I would die(Sasuke oneshot)

Name:Mitsukai,Kuro(Last,first)
Age:19
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Blood ran down my wrist.A crimson red line slowly made it's way over long ago scars.It felt good.Not physically
good.It was good for the miserable side of me.The part of me that usually had tears running down my cheeks.The other part of me was a scared little girl who took her feelings out on herself.People don't know I cause myself this pain and I'm afraid of what the would think if they found out.It's their fault I'm like this anyway.Well all except for....him.The one whom I do not hate.Sasuke Uchiha.No I am not a fangirl.I may obsess over him.I may think very erm dirty thoughts about him.But I am not a fangirl.I am a girl who loves from afar.One who sees on the inside. see all the
pain he's holding back.Over the sexiness on the outside he is just as miserable as me.Though for very different reasons.My mom is dead,my dad beats me,I have no friends,and someone did some things to me when I was younger that I did not want.In my opinion these are perfectly good reasons to be miserable.I have a shitty life simply put.He is the one who makes it all worth while.So I try to ignore my dirty thoughts and I fail miserably.
I walked down the road.My father was at home being a um a...man whore.Yes that's the right way to put it.Hell,I wouldn't be surprised if half of the babies in Kohona were his.I wouldn't go home tonight and would probably end up sleepin on Kakashi Sensei's coach agin and end up having to go out to ramen with the rest of my old team.Why don't I move out You may ask.I am dirt poor,not a penny to my name.That is why.I would not be able to support my self for a week.So there I was slowly walking down the road lost in my thoughts clearly not paying attention.Then I hit something hard.I was going to land on my ass until someone grabbed my arm.I winced as the hand took grip right infront of my elbow where the cut I had made earlier that day was.I whimpered."What's wrong?"a voice asked.I opened my eyes and saw that it was Sasuke.He was looking at me suspiciously.My face heated up and I knew it was an amazing color of crimson."Nothing Sasuke-kun,I'm sorry to have run into you.I was not paying attention"I told him.He nodded and let me go.I turned the opposite way and went to take a step until I was pulled back ruffly.I ended up with my back against Sasuke's chest.His left arm had my left arm pinned against his shoulder and his right held my right wrist.He pulled my sleeve up to reveal the many scars.During all off this a terrible thought had erupted in my mind.What would Sasuke think."Sasuke could you let go now?"I breathed.He said nothing."Sasuke?"I asked.His grip slowly dissolved until he had let go entirely.I turned around to face him.He was looking shocked.Finally he asked "Why?"I looked away.I could have run away or lied but I did neither.I explained the whole story to him and in the end he ended up looking away as if debating something.I decided something."And the reason I haven't killed myself yet is because of...you"I said in a whisper.He heard.He kissed my forehead sweetly.I looked up at him."Do you think I'm pretty?"I asked."No"he said."Do you want to be with me forever?"I asked."No"he said agin.
"If I walked away would you cry?"I asked himwith a slight hint of hope in my voice.Once agin the answer was no.Tears welled up in my eyes.I turned and began to walk away.Flesh met flesh as his hand grabbed mine."You're not pretty you're beutiful.I don't want to be with you forever I need to be with you forever.And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die"he whispered.Tears of joy ran down my cheeks.I threw my arms around his neck and we kissed.God go away dirty thoughts.