I'm Trying To Show You How Much You Mean{.:Mikey Way:.}{.:1:.}

Mikeys POV
"Mikey, are you still hung up on Jesse?" my brother asked me, as he watched me follow Jesse with my eyes.
Jesse was probably the hottest and one of the most popular girls in school, despite the fact that she was 'goth' and 'emo'.
I adored loved Jesse so much, yet I've never had the confidence to tell her.
But then even if I did tell her,
she'd tell me what she told all the other guys:
'I dont date, you know that.'
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Every guy I've ever seen ask her out on a date has been given that response, so I didn't see why I should bother wasting my time.
"Huh, what?" I replied. To be honest I hadn't really been listening to a word Gerard had been saying since Jesse walked in late. She said she'd been with the school nurse, but both Mr Smith (the math teacher) and myself knew shed been in the library, reading poetry again. Not many people knew that Jesse liked poetry. I only knew that because I used to see her go into the bookstore I had just started working Saturdays at.
"I dont know why I bother with you sometimes" Gerard sighed, "This is the only lesson I have with you, yet youd rather watch some girl, who you have basically every lesson with." Gerard wasn't all that good at Math so, he was put into my Math class for this semester to see if it'd help him. Again I wasn't paying attention.
"Mikey," he hissed poking me in my rib
"Ouch!" I growled quietly, holding onto my side "That hurt Gerard."
"Well, I got your attention finally" He spat with a smug smile on his face.