By the end of the night, everyone was drunk and the house was trashed. Mikey and Bob were lying criss-crossed on top of each other in the middle of the living room floor. Ray was lying his head down on the island while Frank was passed out halfway up the stairs.
"Gerard, are you okay?" Audrey gave her friend a concerned look as he struggled to stay upright on his bed. She had only had a few beers and wasn't as drunk as the guys.
"I'm tired." Audrey knew what he meant even though what he said sounded like 'Im-tearered'. She slowly laid him down on his bed and laid down next to him.
"Go to sleep, Gee." She said. "Happy birthday." She kissed his forehead and then fell asleep next to him.
Audrey woke up to the feeling of someone's hand massaging her breast. Just thinking it was a nightmare, one of the many she had about her dad raping her; she closed her eyes, trying to fall asleep again. Audrey turned over in Gerard's bed and came face to face with the problem.
There was just enough moonlight shining through the bedroom window to light up Gerard's wicked smile. Images of her father replaced the ones she was seeing of Gerard now. Audrey could feel something hard pressing against her lower thighs. Silently, she started to cry, knowing already what was going to happen. Gerard was much more stronger than she was and there was nothing she could do to stop anything.
As Gerard lifted her up, all Audrey did was cry quietly. He started to pull down her pants and she then watched him pull down his own. He didn't push in gently, which caused Audrey to yelp in pain and then sob harder. The moans and grunts coming from Gerard were disgusting to her ears. Audrey just laid there and let him have his way with her.
What happened to the sweet Gerard she had known? The one who looked so shy when she first met him? The one who had let her cry on his shoulder and told that she loved him? What happened to the Gerard she had fallen in love with at first sight a few weeks ago?
He was gone now, and this was a monster pushing in and out of her. 'Why is this happening again?' she wondered as tears ran down her cheeks still.
Gerard's thrusting got faster and his moaning got louder. Audrey could tell he was getting close. At this moment, she realized that he didn't put any protection on. She drew a blank or whether or not she had taken her birth control pills today or not. Now her greatest fear was getting pregnant and Gerard was already coming.
His fast and hard thrusting hurt Audrey to the point were when he pulled out, she was bleeding terribly. But Gerard didn't care. He hadn't finished with her yet. He picked up her body and started again, this time in a different position. He loved this. He never wanted to stop. Gerard's moaning drowned out Audrey's sobbing. He was basking in pleasure until a loud voice interrupted his business.
I'm trying
I'm trying
To let you know
just how much you mean to me.
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