you wanted anybody else either though, I didn't see a new girl on your arm or anything. Then again, with you Draco Malfoy it's all guess work.
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do!
I told my mom, I wrote a letter. You know what she said? 'It's okay hunny, It's teenage love, you'll get over it'
It wasn't teenage love, it was real love, the love so powerful, so pure. Why doesn't anybody realise this? My mom told me you don't deserve me, I always thought it was the other way around, Your stunning and I was just Me . Plain old Pansy.
So I cry, I pray and I beg
I have pride. Well I did. I mean how could I have go so down graded to get on my knees and beg for you to take me back? See what you've made me become.
I was on my knees, pleading, the tears still there.
"Draco, Please" I pleaded. He didn't even look at me.
"Get up" He said pulling me up, not too gently either. "Your making a fool out of yourself" He snapped.
It was true, I was making a fool of myself in front of all the common room, I didn't care, If it got him back, it didn't matter.
"Take me back, please" I mumbled.
"How many times?" Draco sighed, he was looking more like a zombie as the days passed "I don't love you. Stop bothering me".
I didn't know what to do then, I'd made a mockery of myself, but still nothing. Was our relationship really a sham?
I was so stupid.
Say that you love me
Please repeat those words you used to tell me. I've been so stupid. Stupid for what? I don't know, maybe I was being stupid when I fell for you.
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Even if it's all pretend, I don't care. We can play house. As long as your near me. Open relationship if you want. Even if you don't love me, I can live with it as long as I've got you.
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I long to hear those words again, I crave them. Tell me dear. Whisper sweet words in my ear.
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Draco and I had one of our many fights. I was red in the face from screaming at him.
I sighed "Why do we fight so much Draco?" I asked softly.
It always happened, we'd get mad at each other, then we'd came done and everything would be okay. Draco shrugged.
"Dunno" He said
"I love you Draco" I whispered, the words finally unleashing themselves. They'd been bottled up inside for a long time and it felt good to release them.
"Iloveyoutoo" Draco mumbled staring at the floor.
I smiled at him saying nothing.
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
The sad thing is, I've only just realised that my world revolved around you. You could go, for years even and I'd wait just for you. I don't want nobody else, because face it, there is only 1 Draco Malfoy.
Lately I have desperately pondered,
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
I bet I look like something from a horror movie. I haven't bothered to do my hair or 'put my face on' as you would have said it. I'm a mess and for once, I don't care.
If there was a way, I'd make you stay with me forever. A spell, a potion, anything.
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go
You could have thousands of girls as long as I was one of them. I don't care if you don't love me or I'm your last resort solution. It's fine with me.
So I cry, I pray, and I beg
Crying, Begging doesn't get through to you. Even when I pray they ignore me.
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me, love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
So I cry, and I pray for you to
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Anything but you...
Please Draco, Listen to the words of the broken hearted. I'll watch you destroy yourself with all the things you do, but I'll be hear waiting for your return. That is, if you ever do.
Love me, love me (Say that you love me)
Fool me, fool me (Go on and fool me)
Love me, love me (I know that you need me)
I can't care 'bout anything but you..
show me love
Thanks for Reading.
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