Insanely In Love Chap. 2

He stared at me with sad eyes as he pulled the wooden desk chair next to my bed. He sat backwards in the chair and rested his arms on the back. He stared at me like he was going to say more, like he knew I was addicted to cocaine and acid. He was trying to burn my soul with his eyes. I tore my eyes from his and started to cry even more. I didn't want him to know. I didn't want him to find out. I looked back at him and saw pity in his eyes. I stood up.
"Stop it! I don't want your pity! Get out! Get out of my room! Stop it! Stop looking at me like that!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I huffed as he got up and walked out like nothing happened. I then turned from angry to shocked as I saw my uncles in the door way. I sat on my bed ashamed. Kankuro came and sat beside me while Gaara sat as Shinji did. I had no clue how long they were there but I just wanted to curl up in a ball and die.
"Mitsuko...." Kankuro said in a comforting voice. He then reached out to wrap his arm around me, eventually into one of his death hugs. I pulled away and pulled my knees to my chest. He just sighed.
"He pities me. I don't need his pity. I need no one's. I hate pity."
"So do I." Gaara said. Both Kankuro and I looked at Gaara like he just spoke his first words. He hardly speaks and when he does it's to criticize, not to sympathize.
"Kankan? Why does every time I burst out I feel like dying?"
He smiled. "Your showing remorse. That's great. Only one day and you're already getting better."
"....ya....better...."
Tsunade then showed up in the door way looking a bit musted. She had a needle in her hand. She looked at me and then Gaara. She sighed, "What happened?"
"I just had a little out break. I'm s-s-s-"
"Sorry?" She finished for me.
"Ya. That."
"Kankuro. Gaara....Gaara?!"
He turned around and smirked. "Nice to see you again too, Tsunade."
"He's my uncle."
"No wonder the older patients were whispering about you, Mitsuko." She then walked off.
"You need to calm down, Mimi. Next time she'll use that needle on you."
"What's in it?"
"Nembutal. Horrid medicine that makes you feel like a human shell." Sakura said from the door way. "I heard you yelling and since I'm on your case, it's my duty to keep you calm."
"Calm is my middle name." I said smirking. Kankuro laughed. "Shuddup, Kankan."
"We must be going." Gaara said and stood up. Gaara left heading down the hall. Kankuro then grabbed me and hugged me.
"I. Can't. Breathe." I said slowly. He let go laughing and left following Gaara. Sakura then smiled at me.
"Just wanted you to know, You're first session will be with Sasuke tomorrow. You will meet him soon. Actually he'll be here in a minute." She waved and left. I stared at my floor, looking at my bare feet. I heard foot steps slowly but loudly come and stop at my door. A pair of feet appeared near my own. The black shoes were pretty neat and clean. The person attached cleared their throat. I stared up at him and jumped in surprise.
"Mr. Uchiha!" I stared at him, my best guy friend's father and my best girl friend's uncle. "I had no idea you worked here!"
He scoffed and sighed. "I never thought you'd be in here, Nara. Though Arc is annoying enough to drive someone insane." He sat down in the chair. "You'll be in session with me from lunch which is at noon until three pm. You shouldn't be late and please, don't make me medicate you." his voice was dripping with annoyance. I put on a fake smile and he left. "Oh. And Arc said he'd bring Aire to see you as soon as possible."
I brightened up knowing that my friends didn't abandon me. He walked away and as soon as I heard his footsteps disappear I went to my door. I saw a dark haired boy with purplish eyes and a bowl cut and a long pony tail standing and talking calmly in Shinji's room. A girl with one purplish eye like the boy's next to her and one red eye with silver hair stood next to the bowled pony tailed boy smiling. I smiled as I watched them laugh and assumed Shinji or someone just told a joke. My thoughts of happiness turned to the fear that Shinji was talking about me and making fun of me. I left my room and went straight for the outside area. I sat on the grass under a tree as a warm wind blew by. I closed my eyes leaned back and let the warm wind caress my face. I let my legs pulled out from my Indian style sitting and into a relaxed position. I heard three voices above all as they came into the area.
"Shinji. It's real nice when we visit. How ARE the dreams coming?" a female voice said.
"More then ever. I haven't had a nice sleep in a long time." Shinji's voice softly said.
"That's bad to hear." Another male voice.
"I know. They say there's this medicine that will get rid of the nightmares but also the dreams."
"Do you care about the dreams that much?" the female voice said again but it sounded louder this time, like they were walking towards me.
"Hn." Shinji grunted.
"Fine. Gees, you don't have to be a grump." the female voice louder then ever. I assumed they wearing next to the tree of some where close.
"Do you mind? I'm trying to sleep."
"Then go to your room." The other male voice said.
"Well, you can bite me." I scoffed. I smirked as I didn't hear another sound but it faded away when I felt him bite my arm. I snapped my eyes open and yanked my arm away. "You son of a bitch!"
"You've got a forked tounge."
"You've got nerves!"
"Well, I did what you told me."
I laughed. "So you did. Name's Nara Mitsuko. Call me Mimi."
"Hyuuga Ryu. This is my cousin, Hyuuga Kaesu. So, you must be the girl the snapped at Shinji. Why?"
"I hate pity. He was looking at me with pity in his eyes."
"Hn."
Kaesu playfully shoved Shinji. "Shinji. Stop being so mean!" He just grunted and crossed his arms. "Well, We better be going, Shinji. Ryu has to get back home and I have to see Kakashi-san. Dunno what he wants though. Good bye, Mimi was it?"
"Yea. Good bye, Kaesu. Ryu."
The both left but Shinji still sat at the tree on the right side, I on the left. A pale white man walked out and to me. He was wearing dark jeans and a black hoody with the hood up. I stood up and smiled. Me and him shook hands and then hugged. He smiled and nodded his head. He sighed.
"Sorry I have to be brief, Mitsuko. But time is money." The man said.
"No prob, Tyrone." We shook a funny hand shake at which we pulled each other together and slammed against each other's chest, in the motion, discreetly swapping money and a needle. He left and I followed but turned to go to my room. It was almost dinner time so I could hide my needle in my room. I slowly walked into my room and quietly shut the door. I lifted my mattress and stuck under there. I carefully put the mattress back in it's place like it wasn't disturbed. The dinner bell rang and I rushed to the cafeteria. I quickly got my food and sat next to a boy with a hoody on and red markings on his face. Something moved under his hood.
"Um...dude..."
"Sh...it's my dog... They wouldn't let her in...so my dad snuck her in."
"Okay..." I ate my dinner and ran up to my room. I locked the door and pulled out the needle. I ripped a piece of cloth off my tattered sheets. I wrapped it around my arm like a nurse giving you a blood test would. I flicked the crook of my elbow and then felt for the vain. I almost laughed loudly when I found the vain. I quickly stuck the needle in and slowly introduced the drug to my system. I pushed it all the way down and threw it to the ground, shattering as it hit. I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling with looked like it was moving and breathing. I started to feel lighter and happier. I felt like nothing could stop me, not even my father. I growled as his image ran into my head.
"Get out of my head, fucker."
It started mocking me and soon a picture of my brother with my father came into my mind. I wanted to scream but couldn't open my mouth. I feel partly happy and partly angry. I wanted to get the love he showed my brother, the happiness I always saw in that brats eyes. I actually started to think about killing them both. About how happy I would be to see them dead. I wanted them to die. I wanted them to go away and never come back. Never to darken my mother's and my door again. I rolled over and tried to get some sleep, which I knew was impossible but I tried none the less.
WTF DRUG IS THAT? (me: i dunno i just winged it)

i just thought i was funny