I hate you but why do I love you? (a sesshomaru love story) ch.3 ~is he always like this?~

~QUIZ START~
~READ MEMO~
you stared at the door that sesshomaru walked out of for a few seconds then turned your head to look at rin.
"is he always like this?"
you ask her,
"yeah sometimes, lord sesshomaru dosen't really like halfdemons" she explained,
"oh..."
you said then sighed.
~I should of guessed since pretty much all demons despise half demons like me~
You thought to yourself looking down kinda sadly.
"but i'm sure lord sesshomaru will like you and be nicer to you once he gets to know you"
she says trying to cheer you up, you just looked at her.
"ok.."
You said smiling at her, then she smiled back.
"you should get some more rest kiyoko, and if you feel better tomorrow we can play games outside"
she says with a big smile and you just couldn't say no to a cute smile like that.

"ok rin"
You say with a light smile then she nodded her head and happily ran out of the room.
~such a sweet girl, she reminds me so much of mizuki~
You smiled at that thought,
~wait a minute I can't stay here for long I have to leave somehow~ you thought then layed your head on the pillow.
~well might as well get some sleep and leave tomorrow since I probably won't get far with my injuries~
You thought then went into a deep sleep.
~DREAM~
"here mizuki you take these and give them to mother, i'll go and look for more"
you said then handed your little sister mizuki a handful of herbs.
"ok kiyoko"
She happily says then starts to walk where your parents were.
"becareful!!!"
You yell to your little sister and she turns her head to face you still walking,
"don't worry I will!!!"
she yells back with a smile then runs to where your parents are a little far off until you couldn't see her anymore.
"well I guess I better find some more"
You say to yourself then start to look for more herbs.
*CRASH*
You jumped at the sound of a huge explosion,
"what the hell was that?!?!"
you say out loud to yourself then looked to where the exploison came from and it came from where your parents and sister was, your heart almost stoped thinking the worse.
"n-no..they can't be.."
You mumbled to yourself then stormed to where your parents and mizuki were, you then stoped at the sight of a huge fire in front of you, your eyes widen in horror, you couldn't believe what you were seeing.
"MOTHER, FATHER, MIZUkI!!!"
you yelled out to them but there was no response.
~no..this isin't happening..~
You thought,
"no..they can't be...dead"
you said to yourself as a tear forms and sldes down your cheek.
"nooo!!!"
You yelled out then ran to the front of the fire but you couldn't go far because the flames were so huge, and there was so much smoke everywhere that you started to cough and your vision was so blurry from the smoke that you couldn't see a thing.
"mother!! *cough* father!! *cough* mizuki!! *cough* where are *cough* you?!?!?!?"
You yelled in between coughs but there was still no response, you started to get really worried.
*CRASH*
Another crash came out of no where and you got cought in it and flew back far and landed so hard on the ground that you couldn't move much, you raised your head up watching the flames in horror that more tears formed.
~no...they can't be...dead~
you thought,
"NOOOOO!!!!!"
you cried out with so much tears in your eyes, then out of no where you saw a man fly out of the fire but you couldn't see much of him but you could scence (sp) that he was a very powerful evil demon, when you tried to get a better look at the man, he laughed evily then he disappeared out of nowhere.
~that man..was he the one who started the fire?~
you thought then looked back at the flames.
"no..mother, father, mizuki...they can't die....they can't be dead..."
you cried out with more tears in your eyes, you just couldn't bare the thought of your parents and sister dying.
"NOOOOO!!!!!"
You yelled with more tears coming out out of your eyes.
~END OF DREAM~
"NOOOOO....."
You yelled and shot your head up breathing fast and heavily, you then looked around to find that you were back in your room inside sesshomarus castle.
"it was just a dream..."
You said as you put your hand on the top of your head,
"about what?"
you heard a voice say, you could feel someone next to you looking at you but it was so dark in the room that you couldn't see well, so you tried to adjust your eyes then you saw a small figure it was.....rin with a worried and confused face.

"rin..."
you said looking at her,
"kiyoko are you ok? I heard you scream, did you have a bad dream?" she asked you with alot of worry in her voice.
"umm yeah i'm ok rin you don't need to worry about it's ok"
You said trying to calm her down which kinda worked but she still looked worried.
"oh..ok do you need anything to help you sleep kiyoko?"
she asked,
"no it's ok rin i'll be fine just go back to your room and get some sleep ok, and then tomorrow we can play all the games you want"
You said with a fake smile,
"ok!!"
she says happily then quickly walks to the door, then she turns her head and looks at you.
"good nite kiyoko"
She said with a smile,
"good nite rin"
you say with a smile, and with that she walks out of the room and closes the door and gose back to her room.
~why do I keep on having nightmres about my parents and sister's death, it was a long time ago but I just can't get over it, but who was that man? was he the one who started that fire and killed my parents and mizuki?. I have to get out of this castle I don't belong here..I don't belong anywhere i'm just a halfdemon~
You sighed at the thought then layed your head on the pillow. ~might as well get some more sleep, I just hope I don't wake up the whole castle this time~
you thought as you sighed sadly then drifted of to sleep...
I wonder who really killed your parents and mizuki 0.o you'll find out later ^^

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