I sat on the floor of my apartment, Just sat there thinking. I'd had my whole life planned out at 15, but now being 21 I didn't know if it was what I wanted anymore.
My Blonde and pink hair fell in my face as I moved my worn out body over to the wall so I could lean against somthing. I thought back over the past four years. Back in highschool I was extremely fond of Japan and Street fashion, and my Senior year I became an exchange student in Tokyo. Everything was going just as I hoped.
Once I headed back to America, I decided I didnt want to live the American lifestyle anymore. Seeing as I much more prefered Japan to my home country. I returned to Japan after graduation to Study Fashion. Being two years into university and im doubting what ive always wanted. but why...
I dont talk with most my American Friends anymore no matter how many times I told them I would. Nor do I talk to my own family for that matter, I vowed to myself I'd leave that Hell called America and never look back on it. "So why am I now" I thought outloud. I have plenty of friends here in Japan, but something just doesnt seem right.
Plus the one good friend from America, Rei, that lived over here was out of town at the moment with her Boyfriend. Maybe I was just lonely? Maybe that caused all these crazy thoughts.
Sighing I picked my whole 90lb 5 foot body up from the floor, deciding to visit Yumi at work. Yumi worked at the same music shop as Rie, or Buta-chan as we called her. "now to get dressed" I said looking through my clothes, for somthing more pleasing than what I was currently wearing.
Finally deciding on some shorts, neon pink tights, a t-shirt, creepers, and a shitload of jewelry I walked into the bathroom across the hall from my room and put everything on. The Apartment was deathly quiet since I was the only one living in it.
Grabing my cell I walked outside and locked the door. It was raining. "Great" I whined. At this point I didnt particularly care though, I just walked right out into not bothering to go back inside and get a jacket.
After a lengthy walk through the freezing cold rain I stumbled into the music shop. Yumi greated me by running at me screaming. "Bunny! you're soaking wet! you will cath a cold if you keep walking in the rain" she smacked me on the head. "Eeeppp!" I squeaked Running behind the counter.
"So" Yumi said "What are you doing here Bunny?" "Oh I dunno" I answered walking around the store. "SQUEEE!" I screamed suddenly running over to a cd rack. Grabing a pink and black cd off of if I danced around for a moment before returning to the cash register. "Can I buy it Yumi, Puhleeeaseee!" I squealed handing her the cd, It was Antic Cafes new Album. She giggled and rang it up for me and handed it back.
"Anyway." I said all seriously. I had a tendency to freak out one minute and be completly serious another. "I came down here becuase I was kind of depressed...I guess. I mean I dont know if fashion is what I want to do anymore..." "Aww Kinoko!" she cried hugging me. "Just wait it out, your thinking to much again! somthing great will happen that will make you want to continue, just wait and see"
With that the bell on the door rang and a bunch of girls came in. "Ill talk to you in a bit Kinoko, wander the store for a bit, kay?" Yumi said as she walked over the help the girls. "Right-o!" I said sitting down in a chair and pulling out my ipod. The sounds of My Favorite Beat flooded my ears as I drifted off to sleep in the chair.
End of Chapter 1 ^-^
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