Baby, All I Want For Christmas[Gerard Way]Is You|The Thought of Leaving Seemed So Easy
HEY LOVES. I'm really sorry for the long wait. I got a writer's block, and finally got it done. Hope you like it. The next part will be out soon.I dont know where, and it didnt matter.
May be, I could even drive there.
I sat up, out of the over soft, hotel bed. I gathered my few things before checking out. I thought of what to do, and yesterday appeared in my mind.
Jamia must hate me. My emotions got the best of me.
May be, I should stay--
No, I cant.
I argued with myself. If anything, I owed Jamia an apology. I lost the life of my life, and loosing friends was no option, now or ever. Before leaving the parking lot of the hotel, I called Jamia. I dialed her number only to receive the voicemail. I left a message stating how sorry I was & that it's nothing against her. I sighed feeling a hint of frustration. I huffed, starting my car as I drove away from the hotel. I would go over to my former home around 6 or 7PM, so it would be dark and no one could suspect anything. I didnt need nosey neighbors staring as I packed my car.
Before I could change my mind, I decided to farewell my other friends. Then, I went around viewing the sites I'd miss. The little creek in the park, the statues upon the graveyard. I felt as if the tears never stopped but just flowed involuntary down my face.
Roaming was easy, passing time sped. Soon enough, it was time. I drove cautiously up the road of my former home. Nerves trembled in my stomach, and my hands shook. I wasnt sure if I could handle this. These situations werent my forte, and especially since my emotions were all jumbled wasnt helping the issue. I pulled into the driveway, unclasping my sweaty palms from the wheel. Gerard's car was here, along with Frank's. But Frank seemed to leave the same car in our driveway often, cause his driveway was small. I took no concern in the matter, slipping out of the car. I hurried inside, snow coming down freckling my hair. I shuddered from the sudden warmth of the house, looking around peculiar. Before I could take another step, Jamia came from around the corner. "Hey." She spoke softly, a warming smile on her face.
I smiled back, whispering a "hello." She waved me over to her, as if to follow her. We made our way to around the stairway, when my breathing stopped. Tears cascaded my face as all emotions rumbled inside and out.
Oh our lives are shinin surrounding everywhere....
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