I mean I was the one who ended it, I was the one who couldn't take not being without him for less than a second.
And now because of me, I would have to live the rest of my life with out him.
I could just replay the last few hours we were in the bar, when I broke it off with him.
It probably didn't help much that I broke it off in a bar, but I mean, Jimmy wouldn't have been comfortable anywhere else I did it.
I mean, I couldn't live without him, and yet now I HAD too.
God! I am such a screw up!
I stood on the sidewalk, letting the heavy rain pour down on me.
Too bad these raindrops weren't bullets...
After standing in the same spot looking up at the sky, I decided to walk down some alley; I didn't need anymore people looking at me, giving me a raised eyebrow or some horrid disgusted face.
"Hey there cutie!" Some sleazy guy said from behind a dumpster.
I rolled my eyes and presumed through the alley, no way was I gonna stay and get raped here.
"Where ya goin hunny!?" The guy hollered towards me, and I quickened my pace.
Now I wish I did have my Rev.
My pace speed up into a quick run, that is, until I hit something hard.
"Jess?" I knew that voice, it was the one I had just broke.
I closed my eyes and tried to walk backwards, until Rev's arms wrapped around my waist.
"Jess, why were you running?" I could hear the worry in the Rev's voice, but I couldn't look up into those eyes, that always made my heart melt.
"Hey buddy, off my girl! I spotted her first!" The creep from the dumpster yelled out to Rev.
"Jimmy, let me go..." I said as tears worked their way down my cheeks.
Jimmy kissed my forehead, "Never, not again I won't." Jimmy quickly pulled me behind him as he stood between me and my stalker.
"Hey sleaze, leave my girlfriend alone, or I'll give you a reason to hide in the shadows," The Rev held on to one of my hands and squeezed it lightly.
Jimmy took a step forward so this creep could get a good look at him, and well...it worked.
The guy just glanced at Jimmy, and he darted off the in the other direction.
I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes as Rev turned back to me, "Jessie..."
"No..." I turned from him as he caught up to me and grabbed one of my hands.
"I'm not letting go Jess..." He pulled me back as I struggled against his strength.
"No you have too," I said whimpering in protest.
"No you're not leaving me, I won't let you..." Rev pulled me into a tight embrace and held me close.
Jimmy I nuzzled my head into his neck and just let him hold me.
"Jessie, I never want to be without you. I'm never letting you leave my side," Rev kissed the top of my head before lifting up my chin and crashing his lips onto mine.
His words made my heart ache and I couldn't help but reciprocate the kiss.
I wrapped my arms around Jimmy's neck, pulling him down to my level.
I felt him smirk and nip my lower lip, which caused me to gasp slightly and allowed him time to slip his tongue into my mouth.
My legs soon found there way latching onto Rev's waist, which Rev soon took to notice and latched his arms around me to hold me up.
Jimmy broke our tonsil hockey and looked me in the eyes, "How about we best get out of this dreary alley?"
"I couldn't agree more..."
She loves the way that I tease, I love the way that she breathes...
R/P/M <333
