Can't Stop The Heart (Ulquiorra Lemon)

PW: I made a Ulquiorra Lemon so give me a break, okay Dislcaimer: I don't own Bleach, Ulquiorra, or You

Created by PrincessWolffie03 on Sunday, September 30, 2007

It was hopeless, you thought, as you rolled over on your side and stared at the darkness where the wall was supposed to be. One of your hands slowly slid down on your side until it reached the lower part of your stomach. Your stay here had made your lose weight due to the lack of delicious food, but you still held your full figure.
Closing your eyes once more, his face slowly appeared and your focus went down to his lips. How would it feel to kiss them? How long had you been here already? A month? Two? You didnt know all you knew was that you desired to kiss him. Your mind took you to the next stage and you found yourself pressing your lips against his. His eyes opened and his arms wrapped around your waist and pulled your clothes.
His scent was that of watermelon and his mouth was warm making a small noise of pleasure escape you. Your hand went up to his white hair (guess who?) and your fingers began running through it, combing it and then messing it up. His hold on you tightened and you let him deepen the kiss by allowing his tongue to roam freely inside your mouth.
Mmm, you moaned, as he pulled away and began trailing small kisses down your neck. Your breathing was heavy and your chest rose and fell rapidly, but it didnt seem to stop you. Instead, it fueled you even more and the kisses he was giving you became even hungrier for more.
You threw your head back and continued massaging his head while he continued to roam even further down. It felt so right, you thought, as you opened your eyes and your heart stopped.
What are you doing, woman?
Your eyes widened and you quickly sat up and brought your arms up to cover your chest. What was he doing here at this time? Your chest was still rising and falling with your heavy breathing. You cast your gaze to the floor and bit your lip, feeling embarrassed and flustered. How could you let your imagination run that far? You should have remembered where you were.
Well, what is your answer?
Raising your attention back up to him, you opened your mouth to reply. I- How were you going to answer this? Your face was already hot and you were pretty sure the color matched the intensive heat. I had a dream, you said, your gaze falling back on the floor.
You could feel his piercing gaze on you and you slightly shivered. Would he tell you something mean before getting out? It angered you a bit to know that you didn't have privacy even at night. Its not like you were planning to run off in the middle of the night! Where would you go?
Do you usually get that excited over stupid dreams? His voice was flat and monotone like always. His expression showed no sign and that sometimes reminded you of him.
No, you answered, your eyesight now on your legs, which where folded neatly beneath your. Your sleeping wear consisted of a white nightgown that had been given to you by your hosts. You were quite thankful seeing as it didnt go down all the way to expose too much cleavage and it wasnt too high up covering too much. It outlined your filled body up quite nice and at times you wondered why they gave you this since there was no one to impress here. The person you wanted to impress was not here and you wondered if youd ever see him again besides in your dreams.
He took a few steps towards you and when he reached your bed; he lifted a leg and rested his knee on it as he leaned in towards you, making you back your body up towards the wall. Your faces were just an inch away and you wondered what he was trying to do.
Eto, you said, your gaze moving from his face to the side. Ulquior-
Pressing his lips against yours, he didnt let you finish and he stayed connected with you for a few more seconds before pulling away. His green eyes studied your surprised face before he leaned in once more and claimed your lips.
It had been far too long, he thought, as he made the kiss a passionate one. Aizen-sama had stationed him outside your room every night to keep an eye on you and night after night hed wondered what you were doing when hed hear noises coming from inside the room. One night hed entered to investigate where these noises were coming from and found that the one making them was the guest who was enjoying yourself while you slept.
At first he was quite confused as to why you would do these things while being held prisoner here but after a few more nights of observation he figured you didnt care any more and just needed satisfaction. After that, every night after the lights were shut off, hed wait an hour or so before going in to observe your nightly doings. He wasnt sure why you were doing this, he just did. The Fourth Espada began wondering who it was that drove you mad with passion every night and during the day hed try to see who it was but could never figure it out.
Finally one night he held his breath unintentionally when he heard you moan, Hitsugaya-kun! Ah! Hitsugaya-kuuuun! He turned around and walked out of your room not really interested in staying to finish watching you.
It had been a week of not watching you and finally, once again tonight he stood there watching you and it happened. He couldnt take it anymore, he needed to touch you and kiss you. It was weird, hed never really paid any attention to anyone of the opposite sex and he was void of all feelings but tonight, tonight he had enough.
You were now on your back with his legs on each side of you and your mouth was still covered with his. Your eyes were wide open and your heart was now pounding even harder against your chest than it had been before. What was he doing kissing you? You thought, before your eyes widened when you felt his cool skin brush against the warmth of your stomach going up, to your breasts.
Moving your head to the side, you broke the kiss and gasped for breath. W-what are you doing? you asked, your voice coming out in breaths.
Your heart, his voice the same as it was before. Its beating quite fast. No, duh, Ulquiorra! He thought, as he leaned in once more and began kissing your jaw line and then down your neck. You were so warm, he noted, as he came to your chest just above the nightgown boundary.
You didnt want to, but you couldnt stop your eyes from slowly closing as you felt that wonderful feeling youd imagined before become reality. Your right arm slowly went up and you touched his raven black hair as he pulled your nightgown down to get access to your breasts. You gasped as he came in contact with them and wondered if hed ever done this before.
U-U-Ulquiorra you moaned, moving your head to the side and opening your eyes. W-what-
Is this not what you desire, woman? He stopped; his left arm holding him up above you while his right hand was on your left breast.
Flushed, you turned to look up at him and found that you didnt want him to stop but at the same time this was just all so wrong!
You moved your head to the side once more and gazed out towards the darkness. Your mind was blank and your eyes were now filling up with tears. Why?
Is I all you say? his voice was still flat but if you listened carefully, you could hear the slightest hint of annoyance in it. Without waiting for a reply, the Fourth Espada continued doing his previous task.
Once again, your body began sending pleasurable signals to your brain and you slowly closed your eyes, your hand resting on his head.
Opening your eyes, you found that the light in your room was now on, signaling the beginning of the new day. Getting up, you yawned and stretched your arms before sliding your legs over the bed and standing. What a dream! You thought, as you walked over to the door that lead to a small bathroom. Not too long ago, Aizen had been nice enough to order a bathroom for you as well as a small kitchen area for you. Youd been a good pet-sama so Aizen had said you needed good rewarding.
After brushing your teeth and using the toilet, you turned on the water and prepared to bathe. Throwing your clothes in the corner of the restroom, you turned around and gasped when you saw your reflection.
It wasnt a dream! You leaned in towards the mirror and inspected what you were seeing. They looked like bruises but they werent they were hickies and they were all over your chest and neck. You blushed at the memory of the night before and quickly turned away from the mirror. The water continued to run, filling the tub, but you ignored it and stared at your hands. What have you done?
Hed already knocked and no answer had come from inside so he figured you were still sleeping so he invited himself in. The Espada noticed you werent inside and his attention moved to the slightly open door that led to the bathroom. He could see a bit of your backside and he wondered what you were doing just standing there.
What are you doing? he asked, not taking a step towards you or anywhere else.
Iie! You quickly turned around and covered your front side with your arms before hiding yourself behind the door. You peeked through the edge and looked at Ulquiorra with wide eyes. I I
Ulquiorra just stared at you, his eyes never leaving yours. Why did you say that letter all the time he asked you a question?
Aizen-sama wishes to speak with you. He turned to face your bed for a brief moment before turning back towards you. So it would be of best interest to finish what youre doing now as quickly as possible. He does not like to wait. With one last glance at you, he turned around and left the room.
Relieved that he was gone, you slowly closed the bathroom door and locked it before sighing. Am I still a virgin? you asked yourself, as you stepped into the tub. The warm water felt good against your skin and it relaxed you. As you scrubbed your body, your mind began wandering back to the previous night. Did you guys go all the way? No, you remembered that after he satisfied you he got up and left.
Yokkatta! You felt relieved to know that you were still pure for Hitsugaya. Hitsugaya you felt sad remembering your friends. After coming here to rescue you and Orihime, a lot of them had ended up in critical conditions after difficult battles and outside help had come and rescued them. It had been two months since you last heard about them but deep in your heart you knew they were up to something and you would see them in the near future.
Still, it hurt to not see them, especially Hitsugaya. Turning the water off, you grabbed a white towel and began drying your body up. Stepping out of the bathtub, you went over to the small cabinet that held your already washed outfit that you always needed to wear. Looking up at the mirror you saw the hickies once more and you blushed, tearing your eyes away from it. You really needed to stop thinking those kinds of thoughts at night! Starting tonight, no more dirty thoughts! Nodding, you finished off dressing and brushed your hair before walking out to wait for Ulquiorra to pick you up.
It was awkward to be around him after what had happened the night before. He didnt mention anything and his behavior hadnt changed towards you. You were pretty sure it was a dream but then how could you have gotten those marks on your body? Your hands? No, you were pretty sure if it had been your hands you would have had marks since the first time you began fantasizing.
After your small meeting with Aizen, where all he did was ask how your stay was going and if you were enjoying yourself, you were given permission to go to a small courtyard not to far from your room. Of course you would be supervised, but not by Ulquiorra, but by Grimmjow.
You shuddered slightly at the reminder of what the blue haired Espada could do and hoped you didnt do anything to annoy him. Sitting on a concrete bench, you looked up at the Hueco Mundo sky and noticed the stars and the half moon. It was really a beautiful sight, but considering the conditions you were in, it kind of took the whole special feeling away. Sighing, you turned to look at your hands that were resting on your lap, and your mind began to drift off to Ulquiorra.
Why would he do such a thing? Should you report him to Aizen? Aizen had said to tell him if you were being mistreated by any of his followers, but every time youd say, Oh, no, Im being treated just fine. But today youd hesitated before responding. Still, it confused you as to why Ulquiorra would do that. He is always so serious and quiet
Its always the quiet ones, you muttered.
What about the quiet ones?
You had forgotten about Grimmjow so when he spoke up, you jumped and your heart had nearly stopped from fright.
Oh, err, A blush rose to your cheeks and you quickly shook your head. Nothing. I was just muttering nonsense. You gave him a small smile before getting up. Im ready to go back! You chirped, walking towards the Sixth Espada, ready to be lead back to your prison err room.
Grimmjow gave you a glare before sticking his hands in his pockets and turning around to take you back. Tsk, yer such a weird one. Weird but man did you have a nice rack! Ulquiorra was one lucky bastard to be able to watch you over night. Then again, that idiot was favored by Aizen so of course hed get lucky to stay and watch this nice bird over night. All he got to do was just watch you when you were asked to go out and see Aizen. He wondered if that emo idiot took advantage of the situation he was in, but guessed no seeing as Ulquiorra was one boring being.
Reaching your door, he turned and looked at you as you walked up to your door and opened it. He checked you out from head to toe and stopped at your breasts for about ten seconds before going up to your face.
Thank you, Jaggerjack-san, you bowed to him and gave him a small smile before walking into your room.
Yeah, whatever, he said, as he watched you close the door. Someday, Ill get you. He smirked and with that, Grimmjow disappeared in the darkness of the corridors.
The lights werent as bright as before so you knew that the time for bed would soon be here. Going into the kitchen, you fixed herself a small dinner and began eating. As you ate, the memories of your old friends popped into your head and you wondered what they were up to. Knowing Hitsugaya, you knew he was probably training to become even stronger to come and rescue you and Orihime along with Ichigo, Rukia, Renji, Rangiku, Ishida and Chad.
Aizen had told you that the time for you to do your job was coming and that was something that you were dreading and looking forward to. Youd reject the existence of the Hougyoku and hope that everything fell into the favor of Hitsugaya and the others.
You finished eating your dinner and decided to change into your nightgown before sitting on your bed to wait for the lights to come off. your nightgown had been washed and it felt soft against your skin. Remembering his touch, you shivered a bit and decided it was just best to forget what had happened before. you brushed your _____ hair and decided that tonight, you would braid it.
Once you were done fixing yourself for bed, you walked over to your bed and lay down while pulling the covers over you. You laid awake thinking of Ulquiorra and the actions hed done to you. A blush rose to your cheeks and you turned on your side to stare at the wall. Soon, the lights turned off and you were left in the darkness. Normally, youd be sleepy by now but tonight you werent. You wondered if hed actually turn up again and surprise you just like he had the previous night.
Everything was silent and it had been a while since the lights had shut off and there was still no sign of the Fourth Espada. Yawning, you pulled the covers up even more and closed your eyes. Tonight, youd sleep. But, your eyes shot open when you felt a hand on your cheek. Moving your gaze over, you saw Ulquiorra slowly leaning in towards you. Your eyes automatically closed before feeling his lips meet yours.
This time, you did not object to anything he was doing to you. He repeated everything hed done the previous night and you were relieved. your breathing was fast and Ulquiorra leaned in and kissed you once more.
After this, hell leave, just like he did last night, you said to yourself. And sure enough, he left. Leaving you satisfied to seek sleep comfortably and without any frustrations. Over the nights, this sort of action continued and you didnt bother to cover yourself with the covers since Ulquiorra would just uncover you. You even found yourself anticipating the arrival of the night to be able to have him on your bed doing those things to you. You no longer questioned why he did this and you no longer cared.
A month after the beginning of your secret relationship, if thats what it was, something different happened. You noticed it when he first gave you the kiss. It was a lot more passionate and much needier than the ones hed given you before. His touch was no longer hard but soft and he was caressing you in a way hed never done before. You werent going to complain, but your mind began to wonder why.
He finished you off and you lifted your head up from the pillow and kissed him, like you always did. After this, hed leave and youd go to sleep but after you kissed him, Ulquiorra did not move. You gave him a questioning look and wondered if he was tired of not getting pleased? Every time you tried to do something to him, he stopped you and held your arms above your head while he continued to please you. Every night he focused on you and you only and then left, but tonight, he was still there.
Are you alright? you whispered, your chest rising and falling slowly as it went back to its original tempo. Your hand went up to touch his cheek and you were surprised that he let you touch him. Something was definitely wrong, you noted.
Leaning in, Ulquiorra rested his chin on your shoulder before whispering in your ear. Your Nakama have entered Hueco Mundo once more, and it seems like theyve gotten stronger.
His breath was cool against the nape of your neck and it made chills run down your spine. Your heart began beating once more and your eyes were widened. Hitsugaya,Ichigo, Rukia, Renji, Rangiku, Ishida, Chad and Renji were back? How come you didnt feel their spirit power?
Arent you going to say something, woman?
your eyes slowly closed as he breathed down your neck and you shuddered. Forcing them to open, you turned your head and faced him, your focus going to his lips for a brief moment before going back to his eyes. What were you going to say? You were glad that they were here for you but worry began creeping in. Last time, Chad, Renji and Rukia had almost died! You didnt want them to get hurt anymore, especially Hitsugaya.
Why are you doing this? you said, studying his eyes, your heart beating a bit faster now.
I know about your feelings towards Toshiro Hitsugaya, his gaze continued to stay locked with yours. I know how much you desire to have him touch you and make you his.
You swallowed back a knot and you did not turn away. They were both still and all you could feel was his breath on you and your heart against your chest what was that? Your right hand went up and rested up towards Ulquiorras chest. Your gaze moved from his face down to his chest and they slowly widened when you realized what it was.
Do you see what youve done to me woman?
Looking back up at him, you felt speechless and you were confused on what to do. Your heart, you swallowed back, is beating quite fast.
I will take you as mine tonight, before I go out and kill him. His voice was emotionless and his gaze continued to hold yours.
What? you whispered, What do you mean? I-
He didnt let you finish because he closed the distance between you and began kissing you, while his hands went down to begin to take off your underwear. You shivered when he touched you and a moan escaped, making you close your eyes and arch your back a bit.
No! Hitsugaya was the one she loved! And only Hitsugaya was the one that was allowed to enter down there! Stop- you breathed out. Only Hitsugaya was going to take you, because he was the one you loved. Hitsugaya was the one you loved, right? Right?
Ulquiorra ignored what you was saying because your body was giving him a different answer. He listened to your body and continued his actions. After removing your garments, Ulquiorra proceeded in taking off his hakama.
Feeling what he was doing, you opened your eyes and tried to sit up. Stop! you felt him settle himself in between your legs and your body quickly became hot. No, Hitsugaya was the one you loved so he deserved all of you, not Ulquiorra. you loved Hitsugaya, right? So why were you letting Ulquiorra continue. Sure you said stop but if you really wanted him to stop you would have slapped him or pushed him off, right?
Do you really want me to stop, ________?
Your eyes locked with his and your mouth hung open. Hed called you by her real name! You felt as tears began to fill up your eyes and you were about to look away when he entered you, making you throw your head back and cry out in desire.
The groans and the moans soon stopped and two bodies lay one on top of another motionless, besides the breathing, on a bed. Your gaze was on the wall and even though your body wanted it, sleep was not coming to you. You looked down at Ulquiorra and wondered when it had happened. When did you sprout feelings for him? Your thoughts were interrupted when he got up and climbed off the bed to put on his hakama back.
Where are you going? your voice was weak and it almost sounded like a whisper. You knew it was a stupid question but you still asked it.
The light turned on and Ulquiorra finished dressing and with his back facing her, he said, I must protect Aizen-sama and keep the intruders from coming in to get you. Being an Espada and the only one closest to him, Ill be commencing a battle with Toshiro Hitsugaya. The Fourth Espada was now at the door and had not looked at you. Dont do anything stupid, woman. I will return later to see how you are doing. Without a glance, Ulquiorra walked out of the room.
After hearing the door close, you turned to face your pillow and began crying.
Why were you crying? Was it because youd given yourself to someone other than Hitsugaya? Or was it because you had a feeling that you were never going to see Ulquiorra again?
An hour after Ulquiorra left, you were still on your bed staring at the wall, your thoughts running around her head. Youd managed to stop crying and was about to get out of bed, when the lights suddenly flickered for a brief moment before going out. Your hand fell back to your side and your heart nearly stopped. Quickly, you closed your eyes and opened your mind to begin searching for Hitsugatas spirit power. Not a second after closing them, they were back open with tears once more. This time, your tears flowed out even more and sobs accompanied them. Hitsugaya's spirt power was fading fast but not Ulquiorra's. Then a couple of hours later you felt a pair of lips on top of yours. You opened your eyes and saw the beautiful green eyes that you loved. That started round two.

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