Ripped Apart, But Held By Glue || Brendon Urie || 09

I pushed past people as I ran back inside the club. I ran to the back room where I knew the guys would be.
Ryan was looking at me worriedly as I ran up to him and cried into his shoulder.
"H-he-he" I said into his shoulder.
"Sssh. Blair. Calm down." He sat me down on the ground and brushed my hair away from my face.
I began to calm down and ended up sitting quietly looking straight at Brendon. Who was looking straight back at me.
"Blair," I jumped as Brendon's voice boomed over me. It was the first word he's said to me in such a long time. "What happened?"
I looked at him as my eyes began to water. "I thought he was the one."
"Jordan?" he questioned
"Y-yah. He was there. He was the only person in a crowd of one thousand who actually cared."
"What happened, Blair? The sooner you tell us, the sooner we can go hunt him down and beat the shit out of him."
I smiled. "It doesn't matter anymore. All that happened was that I was going to kiss him, but he turned away. He told me that he had a girlfriend and the only reason he was bothering with me was that he thought I was easy. Easier than his girlfriend is." I looked at Ryan. "But please, don't hurt him. He saved my life. I'm returning the favor."
"I'm sorry, Blair. He is so messed up. I thought you were going to get him to change." Jon said from the corner of the room.
"It's okay, Jon. It's not your fault your cousin's an asshole."
He laughed, "Okay. Just don't let him get to you."
"I won't." I said getting up giving him a hug.
"What about me!? I'm your big brother, you can't just "forget" to hug me!" Ryan whined.
"Yes I can. I can smother you in hugs whenever I want."
Ryan laughed. "Then I'll be awaiting being smothered later."
I walked over to Brendon and smiled at him.
"Thanks Brendon." I kissed him on his cheek and gave him a hug.
"You're welcome, Blair."
Ryan's cell phone rang and he ran outside for privacy.
Jon followed him shortly after and Brendon and me were alone.
Brendon looked at me and said "I'm sorry Blair. I shouldn't have been so immature this past week or two."
"It's okay Brendon. It just proved some things to me."
"Like what?"
I laughed, "That Brendon Boyd Urie actually has a heart and emotions."
Brendon laughed and looked down. His cheeks turned red. "Does that mean... you figured out what I was hiding from you?"
"Yes, Brendon. I'm not stupid."
Brendon's mouth opened to say something but the door opened.
Ryan ran into the room with the biggest smile I've ever seen plastered on his face.
"Guess what!?" He asked practically jumping up and down.
"What?" I asked watching him.
"Pete Wentz likes us! He's coming to check out our band!"
I jumped up. "Oh my God, Ryan! You were just talking on the phone with Peter fucking Wentz?"
"Yes! And he likes our music!"
"When is he coming?" Brendon asked standing up next to me.
"In three days!"
"Oh my God, Ry! I think it's time for your smothering of hugs!" I jumped on him almost knocking him down.
"I have to tell Spencer and Jon. Especially Jon. And then I have to call Spencer and then I have to-" I put his hands to his head. "So much to do!!"
He ran out of the room again.
"Congratulations, Brendon. Your voice has sucked in the hottest guy in the world."
Brendon laughed.
"Now, what were you going to say before Ryan came in?"
"I was gonna say, that over these past weeks I figured out some things too."
I nodded, "go on."
"I realized that I have feelings. And it's no use hiding them and boxing them up inside me. All that does is make me want to go literally insane. And I'm sorry that I was such a jerk to you for the past... years."
"It's okay, Brendon. I forgive you."
"And Blair, I knew Jordan definitely wasn't the right one for you."
"Why's that?" I asked confused.
"Because I'm the right one for you."

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