Kao shite minaide
Kanashimi de
Aruki-kata sae wasureru hodo yo
Aenai yoru wa
"Do you believe in love at first sight?"
At first, I would have answered this question with a, "Heck no! That's crazy talk." But then, after I met him... Well, my point of view on that question changed. Now, what I would say is this:
"Love at first sight, although very rare, can happen to anyone, even though it's a rare type of love."
So now I ask you...
"Do you believe in love at first sight?"
But before you answer, let me tell you the story of my 'love at first sight' experience...
Dare ga issho na no?
Kiss! Kiss! Ai no sei ne
Bang! Bang!
Heart ana ga aita
It was a rainy day today. I was fine when it started to rain because... Well something terrible happened a few days ago. Do you want to know? I mean do you really want to know? Well...
It all started a few months ago, about seven months ago, to be exact. Here's how it went...
Seven months ago, we had visitors over from the Village Hidden in the Waterfall. And apparently, my parents had arranged a marriage between the visitors' son and I. His name is Takeshi.
Namida wa misetari shinai
Jibun no naka no tatakai dakara
All right
He was nice and good-looking, yes, but... I hate arranged marriages. Ever since I was little. Just the thought of it got me angry. But Takeshi was an exception.
He cared for me every day. And he was very nice to me. But although he was that nice to me and all... I only loved him as a brother. Not a husband or anything else similar to that; a brother and a brother only.
So we settled an agreement; we would care for each other like brother and sister, so we called off the marriage. We ended up living together afterwards, too. But then... There was the Tragic Accident.
What happened was this: I went out early during the morning when Takeshi was still sound asleep. We needed food to eat, of course, so I went to buy some fruits, meat, etcetera; things such as those.
Egao dake ja nai koi wo
Itami wo koete-mamori-nuku no
Anata no koto omou to
Attakaku naru no
But when I returned...
I found him dead, in the bed. I couldn't believe my eyes. I really couldn't. It was a real-life nightmare.
He had a lot of wounds, all of which that were gushing with blood. I contemplate that it was recent from only about a few minutes ago.
"Who could've done such a thing?"
That's what I ask myself almost everyday since then. He never bothered anyone at all, so... Why?
The rain... My best friend right now... At least when he leaves me all alone again... The rain; it hides my tears.
"Why is such a beautiful girl like you out here crying, un?"
I could still hear his voice asking me that same question over and over since two days prior of today.
(Cause anytime)
Sore dake wo
(Rainbow in my soul)
Shinjiteru I'll be here
That same comforting, soft voice of his...
"Still crying, I see, yeah."
I can hear it even right now. That soothing voice...
"You're not talking to me today, un?"
Wait a minute... It's really him!! His aura brings ecstasy to my crude life.
"You've come for me again... Why?"
I ask him, eager to know. I connote that I do love him, yes, but... Does he love me as well?
That's a question I yearn to know the answer to.
"Well, you see... Un..."
Kimajime-na hito
Nayandeiru dake
Kiss! Kiss! Ai ga daiji
Bang! Bang!
Dakedo kowashisoo yo
"Nevermind. Just forget I even asked."
I cannot do much with him. I can talk walks and talk... But not where anyone else can see. I've learned some stuff about him... Like his age and his likes and dislikes.
He knows a lot about me, though. My age, my dislikes and likes, my name... Basically everything about me, per say.
But then, out of nowhere, I feel like asking him a question, the question -- the one that I've been asked numerous times in my lifetime.
"Do you believe in love at first sight?"
"What? Why are you asking me such a question, yeah?"
He seemed quite... Anxious, maybe... Unnerved to the bone, yes.
Kotoba ga to-girenai yoo
Kanojo no koto wo iwarenai yoo
All right
"Well... I've been asked that same question basically a million times already, so... I guess I just wanted to ask you."
"..." He seemed speechless, and didn't know what to say at all. "My answer... I guess it just depends, yeah. It depends on who the person is." He brushed the fraying hair out of my face.
Because of his act, I couldn't help but blush. I wonder... Is he talking about me?
I think he is.
I hope he is.
"Are you sure you saw one of them go into the forest?"
"Yes! I'm sure. He had a black cloak with red clouds on it."
Le Rest Be in Le Resultsies. >>
Egao dake ja nai koi wo
Soredemo
Kono mama dakishimeru
Anata wo suki ni natte
"Oh no, un." He spoke in terror.
"What's wrong?" I asked, frantic as ever. It was as if I was about to be a part of a massacre, or something else like that. And I was terrified.
"I have to go, yeah. I'm really sorry!" He gave me a quick peck on the cheek before running away.
"But..." Why? Why did he have to go? I can't believe it though... So I start to cry more than I ever had in my entire life.
"Rin! Are you okay?!" It was the one and only Kakashi. "Did Deidara hurt you in any way whatsoever?!" I paused and hesitated to continue the cries.
"Who?" I was clueless. Who was this 'Deidara' he spoke of?
"Rin!" Asuma finally caught up. Sort of...
"Rin?" Kakashi tried to get a word from you, but didn't succeed.
Tsuyoku natta no
(Cause anytime)
Sore dake wo
(Rainbow in my soul)
Mitsumeteru I'll be here
A couple of seconds, which seemed like eternity, passed by before a word came out of my mouth.
"You mean a blonde-haired male?" I spoke nervously to what the answer might be.
"Yes. Do you know where he went?" Asuma questioned me, and I got even more unnerved by the second. And you know I couldn't tell them because then Deidara would hate me.
And I really don't want him to hate me at all.
I shook my head and the two were pretty disappointed. "I don't know where he went exactly. I think he went South, though." But the truth is, he went North-West.
Itsuka wa dareka ga
Kizutsukisoo demo
(If you want me)
Kokoro (I'll just be here)
Tomaranai (Every night)
"But are you sure you're not hurt?" Kakashi was persistent, I tell you.
"Yes! How many times do I have to tell you that?!" I was pisssed off by now. First, what were they going to do with Deidara if they had found him with me.
Most of all, would they have reported us to the Hokage and set a death sentence for us?
I would never want that to happen at all.
But I kept thinking the worst.
"Okay, okay. Calm down, Rin." They both tried to calm me down before I went berserk.
"But if he didn't hurt you or anything, then why was he there?"
"And why were you crying?"
I can cry if I want to
(Cry if I want to)
I can cry like a heavy rain
(Cry like a heavy rain)
Soba ni itai dakedo
I gulped. At least I did silently.
"Well, I don't know. But I think that you two came just in time before he did anything to me."
So true. He didn't get a chance...
"And also, I was crying because... I don't really know. Maybe because I was relieved that you two came in time before he could hurt me at all."
A total lie.
Why couldn't they have just came the next day, even though he wouldn't have been there at all.
Neither would I have been...
Egao dake ja nai koi wo
Itami wo koete-mamori-nuku no
Anata no koto omou to
Attakaku naru no
(Cause anytime)
It's a good thing that Deidara wasn't caught.
But I really want to be with him...
And after that night when he was almost caught, I made a choice. I was to either stay in Konoha and risk Deidara being caught again, or run away to who-knows-where.
I chose to run away. But since I didn't know where Deidara went, at least twenty minutes before the time when he would meet me I would go in the direction he went.
And I did it.
My plan was accomplished because I ended up running into him (literally) on the way to wherever.
And he did the one thing I was hoping he would.
He greeted me with a warm, affectionate kiss.
It was like a dream come true.
Sore dake wo
(Rainbow in my soul)
Shinjiteru I'll be there
All right
