I stood at my locker for a minute or so before slamming it shut, no doubt knocking down everything on the inside.
This fucking sucks.
I can't go to English. I just can't. I cannot face Jon after that.
I have to, damn it!
I bit my lip and grabbed my messenger bag off of the floor and shuffled up the stairs to the English room, taking my dear sweet time and not bother to hurry around Barbie and Ken who were walking slower than any people should....maybe all the hairspray she uses melted too many of her brain cells. Hmm, I should do a term paper on that...
I slipped into the classroom, inconspicuously glancing around, making sure Jon wasn't like, standing somewhere glaring daggers at me.
"What it do gangsta?!" Kris yelled, pouting her lips like a gangsta.
I gaped at her and shook my head. "Never again...gangsta."
She laughed and sat down as the bell rang. Jon walked to the front of the class from wherever he had been in the back. I blushed profusely and looked down at my notebook, pretending to be tragically interested in whatever I had written about anatomy.
"Miss Taylor!" Jon snapped. I jerked my head up, my face burning with embarrassment.
"Yes." I piped. "What did I do."
The class giggled and Jon glared at everyone, shutting them up. "Would you be so kind as to pay attention?!"
I nodded. "Sorry Mr. Walker."
He scrunched his nose and continued talking about the play Friday. I sighed.
This is not how I pictured us after almost doing the no pants dance on a copy machine.
Excuse me for expecting a bit more...erm, romance? You know, playful flirty looks and a smile or two? Am I so naive?!
"You are." The little voice in my head yelled at me. I sighed and focused on what Jon was saying instead of how he was looking.
Sexy as ever, just for the record.
His eyes locked with mine for a moment and then he turned abruptly, looking instead at the couple in the back of the room, coping a feel when no one was looking.
He coughed and the girl moved her hand from the dangerously close position on the guys thigh. He smiled and shook his head, turning his attention back to the board.
"You okay?" Bea whispered, leaning over my desk slightly. "you seem distressed."
"I'm okay." I muttered. Just then, a loud crash of thunder and a huge crack of lightening boomed and lit up the sky. Everyone jumped and gasped. The lights flickered as the generators kicked in, bringing the power back to the school.
"Eeeek!" Kris shrieked, clutching my arm.
The bell rang and Jon turned around slowly. "Miss Taylor, Miss Gamely, could you two please stay here. I need to speak with you."
We both sat back down and I looked at Kris and Bea helplessly. Bea gave me a smile and walked out, pulling Kris along.
Some help they were.
"Karlie, do you think you could possibly refrain from feeling up Mr. Miles during my class?" Jon asked, smirking slightly.
"My Bad teach, I'll save my sex life for when you're not looking?" Karlie shot back, standing up and walking out.
He looked at her and shook his head.
"So erm, Hi." he said quietly, sitting on the desk in front of me.
"You're such a hypocrite." I spat out, grabbing my bag and my binder before storming out of the room and to my locker.
"What happened?" Kris asked, standing next to me as I threw my books in my locker hastily.
"Nothing. He was like I dont appreciate you disrespecting me in class and what not. I was like whatever dude." I lied. I felt like shit lying to Kris and Bea like this. Part of me wanted to tell them and get that perfect little brown eyed baby faced sexy ass whore of a man fired!
Kris laughed and followed me out to my car. "hes not worth your struggle. He didnt want a piece of yo sexy self then hes probably gay. I bet him and Mr. Ross do it after school!"
"I would PAY to see that!" I gasped. Kris laughed and got in my car, shaking the rain off of her hair.
"Its raining like mad. It'd be perfect to make out with a boy in." Kris glanced sideways at Geraldo as he got in his own car. She waved cheekily at him and he smiled and waved back.
"You want me to drop you off at his house?"
She looked down and then back to him and then smirked at me. "Would it be too much trouble?"
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I walked in the front door after driving the ten minutes to Kris' house for a change of 'sexy clothes' and then nearly twenty minutes away to take her to lover boys house.
She juggles boys like a clown in the circus! It's almost annoying that she gets more action than I do.
I headed to the kitchen to grab a mountain dew and stopped reading the note on the door.
JT,
hey Hun, sorry Im not there. My girl, Chas, is super sick and she needs me to go visit her for a few days to take care of her new baby.
I'll call you later tonight.
theres money on the counter and theres plenty of food.
Love you
Mom.xo
I smirked and grabbed a drink and some cookies. The house to myself for a few days.
Practically heaven!
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"It wasnt over! It still isnt over!"
I sighed, watching Noah being super sexy and totally romantic on The Notebook. He was the perfect man. Totally gorgeous and like, sex with legs.
I clutched my pillow, hugging my Senses Fail hoodie closer to me, and playing with the pink fuzzy slippers on my feet. This was the ultimate make-a-girl-feel-amazing-and-like-shit-when-a-guy-breaks-her-heart kind of movie.
There was a loud knock on the door and I stood up, adjusting my tank top and pajama pants so I didnt look so messy and lame. I brushed the bangs from my eyes and opened the door.
"Um, can we talk?"
I looked at the man standing on my front porch, soaked to the bone, his lip trembling slightly.
I have never wanted......something so bad in my life! I shrugged and crossed my arms, leaning against the door frame.
"You know Jon...Mr. Walker. Its awfully late to be visiting students." I stated hurtfully.
He nodded. " I know, I um..."
"I mean, thats all I am right? A student. You cant handle more? Tell me Jon, what will you tell people if they see you standing here?"
"I don't care anymore JT. I'm going fucking crazy without you! Its like giving a kid candy and then taking it away!"
He advanced on me, pressing his lips to mine. I sighed and pushed him away.
"Jon. You can't keep doing this to me. Being all up on me and then ignoring me the next minute. I cant keep up and I can't handle it!"
"I know JT and I'm sorry I just got scared earlier. If we got caught, especially at school, do you know what could happen?"
"You'd get fired and I'd be expelled?" I asked, looking at him cautiously.
He nodded. "And I could be arrested. You're a minor."
"For Christs sake Jon! I'm 17! I'm almost 18 and its not like you're fucking me. God knows that wont happen, youre afraid to kiss me!"
He flinched, hurting from that last one. "I'm sorry JT."
He turned and started to walk out the door and my defenses fell. I reached out, grabbing his arm and turning him back to face me.
"I'm sorry too..."
He smiled slightly and looked at me anxiously. I bit my bottom lip and smiled.
"Are you gonna kiss me or will we have to keep listening to them doing the nasty on the Notebook?" I asked.
He let out a ragged breath and attacked my lips with his. It was like a typhoon of emotion. I was mad at him, I was practically humping him, I wanted him so bad, and I wanted to kick him in the baby maker for messing with my emotions.
But mostly I just wanted him in my bed.
I broke the kiss and smirked at him, pulling him up to my room. He followed eagerly and I could almost feel his heart pounding in his chest.
This could be it. IT. The only IT that ever really matters.
And my IT was about to happen with a hot little piece of English teacher.
I pushed him onto my bed, straddling his hips and kissing him sweetly, teasing none the less.
He groaned and leaned up, pulling me closer to him. He gingerly peeled my hoodie off of my arms and threw it somewhere across the room. I smiled into the kiss and pushed my hips against his, making him moan and pull away.
"God JT, you do that again and I don't think we could stop what might happen." he whispered in a husky, sexy voice.
I pulled off his tee shirt and threw it behind me, running my fingers over his perfect stomach. "I don't want it to stop."
Now walk it out now walk it out now walk it out now walk it out. west side walk it out....
I screamed slightly and leaned over grabbing my phone and flipping it open angrily.
"hi mom." I seethed.
"you okay?" she asked.
"Yeah, just watching TV." I replied. "bored as usual."
"Well I just wanted to check on you. I'll be home in like four days."
"Alright. See you then. Bye I love you."
I slammed my phone shut and threw it across the room onto my bean bag chair.
"I think this is a lost cause." Jon stated, leaning back, resting on his elbows.
I nodded and leaned down, kissing him once more. "Can you stay here tonight?"
He looked around and smiled sweetly. "If you really want me to."
"really?" I asked, baffled.
"Of course." he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the forehead. "What else could happen possibly happen if are at your house?"
♥ oh yeah, it almost happened? Do you think they will ever REALLY do the dirty?
hehe hes like walking porn!
hehehehe
