+[x.x Im Life's Little Let Down x.x]+ One

++Name++
Jacey Jewlz Payne aka Jewlz,Jewlzie,JJ,Jace,Commander Payne.(aren't people nice?)
++Age++
16 birthdate may 10th.(Im probably always going to use that,so.=3)
++Looks++
Short 5'3 and you barely can meet that standard.I guess you could call your hair long.The sides are long with black and white(seriously white) coon tails(you know what those are right?Horizontal stripes,I love mine!) with red tips.The back of your hair is shaggy and stops at the nape of your neck,its black and your bangs are slanted left is lower than the right hanging in your eyes,and that is blond.(thats my goal,seriously,3 inches peeps!thats all I need.) So lets say your far from normal.You have blue-blue eyes like really blue,except for the golden specs you have in your eye.You have a small frame.You wear 11 multi-colored bracelets on your right arm and a whatever else you want for the day on your left arm.You have one nose ring,lip ring,and tongue ring.Your abnormally pale,so people generally call you the vampire of the school.-oh how you wish.-
++Car you own++
2007 Ford Mustang GT Convertible(red)[Probably going to stay this one..unless the car I get is cooler XD].
++Interests++
Books,playing music,music,and more music.Mostly rock.(j-rock to scream-core) also rave/happy-hardcore.
oooo...I think thats all that's needed!
This is our town
Your sitting on the plane rubbing your sore shoulder.You were going to live with a foster family somewhere in Forks,where ever the hell that was.You and your mother got into another fight.She hated you.The way you looked,talked,believed,BREATHED!
She never forgot to mention how she wished she would've aborted you,but some bastard(aka Father whom left) wouldn't think of it.But you never cut,though people believed you did.Who cared right?
You settled in sighing,and put the ear buds in your ears and blasted Alesana.The screaming made you feel so much better,you didn't know why.
All to soon the trip was over and you were slowly walking off the plane with your carry-ons.When you arrived you saw a rather grumpy man with a poster that said.
'Welcome Jacey Jewlz Payne'
"How..pathetic.I see Im going to have loads of fun...yip-ee." you said sarcastically.
"Are you Miss Payne?" the guy asked.
"Yes sir thats me!" you faked being excited.Its fun to see the shocked look on peoples faces.You got your stuff and headed out to this guys cars.
"We have your car at home already." the guy said.
"Thats superb!" you said with a fake British accent.
"Ha," you actually saw a spark in his eyes."I see your a ball of energy."
"Yep,Im finally out of that place!" you smile at him.But entered a hell hole,fun fun..
The car trip ended and it started raining,you actually smiled.You LOVED the rain.It made you feel alive.You got out of the car and spun in the rain.
"Um,dear?Your going to get sick,please get your stuff and lets get inside." the old guy said but was smiling the whole time.
"Right-o!" you said and marched to the back of the car.
"Ah,Commander Payne!" he said and chuckled a bit.
You straightened up and smiled at him.
"Ok,while here you'll have a couple of chores.Is that ok?" he asked sitting on the chair.
"Yeah.As long as it's not nasty,like cleaning bathrooms or whatever." you say scrunching up your face.
"haha,no.How's cooking,dishes,and locking the place up when you leave or go to sleep?" he asks
"Thats fine,but Im kind of tired tonight,and schools tomorrow." you say scratching your cheek.
"Thats fine.I'll be gone before you wake,so you don't have to make breakfast." he gave you a warm smile.
You smiled back and took your stuff up to your room.You unpacked everything,and quickly layed on your bed and listened to the melody that the rain played for you.
-bbeeeppp-bbeeeppp-bbeeeppp-
"Ok,ok Im up!" you scream and turn your alarm clock off.You were getting up but quickly feel to the cold hard-wood floor."Awe,dammit!" you say and unwrap all the covers from yourself.You quickly made your bed and picked out a pair of skinny leg jeans,a red studded belt,a belt with charmander on it,and a tight fitting A SkyLit Drive band-T,Sinner slip ons,and over the knee black and white stripped sock.You nodded your head in approval and went to the shower.You quickly took one and got out.Brushed your pearly white,making sure not to hit your lip ring,yet again.You applied black eyeliner,with some purple under the black,and water-proof mascara.You fixed your hair so that the moister wouldn't effect.Thank you hair products! Thats one of your other interests,hair.You grabbed some chap stick,stuck it in your pocket,a long with house keys,and a white wallet with blood splatters on it,and to add to the effect,on your chain that linked to your belt hoops you put a little gun key-chain thing.
After you got done you grabbed your black messenger back with neon x's all over it,and on the back it says 'Life's Little Let Down' you loved it to death!You put your I-Pod in your bag and locked up all the doors and window and headed to the school.
You played Grace Gale,full blast.So you know you shook up a few houses as you past.
"This place is so dead." you say as you arrive at the high school.You parked in the front,which is probably off limits,but who cares,ai?You walk in and the lady looks like she's seen a ghost.
"M-May I help you?" she asks.You read her name tag.'Mrs.Cope or whatever.'
"Um..yes I need my schedual..." you say in one of those Im-cute-so-please-don't-hurt-me voices.
She smiled."Miss Payne?" she asks making sure.
"Y-yeah.." you say and walk forward.
"Here you go!" she smiles and hands it to you.You smile at her.
"Thanks!" you bounce out of the office once outside you look down."Well..at least I won't have to fake being happy I can be quiet when I get in there." you drive to the back and park.You blare your music some more head banging,causing some people to point and stare.You get out and look at the ground and head in.
You handed the apparently shocked teacher your slip for him to sign.He took it and gave it back he sent you to the very back.Thank god,that means people won't be looking.But a few managed to gawk.You simply ignored them and doodled on your paper.
Soon the bell rang.I guess you could call it ringing.It almost made you want to rip it out and replace it with some thing better,like Ronnie's beautiful voice.(escape the fate hoes)
"Your Jacey Payne,right?" some nerdy guy asked,but you never judged people like that,you could careless how they looked.
"Yep,but I prefer Jewlz,over Jacey." you say slowly getting up.
"What class do you have next?" he asked as people stared at you.
"Government in building 6." you reply a little bit emotionless because you didn't care.
"Im heading to building four,so I can show you the way." he says smiling.
"Sure..if you want." you reply already heading out the door.The walk was quiet and he walked you all the way to the door."Thanks,late." you say waving a hand and forced a small smile to play on your lips.
Lunch was right now,so you sat with this girl named Jessica.She was in your trig. class and boy did she talk.Gossip mostly.She introduced you to her friends,but you didn't pay attention because your eyes had layed apon a group of 5 unbelievably gorgeous people.(you all know what they look like right?Good so Im not explaining.)
"Hey,Jess." you called your eyes not leaving the table.She turned to you and eyed the place that you were looking."Who are they?" you ask
"Oh,that's Edward,Alice,and Emmet Cullen,then theres Jasper and Rosalie Hale." she replies with a smirk.
"They are all gorgeous." you reply emotionless.
"Yes they are!" and as if on cue,the one with brown-red hair turned and your eyes met.His looked so...curious.You smirked at him and slowly turned your head.You turned back around,people gazing,and noticed the small pixie like girl had got up and left.So gracefully,you knew if you even tried,you would trip over the hair in the floor.(XD)
"So,whose...the boy with the brownish-red hair?" you asked a bit of curiosity to your voice.
"Oh thats Edward Cullen.Don't even bother.He doesn't date.Appearently no ones beautiful enough for him." you could hear the iciness in her voice and raised one of your thin eye brows and smirked at her.Im betting,he turned her down or something like that. you also saw a small smile on Edwards face as if he heard your conversation.But you knew that was impossible.You slowly got up with a full plate of food on your tray.
"You leaving?" Jessica asked."And you didn't eat."
"Oh,yeah...I don't feel like eating,I had a big breakfast."you lied through your teeth.Truth is,you don't like to eat in front of strangers.When you got up,you noticed the table of the gorgeous people got up to and gracefully left,even the bigger guy left gracefully you smiled as you dumped your tray.You arrived at your next class Biology II.You walked up through the aisle and noticed a certain someone.Edward Cullen you got to the front but you noticed the glares that you were receiving.You didn't want to sit next to him,but you noticed as everyone took their seats...it was the only one open.You sigh,and hand your slip over to the teacher he told you to sit next to Mr.Cullen.You did and noticed he scooted his seat as far away from you.You glared at him.
"Like I want to sit next to an ass like you as well." you snapped your head back to the front as the teacher started talking.You didn't pay attention to him.Though you noticed he clutched his hand in a tight ball on his legs.
"Watch it,you might pop a vessel.What a tragedy that would be." you say only so he can hear and smirk as his glares looks like he wants to rip your throat out.You smiled to yourself and relaxed.When the bell rang he was the first one out,and you laughed a bit.Your not a mean person,but...you are when someone is to you.

I have the world suspended in my hands.
"Hey aren't you Jacey Payne?" you heard someone from behind you.You noticed this guy had spikey hair and that made you smile.
"Yep,that's me." you reply giving him a small smile.
"Im Mike." he says
"Call me Jewlz or Jace.Whatever you want."you say slipping your bag over your shoulder.
"Does that say...Life's little let down?" he asks eying your bag.
"Yeah..eheh heh." you reply scratching your cheek with your index finger.
"What is it?" he asks
"What is what?" you answer his question with a question.
"Life's little let down." he asks as if it was obvious.
"Oh..heheheh...That's a secret." you say closing one eye and putting your finger to your lips.
"Ha,need help finding your next class?" he asks as your walking out of the door.
"My next class is Gym,Im positive I can find it." you giggle.He smile seems to brighten.
"Mine too!" he says Go figure,with a small school like this...
He talked a lot.But you didn't mind.You found out a lot of cool things.Then he asked a question that almost made you bust a gut.
"So..Did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what?" he asked.You busted out laughing.
"Oh,he probably wishes.he pro-no I shouldn't be that mean." you say lifting a finger to your chin
"He looked like he was in pain or something." he said.
"Oh...well,I guess I have that effect on people..." you say looking down.It always got you sad if someone else was pained because of you...You always seemed to cause trouble.
"That guys weird." Mike said looking at you."If I was lucky enough to sit by you,I would've talked." he said
"Ha,thanks." you reply with a little laugh lightly punching him in the shoulder."Well,late,Mike" you say as you run off to the girls locker room.You didn't hate gym or sports.But you really didn't like them.You never took them seriously.Luckly for you you got to sit out today.You sat on the bleachers waiting for the buzzer to sound,you listened to your I-pod listening to The Rocket Summer.When the buzzer sounded you were the first one out of the door.
But when you arrived in the office,your stomach did a flip as you noticed Edward was in the room.It kind of hurt that he was so rude to you,and you didn't even do anything.Though,you were also rude to him.He was talking low but you got the gist of what he was saying.He was trying to get his classes changed,at least his Biology class.You looked at the ground.Does he hate me that bad? you could feel your eyes burning a bit.Then some girl bounded in and the cold air made you shiver since you didn't bring a jacket.Edward froze where he was and looked at you.You quickly looked down.
"Nevermind,then." he said in a beautiful voice."I can see that it's impossible,thank you very much for your help." he walked past you without giving you a second glance.You shivered as he past and hugged yourself.You walked up to the lady slowly.
"How was your first day dear?" she asked eying your right arm.
"Oh...it was fine." you said and handed her the slip.You left quickly and climbed into the car,this time blaring Avenged SevenFold.When you reached your house you turned off the car and noticed that the old man wasn't hear.You crawled in the back seat and layed down.You cried a little bit.You had always cried in your car.Because if you went inside and was heard crying...you always got a beating.You still had a bruise on your right arm.You got up and wiped your eyes.You shook your head."Im pathetic." you got out and slowly walked to the house.You went to the kitchen and started cooking dinner.When you finished you set it up on the table and ate.You left a note on the table that you went to bed.
But you went up and got in the shower,you took a while this time and got out and got into a large t-shirt and then crawled into your bed.You had a major headache and finally you drifted off to sleep.
You dreamed that you were trying to reach something but just couldn't manage to grasp it.No matter what.
You awoke the next morning rolling into the floor.'oof' "Damn...that hurt." you say sitting up rubbing your eyes."Gah,I have to see Edward today."-_- You got up and dressed in some regular converses,two black and white studded belts,a tight pair of jeans with the ends tattered,a black shirt with a gun pointing at a heart,and your hoodie with cat ears on it.It was your fave.You applied a thin line of eyeliner and that was it.
You slowly walked down the steps and tripped on the fourth one up.You landed with a loud thud."GOD F-CKING DAMN!" you yell holding your arm.
You walk over to a note and read it.
Dear Jacey,
Loved the dinner you made last night.It was very good.Sorry I wasn't here,late night.It'll probably be the same tonight.So please forgive me.You don't have to cook tonight.
Take care,
-Vincent(thats his name!)

"Vincent,is it?Well..whatever..my arm hurts..damnit!" you run out of the door and ran to your car hopping in and zoomed to school.
The day went by rather uneventful.You didn't complain about your arm at all,though it hurt every time you bumped into somebody.By lunch you were nervous.
"You feeling ok Jewlz?" Mike asks."You look kind of pale."
"Yeah,Im just tired.haha,Im pale anyway." you laugh faking it.
"True but..." he started.
"But nothing,Im fine." you got a water and an apple and went and sit with everybody.You quickly looked over and Edward was missing.He better not be skipping because of me!Gah..today suckssss you quickly finish your apple and leave.
"Leaving all ready?"Jessica asked.
"Yeah,I forgot something in my car,so Im going to get it real quick." you say and leave.You were the first one to class and layed your head on the cold surface.*sighs* "Im life's little let down,made from all the bad in the world.Black and blue covers my body.Im the plague Im the plague,run for the hills."You recite one of your favorite songs.You slowly closed your eyes and just rested.
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You lifted your head as people started coming into the class.You were bored already,and corrected the teacher a lot.You weren't in a good mood today.
In gym you had to play,which didn't help you any.But whatever.You accidentally hit someone in the head.They sent you a glare but you laughed it off
The whole week went by and the pain in your arm sorta went away.That Edward didn't show up once.What a coward.The weekend went by fasted than the week.
You woke up."Ugh..well at least my arms feeling better." you got out of bed and got dressed in your usual out fit.You slowly walked down the steps and walked out side."OHHHH!" you said as you twirled around."It's snowing!" You loved the snow.You mood suddenly lifted.
"Hi ya Mike!" you yell as you hop out of your car.
"Hey Jewlz." he smiles at you.
"It's snowing!" you yell happily.
"Oh really?" he asks.
"Yep,open your eyes,silly!" you both laughed and walked to your classes.As you made your way to lunch Mike was talking about having a snowball war.You agreed immediately.Just then,Mike got hit in the head and you laughed.You knew it was Eric because he was walking the wrong way and whistling.You got a snowball and hit him in the ack.
"GOTCHA!" you screamed and ran behind Mike.
"Nice shot Jewlzie!"Jessica said.
"I know" you stuck your tongue out.You quickly ran into the building so you wouldn't get hit.You had a rosey tint to your cheeks and nose.You were laughing.
You searched the room and your laughter stopped as you set your eyes apon them.There were five.I see Edward's back. You smiled inwardly,you really wanted to apologize for being so rude.
"Come on,Jewlz."Jessica said.
"Ots," you grabbed a water and an apple.
"Is that all you eat?Geez,as if you couldn't get any thinner!" Jessica exclaimed as you shyed away and hid behind Mike.
"Psst,Psycho alert,I repeat,Psycho alert!" you whisper to Mike.Mike laughs and Jessica glares at you."Geez,Im joking!Gosh." you say holding up your hand and dropping my apple.(has anyone watched the Sailor Moon Parody?If not,you wont get this!) you decide to play a little joke.Jessica was about to pick it up but you beat her to it and gave the scariest look you could must and said.In a cutsey voice "Once I pick my apple." then it changed to demonically possessed "BACK UP" then back to cute"Im going to destroy you all."*giggles*
"Wh-wh-what?" Jessica and some of her friends mutter.
"Gee,you people don't get out much." you say lifting your finger to your chin.
You all sit down at your table and continue with the Snow Ball War topic.You immediately agree.You loveee snow.You feel so much better when its raining or snowing,than when the suns really bright and your dieing.You got up before everyone else and threw your stuff away.
"You leave too early." Jessica commented.
"Well,you see the truth is.." you started."Im a vampire so I don't eat that much." you and your table started laughing.But you felt a pair of eyes on your back as you laughed.
"No really,why don't you eat a lot." Mike asked.
"I don't like to eat in front of people.That's it." you smiled and left.
You went to your class and took out your I-pod and started listening to Paramore,singing a long thinking no one was listening.
"Hey." you recognized this voice and nearly jumped ten feet in the air.You slowly turned and saw him smirking at you.You turn 10 shades of red and turned back around.
"h-hi...How long ha-have you b-been standing there?" you ask not looking at him.
"Hmm..a few minutes." you heard him chuckle
"Ugh,you couldve-wait..I thought you hated me?" you said turning and glaring at him."Ih well...I wanted to say...and I don't say this often so feel special...Im sorry for being so rude last week." you say softening your glaze.
"No,I wanted to apologize for not being able to introduce myself last week.So your Jacey Payne." he stated the obvious.
"The one and only." you muttered.He sat down,still as far as possible but turned towards you."Geez,Im not going to bite...well..strike that.." you joked.He smiled a bit."So,you like the snow?" you asked staring out the window.
Just then the teacher called everyone to start a lab.You looked at the teacher like 'DAMN YOU!' even Edward could tell that you were pissed he messed up your conversation.You shook it off and layed your head on the desk.Well,at least we are on talking terms instead of glaring terms,not to mention the fact,I can tell that something is up.ooo..Detective Jewlzie is on a case! you chuckled without realizing it and Edward looked at you wondering what the hell is up with you.
Once everything was set up you were still day dreaming.
"Ladies first,partner." Edward said which brought you crashing to earth.
"Oh,right." you took the first slide and clipped it in,and did all the things you had to."Prophase." you stated simply.
"May I?" he gestured like he wasn't so sure.He looked and came back."Prophase it is." and he smirked at you.
"Told you so." you mocked.
He clipped in the next one."Anaphase" (I think that's what it's called I haven't done that since...phew a while backXD)
"May I?" you asked smiling.
"Sure." he smirked at you.You looked in and came back disappointed.
"Your right." You two did that back and forth until you were finished.The teacher came over to see why you two weren't working.
"Now Edward don't you think it would've been fair if Miss Jacey got to identify some." he said thinking that there was no way you could.
"Jewlz," Edward said correcting him,making you smirk."identified 3 our of the 5 samples we had."
"Yeah,next time don't jump to conclusions." you stated piddling with nothing in particular.
"Im sorry,so they had you in an Advanced class,where you were?" he asked.
"Yep,right-o." you said in a British accent.The teacher smiled and left."Geez,this is so boring."
"It's school." Edward said.
"Im not talking about school..geez,life is boring.bleh,I haven't read a good book in centuries..nor seen a good movie.And don't get me started on concerts." you said throwing your hands up in the air.
"Oh..so to answer your question." he said and you looked at him asking with your eyes,what the hell are you talking about."About snow?"
"Ots,oh yeah." you said scratching your cheek.
"Ots?What is that?" he asked with an amused look on his face.
"Ots..its like a sound effect like oof,oi,ai..just something I say." you say laughing a bit.
Everyone gets in the way of everything.
Welp,leaving it there.Hmm...Just to tell you,Im sorta going to follow the book but after the attack..you know what Im talking about,Im steering off in my direction.So *sticks tongue out* if you don't like it,I deeply apologize but..Im not good with following other peoples story lines.So..yar.Ots,can anyone wait for the movie???Oh Im ecstatic!Take care.
Im the war of this world.

Hope you enjoiied.
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