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Weak, as the sun being strung up with the tightest rope by the darkest of nights.
Broken, as a half-empty glass of circumstance and optimism that lie scattered on the floor.
Forgotten, as the paper lying at the very back of the stack being crumbled and longing for attention.
Vengeful, as the withering ink off the letter left in the rain saying Its over.
Misunderstood, as the different and the absurd that sit at the back of the class with talents going unnoticed.
Flightless, as the wind of a dead dry heat afternoon that lies in waiting for tomorrow.
Played.
As the final card set down only to lose the game.
I sat there in an abyss that wasn't in sight or even capable of being it. Sitting in my dark corner cursing what made me this way. A beast just twitching and churning inside. I can feel it... I SWEAR TO YOU ALL YOU WILL DIE! YOU WILL DIIIIIIIIIE!
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared. But no one would listen, because no one else cared. After my dreaming, I woke with this fear. What am I leaving, when I am done here? So if you're asking me I want you to know
CALM DOWN?! WHY SHOULD I! NIIII-SAAAAAAAN! HES GONE! WHERE?! WHY?! nIiIiIiIiIiI-sAaAaAaAaN!
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest.
G-gone? Where, where? Is he coming back?
Silence.
Yes? Yes?! Oh when, when will my big brother be back?! Please, please say soon!
Dont be afraid, Ive taken my beating. Ive shared what I made. Im strong on the surface, not all the way through. Ive never been perfect, but neither have you. So if youre asking me I want you to know. When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed. Dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty. Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest.
Soon? Soon, oh sOoN! What..? What have I..
Hic. Twitch.
I cant help it I Nii-san..
Forgetting, all the hurt inside. Youve learned to hide so well. Pretending, someone else can come and save me from myself. I cant be who you are. When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done. Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed. Dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty. Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest.
I can I can remember Nii-san! SoOoOo.. just, niiiice!
Shake. Wither.
He loves me, my nii-san loves me!
Forgetting, all the hurt inside. Youve learn to hide so well. Pretending, someone else can come and save me from myself.
H-he said he would teach me so many things, I..
I cant be who you are.
I cant be who you are.
After all, Nii-san loved me the most.
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that was just a sudden burst of inspiration.
sorry about the recent lack of updates,if you're reading this anywhere near the original date this was made,then you'll know what i'm talking about.i won't use school as an excuse,i'm seriously just having trouble focusing on updating.
